×Galaxydance×

Fragments of crrnt lifetime est -86

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There was long article in major finnish newspaper about feminine energy. I must admit, I was thrilled and suprised at the same time.

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[ultraviolenceismyreligion]

[becomingthatgirl111]

habits that bring you closer to your best version 🤍

stop living in the past focus on what you have now and what you want to achieve tomorrow

stop reacting to the negative ignore the negative, that which you do not like and which causes you discomfort, and replace all this with positive thoughts even if the situation seems complicated

recognize your achievements day by day they don't have to be only past achievements, every day we achieve something new even if we don't realize it, learn to see the positive in your days, there is always something small to be grateful for

take responsibility for what you think and feel be aware of your thoughts and emotions, nothing has meaning until you give it meaning, so try to always focus on the positive

speak nicely to yourself stop judging yourself or feeling guilty, change your negative internal dialogue, and talk to yourself the way you would like to be talked to

give power to the positive even in the most difficult moments, there is something to be thankful for, focus on the good in your life and make this habit a daily routine, always be thankful for something

be patient everything will come at the right time, so it is not worth losing faith

do different things every day do at least something different every day that helps you to connect with the best version of yourself, it can be a morning walk

be aware of your qualities and express them you can write down what are your qualities to be more aware of them and start to be more conscious of them in your day-to-day life, sure you have a lot of them and that makes you unique and beautiful

[afroditearzenik]

Ahihi.

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Lisa Kudrow totally nailing it!!!

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I KNEW LACK OF POCKETS WAS SOMETHING SHADY

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×dear Cosmos,

It has been very difficult and enjoyable at the same time. And by this I mostly mean my wakening in womanhood.

It has been a very well waited trip, but also very draining.

I tried my best to tell this thing somehow simple manners to my hubby. I tried to live by this mindset where love and patience will solve everything between female and male souls.

>>Plus he has burned himself at work and life. But more from that later. Dear Cosmos, bless his soul. <<

Somehow now I am the nagging bitch... This is not me. I know it will pass. I am passionate explorer of this cosmos, and I am well aware of my ability to suck information. Learning speed has been quicker than I ever could have imagine, but It is worth the waiting.

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The main issue right now?

My (traumabased?) issue of my physical size. It has been so weird side-chick in my life like no other theme ever. I know I want so badly to cherished like that last flower of desert would be. You Remember Cosmos, how I nourished this thought, cried that for Moon several occations?

There came triggers, and my personal quantum jump.

I felt that very big wound inside me opened. My pain for not being like I wanted to be loved, kept safe, touched. It melted in with my deep need of trying to understand this all.

I saw all the potential energy I could have when this issue is settled new way. On the other hand I also saw/felt what could happen in long run if I continue my -currently- hurtful mindsets.

What suprised me also, was that I still feel all of those triggers: "Before I felt horrible thoughts, now I just feel feelings".

Some things felt instantly different; my home was the first. The overall vibe felt safe but differently energized. I then checked myself. Lavender is still my no.1 choice for incense. I like my kitchen colours mainly be turquioise and red. I still love my daughter more than anything else.

And in every daily movement, thought and feeling, I come back to this realization of current, even better me, who has choices. If wanted, even _better_ choices.

Travelling continues. Thank You, thank you, thank you. ×

[patrickbatewoman]

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That body I wanted to myself too back in the day. There is something deathly and beautiful when person ( me for example) tried / tries to slowly disappear with an artistic, tragic way. "Dead swans are so pretty..." etc

[ohmyboytoy]

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Everything Pierre does. Love it 😍

[rahabq-deactivated20230110]

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Always.

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Tiny setting of self-created paradise

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