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[aftcrglowz]

indie mxm rp blog. penned with great love and horror by vi (twenty-nine, they/them). smut and kink heavy but plots of all manner will be written. please see the read more for info! muses can be found at the end of the post!

-as mentioned i am twenty-nine and i will not be writing with those under the age of twenty-one

-i am autistic and this influences the way i rp. i may need to ask clarifying questions, i may need an explanation at times, i may miss something your character was implying. i do my best but if you are not willing to answer my questions, i understand. i realize this is a hobby and not everyone wants to answer a million questions i might have. but pls do not interact with me then get upset that i need clarification on something.

-this blog is focused on mxm. this will always include trans men and non-binary muses. i am trans masc non-binary myself and still working on using the correct language so pls if there is a better way to word this pls let me know.

-mun is of asian and black descent. i tend to predominantly use asian fcs just because that is the vast majority of content i consume. i will use fcs of all races. in regards to kpop fcs, i do not need you to police my fc choices.

-speaking of, i do not really have many banned fcs but generally if your blog is all white men i probably will not interact with you.

-there are very few topics i will not write. these include animal abuse, child death, mpreg and i will likely avoid directly writing a/b/o things though this is subject to change.

-discord is preferred for me but i'm trying to be better about being active here. any starters i post can be moved to discord.

-i will add more things as i go !

muses:

eden jeong. eighteen. cis man. he / him. human. makeup store emoloyee and rising influencer. submissive bottom. fc: lee felix

jongdae seo. thirty. cis man. he / him. human. actor in a famous film franchise. versatile switch. fc: hong kyung

stefan petrovic. fifty. cis man. he / him. dhampir. horror author under a pen name. versatile submissive. fc: hamish linklater

[aftcrglowz]

i am once again begging the rpc to understand that it is: top, bottom, versatile AND dom, sub, switch. you can be a bottom and a dom. in fact there's a whole phrase for it! also i'll be the first to admit i love writing a twinky little bottom but you can have big burly guys be the bottom. they can be subs. they can be anything really. i just need the rpc to get it's shit together on this.

[aftcrglowz]

also stop assuming that smaller = bottom and bigger = top. sure sometimes it works out that way but sometimes its the opposite. sometimes its two scrawny guys, sometimes its two big buff dudes. there is no typical gay couple.

[problematiqce]

Being called a monster didn't seem to phase Hawk one bit. It certainly wasn't the first time he had been called a monster, though normally those words were said after one of his fights. "Maybe so, but I guess that just makes you my prey. Explains why it's so much fun devouring you." He reached out and ran his fingers through the other's hair. With a rough grip and a sharp tug, Hawk pulled Eden into a slow kiss. Like everything he did, Hawk took complete control. He didn't care if Eden needed to breath or wanted to take a break, only pulling back once he was satisfied.

"You just need to work on your stamina. If you're going to keep sleeping in my bed, you're going to have to get used to being fucked until you can't think." He wrapped an arm around the other's waist, sitting up and resting back against the headboard. With this position it was easier to look Eden in his face while remaining buried deep in his guts. His fingers were slowly trailing up and down the other's back, tracing the bumps of his spine.

"I think you'd look even prettier being split in two. Especially if I'm the one doing it." He smirked, though he hadn't started back up yet. He wanted to give Eden at least a few minutes to rest. Hawk was the type of guy who couldn't stop once he had started and it would be a pain in his ass if Eden passed out right away. He wanted to hear the other's moans and whimpers for as long as he could draw the night out. "I don't have any fights tonight. So I can use every last drop of my stamina on ruining your pretty little body."

[aftcrglowz]

now eden was no virgin when he met hawk. he had a boyfriend back in high school and there had been plenty of guys between moving and meeting hawk but none quite as intense. the older man had brought him into a whole new world of pleasure and as much as eden tried to keep up often times his lack of experience came back to bite him. it wasn’t all bad though. eden had no shame in admitting that he loved being a limp little ragdoll for hawk. that’s why they worked as well as they did. a match made in hell.

he knows what people think of hawk. eden’s own friends weren’t crazy about him but they had never come right out and said it. they weren’t perfect. they fucked more than anything, leaving little room for genuine romance but for eden this was a dream. it was what he wanted. what he needed. he couldn’t imagine a life without hawk.

‘who else would be doing it?’ eden counters, pressing another long slow kiss into hawk’s mouth, tongue chasing the other’s, ‘i’d rather die than let anyone else fuck me.’ he raises his body up some so that he can look at hawk, ‘i never want to feel any other cock than yours.’ he declared, tightening his arm around hawk’s neck.

[aftcrglowz]

at work BORED if anyone wants to do any writing over on discord !!

[aftcrglowz]

i am looking for someone willing to write a king against a younger male oc of mine in a high fantasy plot !!! i am looking for a very specific dynamic and have so many thoughts on the setting already. as is typical of my blog i am looking to include some darker themes that will likely not be to everyone's liking. willing to discuss specifics in ims !

[huiracha]

250920 @ the fact music awards

[problematiqce]

Hawk had one arm behind his head with the other lazily resting around the other's waist. He was sweaty from the hours he had spent balls deep inside of Eden, but he didn't seem to be out of stamina yet. The only reason he had bothered to stop was out of a casual concern for the younger man. Hawk had fucked Eden into passing out a few times, but he always felt a little bad about it. Not enough to fully curb his appetite for Eden's tight holes, but enough that he would occasionally stop long enough to let Eden get some rest.

Slowly moving his hand down the other's back, Hawk gave Eden's ass a firm spank. "Course I'm still hard. I've got this perfect little hole of yours wrapped around my cock. How could I not be?" He chuckled as the boy mentioned wanting to stay. He wasn't going to argue against that. "Yeah, yeah. Stay as long as you want. But it's your fault if I end up fucking another few loads into ya. You know self restraint isn't really my thing." He had a cocky grin on his face as he looked down at the other.

As if to make his point, the boxer gave a firm thrust up, pushing his cock deeper inside of Eden. "You like that, baby? Feeling my cock stretching you nice and wide?"

[aftcrglowz]

he had ridden him to the point of collapsing. not the first, wouldn't be the last but eden had yet to really develop the kind of stamina that hawk had. a naive thought maybe but eden wondered how much fucking one person really had to do to last as long as the elder man did. it was exhausting. never a one and done thing. when they fucked (which these days was constantly) it was hours and hours on end. nothing stopped until hawk was done. and eden always reached his limit before his lover did.

'you're a monster.' it's half serious, half joking, 'and i'm already filthy.' and that was an understatement. it seemed every bot of him was soaked in sweat. whatever makeup he'd been wearing at the start was gone save for the glitter on his cheeks and the faint hint of lipstick on his swollen lips, 'one person shouldn't be able to cum this much.' he's complaining about it now but he had taken every load hawk gave him with great need. it was pathetic in a way. the way he so desperately let the other man fuck him.

'fuck.' eden hisses as hawk presses into him, 'you go any deeper and i'm going to split in two.' he tenses, nuzzling his face into hawk's neck to muffle the mewling coming from him at the feeling, 'i can't take anymore. you're just too big...'

[mysteryoflovc]

"how was i supposed to find out exactly?" myles asks curiously as he tries to asses what he's looking at. he'd just finished at the bodega and picked the dried blood out from under his nails on the way home. the shitty, cheap soap his boss buys in the staff room evidently hadn't washed it all away. the curious trail of red lured myles into the kitchen and all he could hear was ragged breathing. his gaze flicks in between his lover and the body slumped on the floor. "why did you let him in?" because if there's one thing myles isn't fucking with it's a pig in his kitchen. his heads already begun shaking the more stefan stammers on. there's no where else for him to go. his hands are steady as he approaches and pushes at the body with his crisp nike's.

"i'm not leaving." myles finally looks at stefan and is struck by how different he looks. he could text his boss, he could tell him he has an extra body for him. he'd be pleased. "i can fix this for you." finally he comes closer still and crouches in front of his lover. still beautiful with his blown out pupils. he can only see black. myles isn't squeamish around blood, he doesn't mind the way it smears all over his hand as he cups stefan's jaw. "no one's going to come looking."

[aftcrglowz]

'not like this.' he mutters to himself. maybe he would have told him. eventually. when the time was right. though it hadn't been so far. this was his burden. the deepest, darkest part of him. how could he be expected to tell the man that he loved so dearly that he was a monster? he couldn't bear the thought of the other looking at him in horror. so he keep the beast buried inside. never to be let out.

'i thought i could-' he waves his hands, 'dissuade him. prove my innocence.' an innocence that did not exist. stefan had done every awful thing the cop had accused him of. not out of want or malice. stefan did not like hurting people. he needed their blood to survive. he never killed more than he had to. if he planned well, the blood of a healthy adult man could sustain him for a month or more.

'there is a dead cop on our kitchen floor. someone will come looking.' he sighed, exhausted despite the energy coursing through his body. despite his years in america, in moments of stress, his serbian accent grew stronger, 'please, ljubavi, the blood. you will get it all over you.' he tries to pull his face away from their hands, 'i cannot have you harmed because of me.'

[aftcrglowz]

at work so discord is preferred!! if anyone wants to connect there !

[aftcrglowz]

i was rewatching the old guard and i will sell my aoul for a dynamic inspired by joe and nicky. just these old ass immortals who have been together for centuries and bicker like an old married couple and still have such a deep love for each other pls i need it

[aftcrglowz]

plot: eden jeong. eighteen. he/him (pls note eden is a cis man but has a very femenine style and presentation). up and coming influencer / works at a makeup store. specific connections can be determined but the long and short of it is: eden has spent the last few hours getting fucked into utter oblivion by his lover (and he loved every second of it even when he was overstimulated and sobbing) and is now experiencing some post fucking bliss while his man is still hard inside him (as you should, king). only requirement is SIZE GAP.

in the glowy aftermath, eden is laid atop their chest, face buried in their neck as they came down from the high of the last few hours. he’s always been petite, baby faced and scrawny limbed but here atop the other’s massive frame he seemed so small. he must look truly pathetic. his hair was ruffled, his eyes puffy, body still sweating and shaking. he had only manages to catch his breath over the last five minutes and even now his lungs ached. his mind is hazy, blissful in a way that he has never truly experiences. for once, his head was empty. no worries, no cares. only this man beside him. that was the one and only thought that occupied him.

he was full to the brim. he couldn’t really recall how many loads he’d taken or how many times he’d been made to cum. his body was littered with evidence. remnants of the mans ecstasy where everywhere, his lips, his chest, his back. really, he needed to get up and take a shower. assuming of course his legs could function after so many hours in the bed. he doesn’t move though, both out of his own desire and the hands that still seemed to hold him in place.

‘you’re still hard…’ eden whimpers, amazed at the feeling of the man’s firm length which had remained buried deep inside of him. every couple of minutes, the younger man’s hips spasmed, a lingering sensation from his last climax, ‘i want to stay..’ if his face wasn’t already red with exhaustion he’d be flush with embarrassment at the confession, ‘can we……can we stay like this for a while?’ he didn’t want to be empty. not when his body had grown so used to the feeling of stretching around the other. his face nuzzles into the skin of their neck, ‘please.’

[aftcrglowz]

gonna be on discord for a while if anyone wants to do things there !!

[aftcrglowz]

i am once again begging the rpc to understand that it is: top, bottom, versatile AND dom, sub, switch. you can be a bottom and a dom. in fact there's a whole phrase for it! also i'll be the first to admit i love writing a twinky little bottom but you can have big burly guys be the bottom. they can be subs. they can be anything really. i just need the rpc to get it's shit together on this.

[aftcrglowz]

plot: stefan petrovic. fifty. dhampir (offspring of a human and a vampire). stefan is a reluctant serial killer because he needs human blood to survive due to his vampire lineage. he has done a good job of hiding this from anyone until now when he's just a killed a cop who found out he was killing people. and because the world is cruel his partner has come home at just the right moment. age gaps welcome but not required.

'you weren't supposed to find out this way.' they weren't supposed to find out at all. for years, he had managed to maintain a carefully constructed facade. by day, the upstanding member of society. by night, the killer in the dark. not out of want, but need. he's avoided bringing the bloodshed home with him until now. stefan is sat cowered in a corner of the kitchen, hands folded together as if in prayer. there is blood on his mouth, his clothes, the floor. leaving a perfect trail to the body face down by the stove with teeth marks in his neck, 'he was a cop. he found-out about me.' stefan stammers over his words. he's always been prone to awkwardness and his mind is racing with adrenaline. his pupils are black, the way they always where after feasting, though the other will have never seen him this way. he must have looked terrifying. truly demonic.

'i know you have questions.' he sighed, glancing from the body to the other, 'i'm afraid, i can't give you those. you need to leave. now.' he declared, 'no one knows you were here. you-you need to leave. go somewhere. anywhere. before people coming looking......' he never meant to put them in danger. he never meant for any of this. stefan did not enjoy hurting people. he needed their blood to live and stefan had faced death once before. he never wanted to face it again.

'please, my love, you must go now. i beg you.'

[aftcrglowz]

i was running errands this morning and i got done early so i went to books a million to see if the had you weren't meant to be human by andrew joseph white (my fave author) and they did ! so i buy it and i get myself and iced latte at joe muggs and decide to sit there and read until i have to go to work. now imagine my HORROR when the sweet old lady who was making the drinks decides to ask me what my book is about. i just say 'it's about a small town guy who comes into contact with aliens' because 'it's about a mute trans man in a rural town who becomes pregnant against his will by an alien creature' probably would have given the poor woman a heart attack.

[constellaris-aa]

ship idea: ancient god that falls in love with someone that was originally a sacrifice for him and said god will literally murder anyone and everyone who gives their new spouse shit

[aftcrglowz]

plot: jongdae seo. thirty. when jongdae was seventeen, he was cast in a popular film franchies (think like marvel cinematic universe adjacent) and he was propelled into world wide fame. now, thirteen years later, he's set foot in his hometown for the first time and run into the ex boyfriend he abandoned.

‘did you ever consider that i was unbelievably fucking scared?’ he tries to keep his voice measured but there’s a quiver to it he can’t seem to shake, ‘i was seventeen and suddenly everyone in the world wanted to know the details of my life. do you know why i left school?’ he offered, shoving his shaking hands into his pockets, ‘because fans started waiting outside for me. we had to have security at home because someone found my address. i got death threats from a man because his girlfriend was a fan of mine.’

he looks at the other and suddenly it all flashed before his eyes. every memory. every stolen kiss in a stairwell, every movie date where they hid in the back so no one would see them hold hands, ‘people wanted to know every little thing about me and i got scared. if they found out about me, they where going to find out about you. and under no circumstances was i going to subject you to that.'

and maybe that wasn't his choice to make. but someone had to make it, 'so, yeah,' he sighs, 'i broke your heart. i broke my fucking heart too.'