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post crashout clarity is annoying af like oh no i got a little upset and now my whole body hurts. fuck you

#esp after being clean for so long like. now im bruised and sliced up like a mf are we serious rn #shedblr #shedblog #sh blr #sh related

losing weight all fun and games till ya fav clothes dont fit anymore 🫩

#its like Yay these shorts are falling off!#but also Oh my god these shorts are falling off FUCK MY LIFE theyre the only ones i like 😭😭😭😭#im distressed i just wanna wear my shorts 😭#ana bl0g #rexiia #sk1n4nd🦴#shedblur #4n4boy #ana rexx

also reading through my old posts bc i havent used this acc in forever. someone get this guy some fucking medication my god. i am not as mentally ill as i was three months ago

#still anorexic but not crazy anymore #idk what the Fuck i was on

weird that i relapsed at such a crucial time in my life where i need to use my brain and body constantly or else i will fail miserably and die alone

#got better for a min. got employed and decided to start taking care of myself #right after deciding this my ed came back and punched me in the fucking face harder than it ever had before #now i walk around at work and the gym like a fucking zombie because durrrr brain fog brain fog You are Undereating and Dying #I HATE IT HERE.#ed blr #ftm ed #ed tag #male ed #shedblur #rexiia #3db1r

im not mentally ill anymore im Cured im Fine everything i ever experienced before was a lie im completely normal and fine and okay

#fat

think i have some sort of personality disorder. Not quite sure.

also im genuinely gay idk whats going on. girlfriend hates me and i hate myself and i dont know what to do anymore

i forgot to care about anything wow

every time i listen to charli xcx i end up crying whats going on. im supposed to be bumpin that bumpin that why am i bawling my eyes out

scrolling edtwt and edblr while watching ed movies,, planning cal counts for the week,, stomach growling loud as fuuuuck but i ignore it,, feeling good

#ed blr #ftm ed #ano🦖ia #ed tag #boy ana #ana bl0g #male ed #shedblur #🕯️ as a 🪶#shedblr #ana rexx #ed blogg

gay-otlc

They call me Mr Normal Relationship With Food. On account of my normal relationship with food

i love being marvin

im just a stupid avoidant chud with no promising future and every night i go to bed hoping i dont wake up again

#im approaching adulthood and i still feel like im 12 🫩#kill me

my ribs are so faint now its making me so angry. if someone wants to call me a big fat gargantuan fatty fat loser that would be appreciated. how do i lose 20 lbs in ten minutes

#ed blr #ano🦖ia #ftm ed #ed tag #ana bl0g #male ed #shedblur #🕯️ as a 🪶#ana rexx #ed blogg #boy ana #4n4boy

i think im actually gay or something but i miss her so bad. i think im jusg not used to having human relationships so i thought im in love wth her?? she is the most important person in my life but i think i like dudes who tf knows

#im constantly confused #i dont know who i am or what i want #but i miss her

my life is actually nothing without her wow. i feel like such an asshole for talking shit the whole time she was here because now that shes gone i am just. not doing anything at all and i am not happy. what the hell

#the only good thing about her not being here is being able to ruin my life easier #and getting high #she wouldnt do it with me because it makes her sick #i missed it so much

finally weighed myself what the fucking hell. i gained 7 lbs. i want to be dead. im trying not to rip all my hair out in a fit of rage rn

#at least i can finally starve in peace again who cheered #ed blr #ano🦖ia #ftm ed #ana bl0g #ed tag #male ed #boy ana #ana rexx #shedblr #🕯️ as a 🪶#ed blogg

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