#shedblur

[toftbunn]

Anyone else hate when their styros close and it looks like a cat scratch? Like wtf you were gaping for the last two days.

[missevilestresident2]

I wanna relapse SO bad you have no idea

[tepaofthevalleyofthewind]

Here's to praying that I don't get termed for this because there are people on here that really need to hear it (tags are to get it to its target audience)

MASSIVE trigger warning for sh and general gross wound stuff (no pics but still)

I'll say it again, this post doesn't have pictures but it does contain pretty detailed descriptions of sh so if that's triggering to you please don't keep scrolling!

Ok so if you do cat scratches/light styros or things that don't draw blood (all completely valid btw) you might think people on here are being dramatic talking about expensive woundcare, "bean juice", wounds leaking and such. They're not. I hit the fat layer for the first and hopefully last time a few days ago and when I took the bandage off today it was absolutely soaked through with this sort of clear to light yellow liquid. It bled for like a day after the initial cut and shows no signs of healing yet. I live at home so I don't buy my own bandages, but that's almost worse cause now I'm using less than I need so I don't use too much. I absolutely hate the feeling of my legs being stiff and now I can't stretch because it hurts so bad, everytime my legs stick to each other cause I crossed them or something it hurts to separate them, I'm constantly scared that it'll soak into my clothes and give it all away. What's worse is that even after I was terrified by the initial cut and promised myself I'd never do it again, I got really strong urges yesterday and today. Going deeper doesn't pay, it won't scratch that itch, it'll just make everything worse. Please take care of yourself.

[angelfies]

“how do you c^t that deep?”

do you want me to do it for you..???