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[missevilestresident2]

I wanna relapse SO bad you have no idea

[calioxxx]

I wish I could cut deeper

[tepaofthevalleyofthewind]

Here's to praying that I don't get termed for this because there are people on here that really need to hear it (tags are to get it to its target audience)

MASSIVE trigger warning for sh and general gross wound stuff (no pics but still)

I'll say it again, this post doesn't have pictures but it does contain pretty detailed descriptions of sh so if that's triggering to you please don't keep scrolling!

Ok so if you do cat scratches/light styros or things that don't draw blood (all completely valid btw) you might think people on here are being dramatic talking about expensive woundcare, "bean juice", wounds leaking and such. They're not. I hit the fat layer for the first and hopefully last time a few days ago and when I took the bandage off today it was absolutely soaked through with this sort of clear to light yellow liquid. It bled for like a day after the initial cut and shows no signs of healing yet. I live at home so I don't buy my own bandages, but that's almost worse cause now I'm using less than I need so I don't use too much. I absolutely hate the feeling of my legs being stiff and now I can't stretch because it hurts so bad, everytime my legs stick to each other cause I crossed them or something it hurts to separate them, I'm constantly scared that it'll soak into my clothes and give it all away. What's worse is that even after I was terrified by the initial cut and promised myself I'd never do it again, I got really strong urges yesterday and today. Going deeper doesn't pay, it won't scratch that itch, it'll just make everything worse. Please take care of yourself.

[sp01lt-m1lk]

notes game!!

5 notes -- i'll drink water daily

10 notes -- ill go clean for a week

25 notes -- i'll take a shower (1x)

50 notes -- ill take a shower every 2 days

75 notes -- i'll eat a small snack (ie, toast)

100 notes -- ill eat a sandwich

150 notes -- ill clean the two smaller parts of my floor

250 notes -- ill do the 150 goal AND the main part of my floor

300 notes -- ill clean my dresser

400 notes -- ill clean my nightstand

500 notes -- ill clean my desk

fully pink = notes goal achieved and reward (?) accomplished !

blue = notes goal achieved and reward is actively being worked on !

purple = putting it off but it will get done !

pink/white = note goal not yet achieved !

[dirtyrottentypist]

💜 Welcome 💜

Hey, I'm dirty, 17 he/him I will post whatever I want

Punk and ska head, talk to me about music

Side blog for goreish/sexual : @dirtysdirty

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I love interaction so feel free to reblog, send asks/anons, or dm!

everyone is welcome and will be treated with equal kindness and respect

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Warning: THIS IS A HARMFUL BLOG please read below cut for general warning about my blog, exert caution and seperate yourself if you are uncomfortable, take care

Unique tags:

#identity 0 - identity issues

#rotten vessel - body issues

#dirty says hi - silly posting

#typist not typing - reblogs

#dri complete - asks

#no moshing - vents

#romeos distress - heartbreak posting (I know this song is about the kkk but just okay?)

More to come!

I honestly don't think I can keep up tagging tws, so all of this will be mentioned heavily:

vomit mention, sh mention, food mention, gore art, body issues, dysphoria, vents, violence mention, meds mention, sexual jokes, flirting (only with those comfortable) paranoia, anxiety, psychotic episodes/symptoms, cursing, death of loved ones

Last two borders by @th1sguyisw3ird

[kittentoebeanz]

im going to get worse once school starts. i'm so excited.

[chickycha444]

im sick