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Video games, music, complaining about my job and Voltron are probably all of my Tumblr. 🤔 she/her. biromantic & aegosexual “Live soberly and peacefully. Honour your parents and preserve the peace and security of home and family” - Mara

[yffresbeard]

Jyggalag beckons

i think the FUCK not u shitty grey bitch

[nerevar-shid-and-fard]

apologies for the shitty sound quality but

https://youtu.be/fctvxFoCA08

[tis-i-the-most-uncooked-fry]

This gem is back

[agentofmara]

As a fellow ace, I can 100% tell you that sexuality is fluid as fuck. I went from straight > bi > pan only to realize that I didn't want a sexual relationship with anyone. So you can be ace, but also hetero/homo/bi/panromantic and that is all fine. If you say you're ace, that is what you are until YOU feel like maybe that doesn't fit you anymore.

honestly Tumblr has been a huge help this past like pretty much 24hrs because i was expecting no one to help me or at least no one for a little while but i’ve had so many people reach out to me and help me understand that is completely normal to not only be ace/have a phase where your ace but to also question it and honestly i want to say thank you to everyone. Thank you to the person who sent me this ask, thank you to the people who commented and thank you to the people who dmed me. You guys are great. (also side note, i talked to my mom about this and she was super supportive and told me whether it’s a phase or not, I should feel comfortable. My dads still a solid no but i feel a lot better having my mom there)

[agentofmara]

tmw when you tell your dad you were up late last night crying and he hits u with the “you have to learn to deal with it” and doesn’t ask you if you’re ok but luckily lets you stay home from school but then when u wake up to go at lunch and ur eating ya breakfast his girlfriend comes out and lectures you and ur trying ya best not to cry in your cheerios because if you do you’re probably going to die from dehydration and you assume that’s not fun.

[agentofmara]

here’s my halloween costume

i’m not very good at makeup if that’s not evident.

[faisdm]

[agentofmara]

u kno honestly this is the positive shit i need in my life

[agentofmara]

need asexuality help

ahhh speaking of my sexuality i’m like crazy doubting it and it’s making me rlly upset since i just made those flags :(((

cuz like my parents and my friends and my co workers all think it’s a “phase” and like maybe it is? my friends say I haven’t met the right person and then my mom said i’m probably subconsciously afraid of sex but ahhh idk.

;-; Tumblr you guys are like the best about stuff like this. Am i just some stupid teen going through a phase or am i actually asexual?

[agentofmara]

i made some very inaccurately coloured flags for myself. 👌🏻 i’m not very good at colouring.

[agentofmara]

huh? youtube wtf. like sure i was late to this notif squad but would y’alls fucking do this if i wasn’t late?

[agentofmara]

hi i came out of my mum’s vagene 17 years ago and did absolutely no work but y’all should celebrate me anyways.

[scribdyke-remade]

like i do know this is just an old video game and shit but i simply cannot fucking put up with people who are willing to blame refugees for their plight and defend intentional oppression. like i know that racism gets talked a lot on this blog and it’s not because i’m simply looking for a fight, it’s because i do my best to stay involved with social issues in real life too and the parallels between what people defend in america and what people defend in tes: v unnerves me. i try not to make comparisons between fictional conflict and real-life conflict (which would be why i’m not always going on about ulfric being trump or whatnot. like it’s funny as a meme but as a genuine comparison just don’t) but i can’t help but make the connections and i’m allowed to be uncomfortable about it.

[agentofmara]

imo i like that Skyrim has things that are clearly wrong because it makes me feel good to be angry at them if that makes sense? Like anytime anyone shouts “skyrim belongs to the nords” there’s a bit of pride and satisfaction to know i was raised right when I respond with stfu.

I’m not sure if that’s what you meant OP.

[pochowek]

what song comes to your mind when you hear the word “tonight”

[agentofmara]

CAUSE BABY TONIGHT

THE CREEPER’S GONNA STEAL OUR STUFF AGAIN

*stuff

again*

[scribeofmara]

The story of Neo-Noir

Age: 16-19.

Neo was a calm girl. Shy around strangers but polite as can be. She’d hear adults often say “she’s too pure for this neighbourhood,” but Neo didn’t pay them much mind. Sure her neighbourhood was sketchy, but nothing bad has happened and Neo didn’t think anything ever would.

Age: 21-24

At her mother’s murder, Neo went off the deep end. She regretted every smile and every courtesy she’d ever given the members of her community. In anger, she cut her hair, picked up a hundred and one addictions, and joined her friends thug group. She trained and trained and trained. Every day Neo got stronger, was another day Neo wished she was stronger when the attack happened. Maybe she could have saved her.

Age: 26-29

Neo moved up in the crime society and went from lowley thug grunt not worthy of a name in an RPG to one of the best assassin’s in the country. Neo didn’t feel anything about the attack anymore - she just didn’t think about it. Neo buried the thoughts as deep in her mind as possible, and threw them in a mental maximum security prison. Anytime anyone got close, they’d find themselves at the end of a blade or a barrel.

Age: 30-38

Neo met somebody. A stupid somebody, but a somebody who wasn’t afraid of the loud prison sirens and hundreds of armed guards. Gradually, they took down her emotional prison and built her a cute little house - made of bulletproof glass. Ten years too late, she comes to terms with her mother’s tragic death. She was no longer angry she wasn’t strong enough to save her, but angry she wasn’t strong enough to honour her mother’s memory and forgive herself.

The end.

Is this shit? Probably.

Anyway’s, I hope you enjoyed. Just my creative mind reading way too much into a simple csgo skin.

[agentofmara]

I posted this on my writing blog but yeah there’s my interpretation of the actual story of “Neo-noir. If there even is one lmao.

[agentofmara]

hey give me your opinions >:(

so for halloween i’m cosplaying as the Neo-Noir skin from CSGO. now originally i was looking at the USP-S neo noir and basing it off that, but I also respecc the M4A4 neo noir.

To me, they’re the same girl on the gun, just different times in her life. The USP-S Neo (what i’ve named her) looks young and shy and innocent while the M4A4 Neo looks badass and older n serious.

But for my actual like cosplay cosplay I’m wondering which personality I should roll with? So since I can’t decide, I’m asking y’all. Pics below. ✌🏻

Here’s the two that are actually in the game.

here are the designs for the glock and the M4A1-S that aren’t in the game but i still consider.

Here are my pics from snapchat. One thing to consider is it looks like Neo cut her hair on the M4A4 and I’m not interested in cutting my coloured extensions so that’d be a thing to consider.

Anyways lemme know!

[missharpersworld]

[agentofmara]

Annikym the sick, hoarder of popcorn and tub of maragarine. what can i say? i like my movies with sum snacks.

[agentofmara]

my opinion on Klance: i haven’t lost complete hope but i’ve lost enough that if it doesn’t happen, it doesn’t happen.

[tryforce-deactivated20211211]

There’s a nip in the air. Cold won’t be good for my crops. Never is. 

[bicouriersix]

I work with my mother to sell fruits and vegetables. It’s fun most days, but hard work

[tryforce-deactivated20211211]

Have you tried mercenary work? It might suit you.

[ghoulification-archive-deactiva]

I work for Belethor, at the General Goods store.

[the-rogue-apostate]

I spend a lot of time at the market stalls so I can learn the merchant’s trade. I need more experience if I’m going to run an inn someday.

[sindrandi-co-deactivated2021022]

Drink for the thirsty, food for the hungry.

[hugostolz]

Might head down to the meadery later, see what they’re brewing up. Can smell the honey on the wind.

[bitterotter]

Got some good pieces out here, if you’re looking to buy. More inside

[sci-the-superb]

Boys, girls, dogs, elders – there’s nobody I won’t fight!

[seasolaire]

Looking to protect yourself, or deal some damage?

[keyblade-master-vicky]

Do you get to the Cloud District very often? Oh, what am I saying, of course you don’t

[agentofmara]

Oh. Another wanderer, here to lick my father’s boots.