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Favorite Johnny/Lucia scenes: 1/?

The whole issue with the pills and the fact that his roommates had decided some sort of ‘intervention’ was a good idea – all of it was a terrible situation, but the worst part was when Mike made it worse with his aggresive words and volatile attitude; so he took a deep breath, looked away and decided to start over. “It’s–it’s nothing, John,” he insisted, his voice coming out in a softer tone than before along with a pleading look on his eyes. “I don’t need anyone’s help. I’m fine, and I can take care of myself. I… appreciate it, but–really. It’s not necessary.”

agentuturro

No one could ever do anything all on their own. Without somebody else’s help. It was all about the connections, the friendships that propelled people forward. And, right now, Mike needed his friends right now more than he knew. “I think it is.” They’ve all seen so much over the past few months. They’ve all had so much happen to them, but if Johnny could help him -- anyone, himself -- recover a little bit of the past, he’d have done... Something. “It’s not good, Mike. You don’t look good.” Johnny wasn’t even sure how to begin to describe it.

#echoedmistakes #wow #this was really late #and you dont have to continue #but i liked it so here you go #a little johnny trying to make the world a brighter place

babybird

burned cinnamon roll, has literally been through hell and back, slightly charred

#wow #is this johnny's biography?#X : PANCAKE MAKING TECHNIQUES (musings.)

nellie-v-glee

#X : PANCAKE MAKING PIMP (visage.)#X : PANCAKE MAKING TECHNIQUES (musings.)

wordsnquotes

Life will break you. Nobody can protect you from that, and living alone won’t either, for solitude will also break you with its yearning. You have to love. You have to feel. It is the reason you are here on earth. You are here to risk your heart. You are here to be swallowed up.

Louise Erdrich, The Painted Drum (via wordsnquotes)

#mobile tag

wordsnquotes

If nothing else, one day you can look someone straight in the eyes and say ‘But I lived through it. And it made me who I am today.’

Iain Thomas, I Wrote This For You (via wordsnquotes)

#mike warren #mobile tag

wnq-writers

I am sorry. I am sorry if the thrashing in my head is too loud, and it’s ruining your day. I am sorry if I seem to be staring at you, let me assure you, I am not. It’s just that sometimes the thoughts in my head get too heavy, and they leave me hanging and zoned out. Sometimes, I wake up in the middle of the night, and I find myself bleeding, that’s how rough my thoughts can get at 4 in the morning. In case you were wondering about the scars at the back of my neck, now you know how I got them. I know what you’re thinking. She’s messed up. I know I am. I know I am not ok. Something’s wrong with me, because I can’t sleep most of the time, and I spend my days thinking about ways to isolate myself from the world, and my nights achieving them. I am sorry if my existence is a burden on you. It’s a burden on me too.

zosraus (via wayfaringmoments)

#mobile tag

“Are you alright in there? You’re so quiet.” SALLY BEING WORRIED AFTER DALE LEFT TBH

worried starters | ACCEPTING!

So, there’s been this lingering eerie silence blanketing the house the past few days, and nothing can seem to cut through it. Not music, not crying, not sitting together at the table like a family – which surprisingly enough they tried to do the other night. It didn’t last more than five minutes. Or, well, they tried to find normalcy again; it’d probably never happen, and Johnny would be lying if he said he believed in HOPE right now.

Johnny had been staring up at the ceiling for... He didn’t know how long now, when he heard the door open ajar. Lifting his head off the pillow, he was greeted with a friendly face. Half smiling, he greeted her, “Hey. I’m alright.” As alright as he’d ever be.

#uh days after the finale maybe #cxrrera

angstmemes

worried starters

barbcr

angstmemes:

trigger warnings apply! ( mental illness, drugs and alcohol use, self-destructive behaviours, and vomiting )

“You haven’t slept for days, have you?” “Are you eating properly? You don’t look it.” “Why do you keep stumbling over your words? Just how tired are you?” “You need to think about yourself every once in a while.” “I know your work is important, but you’re going to end up in hospital if you go on like this!” “You haven’t even touched your food. What’s going on?” “You look so… empty. I’m worried for you, please talk to me.” “Are you alright in there? You’re so quiet.” “How did you get these bruises? Please don’t lie to me.” “There’s something bothering you that you’re not telling me and I can see it slowly destroying you. What happened?” “You’re sleep deprived and you haven’t been eating. Why do you think you’re feeling dizzy?” “I can give you some pills to help you sleep. They aren’t healthy, but this is even less healthy.” “If you didn’t just blink I would’ve sworn you were dead, that’s how sickly you’re looking. Go to bed, please!” “Here, just keep breathing. It’ll be okay. Better out than in…” “This can’t go on like this! You’re not eating, you’re not sleeping, you barely talk!” “I’m sorry. I went through your room and found this. Explain what the hell this is doing in your room!” “I’m only trying to help and right now I think I have a much better idea of what you need than you do.” “Did you take anything? Are you passing out? Hey! Stay with me!”

#X : LET'S PLAY A GAME (meme.)

tfw you have drafts collecting dust and you really want to reply but motivation

#i'm the worst partner #bare with me #i'll get back into the swing of things soon #tbd

betweenthegoodandbad

Trauma changes you. The person you were before is gone. You have to reinvent yourself.

(via betweenthegoodandbad)

#X : PANCAKE MAKING TECHNIQUES (musings.)#no one can convince me that everything that went down with the salanos didn't mess johnny up #even a little bit #nO BODAY

fbiagentwarren

Mike’s been staring at the map hung on the wall in one of the third floor rooms at Graceland for what feels like hours. He’s got strings of all different colors tracing possible routes that the latest shipment of drugs could have taken, but none of them are lining up with the timetable that he’s got laid out in front of them. If he can just figure out what port they’re coming in…

A sound from behind him alerts him to someone’s presence, and he turns, flashing them a wan smile. “Hey. S’that coffee?” He has to restrain himself from making grabby hands at the thermos of steaming coffee in their hands.

agentuturro

Johnny’s been standing there for nearly seven minutes when Mike finally noticed him. He gazed upon his friend wondering just what was rushing through that crazy mind of his. It wasn’t something Johnny could understand, dare he try? He wasn’t sure; some things were better left in the unknown.

He’d brought a thermos and a cold sandwich up to Mike because he’s been here for a few hours, and Johnny felt compelled to do something about it. They’ve all been on this crazy chase and if Johnny was exhausted, he could only imagine Mike’s condition. After all, it wasn’t too long ago that he was trying to calm him by the brunette’s bedside.

“Yeah, want some?” Johnny replied handing him the thermos as he walked over to stand shoulder to shoulder to Mike. The map was amazing. All the details left Johnny in awe. This was a glimpse into that mind of his.

#fbiagentwarren #hoW ARE YOU