hi, i'm amy

once she was the prettiest, once she was the favourite. but always there was her burn smile in her silver spoon as the bitter taste of absence cracked open her heart.

[tysarchivedtoo-deactivated20170]

        ” Oh, then that’s good! I once went in the deep           end even though I wasn’t really allowed and           the life guard told me to swim back. It was worth           it though, but a little scary since I couldn’t even           touch the bottom even if I held my breath and           went under. “

                    ” Me too; it’ll be fun! And as long as we’re not                       dancing in the boat we won’t need to be swimmin’. “

[aglaxpe]

          ' I feel so special now, being the one            introducing you to fishing. And I say            fishing, not dancing. Except if you            want to, then maybe we could do            some kind of boat party. '

          ' Well, don't you worry about it, I           will save your life, Carl. But I think           that you're old enough to save           your own life. You're a big boy. '

[aglaxpe]

[ lori ]

"hmm, i know that feeling, and i know it isn’t a nice one.” 

She shook her head, scrunching up her features. Lori remembered to when she was pregnant with Judith and the horrible smell of walkers that would occasionally get the brunette sick. It was hard enough being pregnant in the normal world; it was a lot worse in the Apocalypse.

“ you’ve been holdin’ up okay, hey amy?” 

                 ' that's why I'm always nice to Rick,' she nodded,                   a slight smirk on her lips. 'i don't want to know                   that feeling.'

Amy turned her head, looking at the other woman as she asked the question. it hadn't been that long since her sister died but they had been together, she had been the one putting the trigger and, somehow, it had made her feel a bit peaceful about that decision, about her sister's death.

                 ' I'm okay. it's not really easy to be more than                   okay in this world. you ? ' she added after a                   slight pause.

[aglaxpe]

[ mr sunshine ]

' 's like i gotta do everythin' around here. okay look, step one to camping is a fire. no go ftch some sticks an’ i’ll tell y’ if they’re right ‘r not. ‘

"there's no need to take that tone with me. but yes, I will go fetch sticks and I will let you tell me if they are worth something or not. it wasn't that difficult, was it ?"

[aglaxpe]

[ mr sunshine ]

' anyone bother to tell ya that i don't give a shit what any ‘f y’ think’a me? — wood is wood, do i have’ta hold yer hand through that too? jus’ don’t get sissy sticks, think ‘f the size y’d put in’a fireplace. ‘

' well, how was I supposed to guess that you meant to use the wood for the fireplace ? In case, you didn't guess, I'm not exactly the perfect camper. Never been camping  actually. And I don't remember you holding my hand so calm down. '

[aglaxpe]

[ first lady ]

"honey, i’m his wife.” a slight smirk played  at her features.  lori nodded, as the she grabbed her knife  from the table; " offwe go then.”  she smiled at the young blonde, before they started to make their way to the fences that leaned from the weight of the walkers. ”— god, look at them. they jus’ keep comin’ everyday.”

    ' yeah, you're his wife so he would     crush my tiny bones in his hands if     anything happened to you. what a     pretty dream, ' she chuckled.

    Amy watched with a slight disgust     the Walkers piling up at the fences,     ' they make me want to barf. '

[sonofapie-blog]

                        well, he WOULD have if it weren’t for the fact the blonde has decided          to leave the coziness of her own bed to ’ inspect ‘ the dubious noises. most          people wouldn’t blame her for it, but in dean’s line of expertise, he has been          proven just how much of a terrible idea that is.

                                            but comes the choice of the moment ——————                          he could simply lie and bloat himself out on her                          ensured safety ( and his contribution to it ), MAYBE                          having the fortune of shunning her back into the                          shelter of her sheets &  MAYBE  convincing her                          that, still, a quick check-up is recommended and                          pretty much …   hope the damn thing didn’t leave.

                                                            OR he could ————- tell the truth.

                            ❝ well … ———— i was 'bout to. ❞

[aglaxpe]

                                           she looks around with wide blue eyes,                                            her jaw tight. god damn it. there is a                                            stupid spider in her house and it's                                            apparently so big the guy needs an                                            axe to annihilate it. she hates spiders.                                            she looks at him with a frown,

                          ' well, what are you waiting for ?                           an invitation ? a map of the house ? '

                                            she really hopes that she is dreaming                                             because the situation is so weird. a                                             guy she doesn't know broke into her                                             house to kill a spider. how weird is                                             that ?

                          ' hey, wait a minute. do you                           break into everybody's home                           just to kill a spider ? i mean,                           not that i'm complaining but— '

[aglaxpe]

[ mr sunshine ]

' listen here blondie don’t smart off at me, you might actually learn somethin’. can’t hide  behind people forever. Y’ can start by gatherin’ wood. that do it for ya? ‘

' anybody told you you were an asshole recently ? because, breaking news, you are. yeah, yeah, I'll go gather wood. though, you might need to tell me the kind of wood you need. '

[aglaxpe]

[ first lady ]

"our fearless leader can’t forbid me from  helping out, right? y’want me to stab some  Walkers? that’s somthin’ i can do. the fences aren’t as piled up with ‘em, aren’t they?”

she had already observed the conditions of the prison fences; though besides that, everything had seemed to be alright.

    ' actually, he can. that's why he's the fearless leader. but I'm a rebel, what can I say ? ' she chuckled, looking at the woman with a shrug.

     ' good idea, first lady,  let's go kill some Walkers. '

[aglaxpe]

[ lori ]

"Y’know, I can help with that. Jus’ because I’m married with two children, doesn’t mean I should be cornered with all the housewife duties. Let me help." 

   ' hum, I dunno. I mean, I wouldn't our fearless leader    to be mad at me because his wife is in danger. but,    I'll be a little rebellious and let you help stab Walkers. '

[aglaxpe]

[ mr sunshine ]

' y’know sittin’ on yer ass ain’t helpin’ any ‘f us. get up an’help, then maybe i’ll listen to what y’ have t’ say. ‘

   ' I don't have anything to say to you but if you,    I don't know, tell me what to do to help, I will    do it. Don't get mad at me because I'm not a    specialist in survival like you. '

[aglaxpe]

[ rick ]

‘ —- i didn’t see yer sister get out.                                                       did you? ‘

she shakes her head slowly.

                                                no. no. no.

                                                                      ' where is my sister ? '

[aglaxpe]

[ weirdo with an axe ]

                       ❝ okay, first, jus’ lemme ———— ❞

                 he slooooooowly descends the ( oh, yes, REAL ) axe               from his hand, whilst the other stays defensively raised.                                                        he figures it’s a start.

              ❝ there was this  …    arachnid creature             that crawled in. i jus’ ————- followed it. ❞

she watches him slowly let down the axe, a bit weary of him since he still has a mortal weapon in hand. she can't help but think about this movie when someone throws the axe into someone's head. she resists to the urge to make a face at the thought. then he talks about spiders and her eyes widen.

she's looking around, more afraid than she was when she spotted the stranger in her living room.

           ' did you kill it ? '

( then she thinks that this guy must be really nice to kill a spider for her. especially with an axe. )

[aglaxpe]

[ sister ]

                        ❝ i’ll teach you. if you want. ❞

          ❝ It's not just a cowboy's hat you have now, it's also the gun. ❞

[aglaxpe]

[ sister ]

                        ❝ maybe. maybe if things clear up, we can go check.  ❞

            ❝ just both of us ? I don't even know how to use a gun ! ❞

[aglaxpe]

[ sister ]

                        ❝ i miss them too. ❞

         ❝ —— maybe they're still alive ? ❞

[aglaxpe]

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      ❝ I miss Mum and Dad. ❞

[aglaxpe]

there was something wrong, something that she didn't quite like about this place. she rubbed her hands over her arms, trying to warm herself. she hoped she was wrong. because this new world always ended up asking only one question: were you going to survive or to die ?