Agnes Hultgren

Aspiring writer

[agneschultgren]

It's my 10 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

[agneschultgren]

Soooo 2022. What a year, personally and ofc as a whole. Well so this is what MY 2022 gave me.

A sick cat, that almost died. A vet bill around 50 000 swedish crowns. From January to May we where in and out of the vet. (His fine now)

I started dating this guy. In the beginning it was nothing more than a hook up. The first thing he said to me was not to think it was going to be anything else then just a hook up. (Some hurt feelings there). After 4 weeks I tried to see were the feelings where going ( I just didn’t want to waste any time on him if it wasn’t going anywhere) and well it got into a big fight. And told me if he had feelings he would tell me. ( I cried)

So he got on vacation to Germany for 10 days after that. ( we were on god terms and had made up). We were talking while he was away. But not as much as before. And I really was set for it to be nothing more than a hook up. Then late one night I got a voice message. He told me he loved me. We became a couple. I just wanted to give it a try. And we have talked, we know one and other more know so it’s fine. It has its ups and downs. But I love him somehow.

I god Covid it was bad!

I also after that I meet his whole family in like a week.

I had vacation from work while I had Covid. So my 3 weeks of vacation became 1 week.

Then in the end of October my mental health got worse and it got so bad that I can’t work. I’m on medication. I go to therapy.

And now December is at its end. I turned 24 this mouth. Im living white my boyfriend. My cats are alive. And I’m alive.

2023 will NOT be my year. But I hope it’s better than this year.

My goals?

To read.

To live.

To love.

[sydneymack]

Nesta and Cassian - A Court of Thorns and Roses

Artist: @wingspan_darling

[agneschultgren]

The fact that I have severe anxiety and nobody knows. I just fight my brain everyday and act like everything is okay

[agneschultgren]

Please let me finish this book and please let it be good

[zoeychuanart]

I love how Howl and Sophie’s relationship developed, it started from him being the charming prince, seemingly perfect, until she gradually finding out the inner side of him, fragile and lonely and afraid, and then she came to his rescue.

See more of my art on Patreon / Twitter / Instagram

[thearcanagame]

The magic shop is full of weird and wonderful things. What would you have in your magic shop? ✨

[sexhaver]

thoughts on ?

fuck it thoughts off

[agneschultgren]

Dreaming about writing a retailing of the Norse gods

[sncinder]

“Just this taste in the dead of the longest night of the year, where only the Mother might witness them.”

That bonus Azriel POV scene is sending me crazy so I had to draw it :) Please don’t re-post, Reblogs are loved!

I’m on instagram as @sncinderart Donate to my go fund me (link in my pinned post) to help me get a new PC so I can draw more like this <3

[sncinder]

@badbitchbeauchamp

I drew him leaning over the railing with a grump face first of all but erased it ‘cause it ruined the mood of the artwork 😂😂😂

[acomaflove]

Me avoiding A Court of Silver Flames spoilers while I wait for my copy:

It’s finally out tomorrow!

[books]

Today's the day! Don't forget to tag your spoilers and update your tag and post content filters!

[nestarg]

👑

[endless-navigator]

Shadow and Bone Netflix First Look

[propshophannah]

I. HAVE. NO. CHILL.

[romaisamaria]

Repeat after me:

NESTA HAS NEVER USED HER TRAUMA TO JUSTIFY HER BEHAVIOUR.

NESTA HAS NEVER TOLD A SOUL WHAT THOMAS DID TO HER.

NESTA HAS NEVER TOLD ANYONE WHAT SHE WENT THROUGH UNDER THE CAULDRON.

NESTA HAS NEVER TOLD ANYONE THE AFTERMATH OF THE WAR.

NESTA HAS NEVER TOLD ANYONE ABOUT THE NIGHTMARES, ABOUT HER FEARS.

So stop saying that Nesta's traumas shouldn't justify her behaviour because SHE HAS NEVER USED HER TRAUMAS TO DO IT.

She has never sat down and retold her story again and again to gain any favours or empathy.

In fact, in Wings and Embers when Cassian asked her who hurt her, her first reaction is to ask:

"Would it change anything if someone had? Would it make you see me differently, treat me differently?"

She never say anything about herself, she never tell people about her misfortunes.

So stop fucking saying that she cant use her traumas to justify her behaviour because SHE ALWAYS PRETEND TO BE FINE. She always pretend that nothing affects her, even though she's feel things x1000 more than anyone else but she suffer it in silence, away from people.

That's the reason she left Feyre's house after the war. Because she could be alone, away from her sisters, away from anyone that would judge her every move and force her to keep pretending that she's okay.

Some of you have never experienced shit and it shows.

[romaisamaria]

[madness-and-gods]

[nessianbxtch]

Have anyone thought that nesta may runaway in ACOSF because she don’t wanna go to the ilyrian mountains?

Let’s please think about this option.