Years forward, new love, new heartbreak.
I was writing this... After the fight, things were a bit better. (...) Then the next trip arrived: (...)
But this time apart has hurt me, hurt us without you knowing. Being apart means dis-intoxicating from you, and realizing all the things that I am actually not satisfied about, that I don't like about you, and that I don't know if I will ever be able to live with. I miss the drill of dating, hooking up, texting someone new. I would love to know who I am with someone new. I have been watching some videos about cheating, and why people do it, and apparently the biggest explanation (apart from the obvious polyamorous nature of the human being), is the fact that you may lose a part of yourself while in a relationship. The fact that this part is not accessible to yourself makes you feel off, which eventually leads to looking for yourself in someone new.
So, what is happening?















