Peachy @agrumpylilpeach - Tumblr Blog

Whip it’s are something else. Not gonna beat myself up because it’s not an opiate or benzo. Everyday is a new day.

I can’t sleep. Can’t get you out of my head. I miss you. I just want to hold you.

I JUST WANT PERCS OR XANS :(

They’re my only friends <3

I’ve relapsed more these past two weeks than the past two years and it’s hurting. I feel like I’m losing myself day by day. I feel so so alone. I’m trying and I don’t feel like people see it or care. I know there really isn’t any reason for anyone to care.

I’m in a state of my mental health where I just don’t want to try anymore. Yet at the same time silently crying out for help. And no one can hear me.

We used to be really close.

Then I changed. I’m sure that wasn’t fun to be around. Im not the same person I was in high school and I feel like I lost my really close friend. It’s ok. I have to understand that some people see me as a toxic person and I just hope that’s not the way she looks as me.

I’m sorry I really need to use some sort of platform to vent and talk about my issues and this has always been the one