The Darkest Summoner;

Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there, wondering, fearing, doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before.❞ ~ 18+ tracking:aheartofchaos [FinalDrive] Lumina from FF13 Lightning Returns ~

[theysayheroesneverdie-deactivat]

"Alright, I’m home and enjoying Chinese food. Who wants to join me?" Crickets chirp. "Okay. More for me then." 

[aheartofchaos]

"I'll take you up on that offer, never turn down free food."

[finalfantasyfncconfessions]

Aww anon that’s not a good reason to make you lose interest!

[aheartofchaos]

You've been tagged by the RP Starter! Please list at least 5 people that you'd like to RP with and haven't yet, and tag them! Don't be shy! Now's the time to let someone know they're your senpai! Then please send this to the first five people on your dash!

[ppl I really wanna rp with]

lightning-suffused (ik she just talked to me but still)

weapons-dealer (you because of that arc you thought of for us)

iracaelos (your writing is pretty sweet js)

cerulifyre (you already know I admire youuuuuu)

tinywishes (just go follow her you'll see)

[schpeltigerr-deactivated2014012]

Big cat? A joke, but he would go with it for now. A cobra in cats clothing; with fangs that would drip with venom, ready to paralyze, and render its prey helpless.

Locks of silver cascade off of his shoulders, and hang freely before his form. Head at a mild tilt, with eyes fixed on her long locks of pink, that toss and sway from one side to the other.

"A cat is never lost,’ he muses, playing along with the little game he has created. ‘Especially when it’s nearly feeding time.”

[aheartofchaos]

"Is that how it works?" The petite girl made a look of excitement, for she had been intrigued how this silver man kept his persona sleek and mysterious. "-Well I wouldn't know, I don't eat - I just destroy." 

With a quick spin, she turned her back to the man and began to wander around aimlessly to get a good idea of where she had been displaced so carelessly. Probably Gaia, not to mention she's seen others just like the other dressed in black.

Most of the time she was completely clueless, even if she was about to be under attack she would almost always have a back up plan under her sleeve; that was the beauty of being the corrupted child of Lindzei.

[papousandpromises-deactivated20]

A slight smile appeared on the girl’s face. The situation presented itself as vexing, but she was comforted by the kind pink-haired enough to put all her faith into her.

Willing to accept someone as a familiar at the rate she did could be interpreted as a weakness, But oh well. Loss for the others who don’t get to meet all these people! Her mind stopped at a jolt as she watched the girl crush the summon. Had she been reading her mind on her naive nature? It couldn’t be. Kairi shrugged it off and started to chatter. 

"Me? I’m from Destin- somewhere far off."

[aheartofchaos]

"Destiny Islands huh? I've been there quite a few times." 

Or at least she had thought she had visited the lush secluded islands. The thing was, even if she had visited the tropical land, the rosette never retained any memories of ever stepping foot on the sandy shores or floating along the oceans current. So she thought of it as lying when it came to claiming to of visited somewhere before, even though it was sort of truthful as well. To the time traveling witch, the sky was limitless and knew of no boundaries when the time matrix was involved. 

"You don't sound too sure..."

[liberatorxvalkyrie]

"Tch, of course they have. Seems like anything you use to hinder others has taken a liking to me."

[aheartofchaos]

"Well you do smell pretty good...can't blame them!"

[aheartofchaos]

OKAY

So things aren't exactly 100% better BUT..

Its a freaking start. Everyday that goes by, I let go of this whole situation more and more. It's extremely bittersweet but life moves on.

I have like..17 replies to do. Nothing is really short either. So I will try my very best to work on all of these throughout the night.

Fingers crossed that everything is smooth sailing for me.. lord knows I couldn't handle another event that turns my world upside down.

BESIDES I HAVE GOALS MAN, GOALS THAT INVOLVE ME WORKING FOR SQUARE FUCKING ENIX IN CALI. 

[aheartofchaos]

hope everything straightens out for you soon, lumie mun . ;^; we miss youuuuuuu~

bb ily. i miss you all as well, things are slowly but surely turning around for me.

[aheartofchaos]

(It's terra-mun just on a different account) //you take all the time you need dear. And good luck with everything c: just take your time. Do what you think best and we'll be here when you come back.

thank you so much, i appreciate the support. i think tonight im gonna try and make some sort of a comeback. :)

[aheartofchaos]

Send ♥ this ♥ to ♥ the ♥ fifteen ♥ nicest ♥ blogs ♥ on ♥ Tumblr ♥ if ♥ you ♥ get ♥ five ♥ back ♥ you ♥ must ♥ be ♥ perfect C:

you sweet thing. <3

[hercegne-deactivated20140719]

[roleplayingconfessionsfromrpers]

I often feel bad for making people wait for replies, especially when my health is poor or offline affairs get in the way. Sometimes I’m just too tired to type up anything, or I want to rest my mind and eyes after having my brain crammed with so many things in a day. No matter the reason, I always feel very guilty for making my rp partners wait.

[aheartofchaos]

(´･ω･`)-

(´･ω･`)- I’ll pay you 350,000 yen for anal

"Uh......"

[aheartofchaos]

☼

// Bre hugs for Bre. Because same mun names and because love.

[aheartofchaos]

((♣ 愛 [Love ya Lumina-mun!]))

// JFC come here, let me skype you, send you texts, let me love you and bake you a pie.

[glaasshouses]

Put a Symbol in my ask

[aheartofchaos]

‽ - I’m too shy to talk to you ✩ - You inspire me ☼ - You make me smile ☏ - I wish we’d talk more ✌- I want to get to know you ☺ - I want to be your friend ＃- I want to thank you ✓ - I like you ♣ - I want to cuddle you ❀ - I think I’m falling for you ＊ - I want to kiss you ♥ - I’m in love with you 愛 - I love you ∞ - I want to date you © - Will you be mine? (´･ω･`)- I’ll pay you 350,000 yen for anal

[hikaru-yeul-deactivated20140617]

"…"

[aheartofchaos]

"...um...."