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[ahelplessone-blog]

You

You drive me wild. I smile when I hear your name. butterfly's bubble when you're near. It's like heaven when we're together. I know I'm not perfect, so I have no right to love someone like you.

I'm so far gone When we touch it's electricity When I get to hug you it flushes my cheeks seeing you smile melts my insides I know I have a lot to grow, so I have no right to adore someone like you.

Hopeless and helpless Seeing you smile melts my heart Hearing your laugh makes the day Knowing you're safe makes me happy. I know I have much to learn, so I have no right To fawn over you.

Insanity Chases my mind, when I know you're not mine. Watching you laughing, Watching you crying I'll always be watching, to see if I can help. I know It's asking too much, so just  Knowing your happy is all that matters. If you ever choose to love someone with all your heart, I can only hope it's me. In any case, I will always try to be there for you with arms wide to comfort and protect you.

[ahelplessone-blog]

Love or Lust?

I have been asked who I am, I have been stared through like I'm not even there. I have been asked countless times who I am, this is the best  answer I could think of.

Who am I? I am your friend, I am your colleague, your peer, I am the person overlooked the most for I am the one who hides my true feelings. I am the real master of disguise. Every morning I wake up and put on my mask, hoping nobody can see the fringe. The place where I pull off my mask after a long day and break down sobbing. I am the one who pretends to be happy for the sake of sparing others the details they don't need to know, I am the one who wears the mask of comedy, hiding behind jokes and smiles, when the mask I should wear is that of tragedy. I am the one friend who is bathed in depression and releases deception. I am your always happy, your always there, your friend.

Now if I ask myself who I am? I can give you a simple answer, a nobody. someone who can be forgotten in days. the type of person who everyone seems to know, but nobody really knows.

Until you find the truth of who you are, and what world you reside in nobody will be there for you. from the inside comes serenity.