Sailor Mercury

Authenticity, Happiness and Love: All hard work, all worth it 

[ahjumma-style]

Due to the current atmosphere of the world I have decided to pass away thank you.

-A joke I wish I could make on Facebook but people would take way too seriously

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M O O D +

[fixedyourmeme]

[methhomework]

[5kepta]

Legendary

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I’d give him my number

[badgalaari]

me too tbh

[plazm]

[isolated-pleasures]

X

[literaryhistories]

Without nostalgia for the past there can exist no dream of an authentic future. In this sense, utopia will be Romantic or it will not be.

[ahjumma-style]

Life just seems fake,

This seems so fucking fake...I can’t be crazy I know I’m right

[motivated-mindset]

“Challenge yourself everyday to do better and be better. Remember, growth starts with a decision to move beyond your present circumstances.”

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this look singlehandedly threw op into the ocean

[ahjumma-style]

He’s so manly omg

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your mom forcing you into talking to your relatives on the phone when you clearly don’t want to

[closet-keys]

My brother was diagnosed with depression years before I was, and because of that he started therapy years before I did.

I still remember when I was a young teen and he was playing a Nirvana song and he stopped it at this one line: “I miss the comfort of being sad”

He told me that when you start to get better, there’s a part of you that misses being sad and that if you start feeling that way you have to be extra extra aware and careful because if you indulge the feeling you’ll go down a self-destructive spiral

And even though that was years and years ago, I think about it all the time. Especially when I’m reading discourse on the idea of getting so attached to mental illness as an identity that you don’t want to improve things because you feel safe in it and don’t know who you are without it

I always think of that line “I miss the comfort of being sad” and my brother’s warning

[roseydoux]

Bonjour Tristesse (1958) // Blue is the Warmest Color (2013)

[weltraum-kartoffel]

Illustration by Cocorrina

[ahjumma-style]

So I’ve been trying to find my happiness

It’s going good but there’s some things that come up that scare me I’m so scared because I don’t know how or why. I don’t want to fall on my face for trying. Ughhhhhhhhhhhh it’s exciting but it’s scary xoxo

[ahjumma-style]

Trust

Walls, they dont appear on their own. They are built to keep things out or keep things in and i am simultaneously doing both. From stray to sticks to bricks to metal. From metal to rust to decay. From decay to earth to trees so that i can peek out at the world that seems to frighten me. This little girl that sleeps in my soul so in need of my love and affection. She calls to me all the time and I am trying to understand you, you know that? Sometimes I don’t understand, and it takes time for me to get there but I should not be holding trust from you. You are me, we need to trust.

[ahjumma-style]

😭

[hobies]

i’m the one i should love