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Gaara l 16 l Single l Bi l Konoha Gakuen Den 愛 Hello, my name's Gaara, I'm sixteen and in my second year of high school. Youngest of three siblings, originally from Sunagakure. That's all I plan on saying here, if there's anything else you wish to know please feel free to message me. ❝Peace under an illusion is not true peace. It's only meaningful if the real world manages to accomplish it.❞

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Deidara covered both of Gaara's hands with his own and slid them down slender thighs. He turned around to sit in the others lap and reached up to kiss him slowly, then let his lips trail down the red-head's neck.

At his collar-bone, Deidara gave him a love bite while Gaara tangled his hands into Deidara's hair. The blond moaned softly then proceeded to lift his hands up under Gaara's shirt and caress his boyfriend's normally toned abdomen. 

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Gaara let Deidara continue what he was doing, leaning his head back as the blonde reached his collarbone.

He inhaled sharply, feeling the other's hands under his shirt. He blushed and tangled his hands further into Deidara's hair, not taking any actions of his own, instead just wanting to see what happened.

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"A-Always.", He replied immediately. "Like I think- ah- about how nice and pretty and sweet you are and how I want to touch you, un." A huge blush overcame him. 

"Don't you think about me, baby?" He half-whined, wanting Gaara to touch somewhere else, not wanting him to touch somewhere else, wanting him. 

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Gaara blushed, feeling a little braver, “Oh really? They say doing what you want to is good sometimes,” he said quietly.

“Of course I do,” he answered, unsure of what to say or do now, “Are you okay?” He asked after a moment.

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Deidara ran his free thumb over Gaara's pant covered thigh continuously. "I always think about you, un. Where you are, what you're doing, if your also thinking about me, ne." Gaara's arms found their way around the blond's hips. The red head cruelly rubbed his hip bones with long fingers.

Deidara softly moaned, quite aware of what the motion was doing to his body. He gasped and leaned all the way back into Gaara's chest.

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Gaara half-smirked and continued what he was doing, "You really think about me that much?" He asked, unable to help a small smile from spreading on his face, glad that Deidara wasn't looking at him just then.

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"Nowhere." He replied sternly. "I really like you, so be good okay, un?" He leaned his head up to kiss Gaara upside down. He sighed contentedly afterward. "You're a cutie babe, so don't expect me to let you go so easily either, got it ne?"

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Gaara smiled, a happy feeling coming over him at those words. He liked feeling wanted, cared about. Like he mattered, "I got it," he said quietly, leaning back into the couch and continuing to smile, enjoying just being there for a while.

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Deidara almost purred as Gaara's long fingers gild through his blond hair."Would you believe me if I said it was because I love talking to you, un? Ne, that you make me feel good and that I over all just enjoy you?" He asked whimsically. The blond blushed a bit when Gaara caressed his hip bones, but soon sat up and snuggled into the other's chest as Gaara wrapped a blanket around them.

"You know, there's no where I'd rather be than here with you, un." He confessed. No, they didn't know every little thing about each other, but Deidara wanted to slowly get to know one another. It made their relationship stronger and kept them on their toes. It helped that they were both pretty attractive as well. He moved to hold Gaara's hand, trying to convey all his feelings in one small movement.

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Gaara smiled and let Deidara take his hand, returning the action and adjusting the blanket with his free arm, "Nowhere at all?" He asked, half jokingly, wanting to lighten the situation a bit. He wasn't good at being sentimental for very long periods of time, and it was still a little difficult for him to believe the blonde was so happy just to be in his presence. Or that he was so happy just to be around the other.

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Deidara blinked up at him and blushed. "So cute, un!~" The blond exclaimed. Deidara moved his hand to brush against the other's, smiling. "You know I'm just teasing, un." His mouth moved to say as he inwardly thought that the others beauty outweighed his own.

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Gaara smiled and laughed a little bit, "Don't worry, I've got nothing on you," he smirked, bringing his hands to the blonde's hips and pulling him closer, "So, why all the questions anyway?" He asked, now playing with Deidara's hair as he waited for an answer.

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//Dei I’m sorry I’m never on at the same time as youu. My replies are always like a day late. /sigh. I think I might be in a different timezone to most other people though (only ‘cause I usually am ahahaa) Sooo. Anyway, sorry!

Also, missin’ everyone else...

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And I know someone in Ireland!!!!!

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//Hah, awesome!

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Deidara chuckled playfully. "I asked if you thought you were beautiful, ne." He supplied. Deidara's cheeks tinged with red as the redhead continued to stroke his back. The blond wanted Gaara's lips on his so bad, he wanted to lean up and capture them, making them swollen and pink. He sighed happily at the thought, restlessly rolling around in the others lap.

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Gaara thought for a moment, phrasing his answer carefully, "Well, I don't know about beautiful.." He began, running his free hand through his hair thoughtfully, "I know I'm not.. displeasing to look at. Based on former knowledge," He had been asked out a couple of times during his first year at the school but had declined the offers, preferring to focus on his studies rather than social exploits, "If that answers your question." He finished with a small shrug, looking curiously at the blonde.

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//Dei I’m sorry I’m never on at the same time as youu. My replies are always like a day late. /sigh. I think I might be in a different timezone to most other people though (only ‘cause I usually am ahahaa) Sooo. Anyway, sorry!

Also, missin’ everyone else right now. Hope you’re all doing okay and y’all had great Christmasses and New Years. <3

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// I live in Texas hehe. It’s no problem baby, I forget to check sometimes ^^

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//Oooh cool! I know someone in Texas. I think you're six hours behind me or something.. I'm in Ireland anyway. And same, I always forget.

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Deidara sensed that Gaara didn't really want to go into detail and that was fine. That was the most he'd heard the redhead say at one time though. "Oh that's really cool!" He said in response to learning what the other was studying. "You didn't answer my last question, beautiful."

He smirked and pecked the others cheek as he rolled a strand of fire red hair in between his slender fingers. He really did have a thing for Gaara's voice.

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Gaara was surprised that Deidara didn't ask him anymore questions about his childhood, it's what he had been expecting, but he didn't mind not talking about it either.

"Your last question?" He repeated, raising an eyebrow, "I'm not sure what you mean," that wasn't entirely true but he didn't want to sound narcissistic.

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//Dei I'm sorry I'm never on at the same time as youu. My replies are always like a day late. /sigh. I think I might be in a different timezone to most other people though (only 'cause I usually am ahahaa) Sooo. Anyway, sorry!

Also, missin' everyone else right now. Hope you're all doing okay and y'all had great Christmasses and New Years. <3

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Deidara nodded at the request. "Okay, um, well I kinda wanted to know about your childhood and what you're studying here, un." He said as he caressed the others thigh. "Also if you knew what a beauty you are." He smiled.

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Gaara was quiet for a moment, wondering if he should avoid the question of his childhood, or just talk about it. He decided maybe a vague version would be best. He didn't particularly feel like going into detail, or want to sound too dramatic, "Well I suppose you could say my childhood was.. different," he began, shifting his weight slightly, "I didn't know my mother. She died just after she gave birth to me," he stared at the wall opposite, trying to think of what to say next, "I didn't have a very good relationship with Temari and Kankuro back then, but that was my fault. I wasn't a very good sibling. My father and I didn't get along well at all, but he's not around anymore either," he went on, "I didn't spend a lot of time with any classmates or friends, not for lack of trying," he didn't like how what he was saying was starting to sound like some kind of cheesey sob story, "But it wasn't all bad, once I accepted my circumstances," he added quickly, "And now, well, everything's changed, and I'm happy," he finished with a sigh, realising how long he'd been talking.

"Oh and uh, I'm studying a mixture of subjects, history and psychology and things," He answered the second question quickly.

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Deidara sighed, more than happy to receive affection from the other. "Can we talk about you for a little while, un? I always feel as if it's only me talking. What about you, ne?" The blond said honestly. "I really think you are a kindhearted, beautiful person, eh, you don't annoy me at all okay? It's safe to talk to me."

He knew Gaara was hungry but he really didn't want to move. It was nice to be close to the redhead. He kissed the others thigh. He'd been meaning to ask if they could sleep in the same bed but always got cold feet.

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Gaara was a little surprised at the request, but more than happy to try and do some of the talking, "I don't mind you talking, you know, once you know that," he said first honestly. He thought for a moment, "Alright, give me a starting point," he said after a moment, looking at Deidara, "Because I can't really.. think of anything," he admitted with a small laugh. He looked around the room as he tried once again to think of something but still nothing came. He hoped the blonde had something he wanted to know so he could just go from there.

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Deidara groaned. Gaara's voice was so sexy. How could Gaara think of food at a time like this? "Talk to me more, un. I wanna hear your voice." The blond drew out, getting a bit more comfortable. He put his head in the others lap, sighing as he tried to calm down a bit. "W-Whatever you want, ne." Deidara didn't know how to make this awkwardness better. He just wanted to be loved and held. Life was so complicated, he understood now why Shikamaru always called things troublesome. "It's cold outside though babe."

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"Alright," Gaara resigned to stay where they were, if that's what Deidara wanted to do. "Talk to you? About what?" The auborn genuinely didn't know what to say. He knew the other wouldn't want to talk about any typical conversation topics like school or the weather. He watched as the blonde got comfortable and smiled, "You're right. I don't particularly want to go out into the cold," he admitted, running his hand through Deidara's hair and letting it rest on his back, "maybe later," he added thoughtlessly.

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I can't believe it's that time of year again already.

Merry Christmas everyone~

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Deidara almost starting crying again. "I'm glad I met you too, ne." The blond hugged the other tighter, wanting to be as close as he could to the other. "Hold me okay? Just hold me and never let go. I've been tired for a long time, but I met you and I learned what happiness can be again." Deidara kissed the other thankfully. "Being with you makes me so happy, so please never leave me, un." Every fiber of Deidara's being was telling his mind that he wanted the red-haired spectacle. He wanted to touch an d be touched. Love and be loved in return. He would let Gaara decide when the time was to pleasure each other. The blond promised himself the first day they met that he would ever get that carried away again, and if they did, he wanted to make absolutely sure that Gaara was completely fine with that. Taking Gaara's virginity, now that he thought about it though, should be something special. For Gaara's birthday or just planned out. He wasn't about to let the other lose it on some ordinary terms. 

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Gaara smiled yet again and held the other, as requested. He couldn't believe he had had such an impact one someone. Especially someone he had only met a few weeks beforehand. It was strange, but he wasn't complaining, he had spent so much of his life alone, he was happy to have someone who wanted to be around him, and wasn't just obligated to, "So, what now?" He asked the blonde, "Do you want to go get some food or something?" He wasn't sure what to say, but he did feel rather hungry now that he thought about it. Of course he'd be fine with it if Deidara wanted to just stay in the dorm, but it was better than staying quiet, at least.