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Your muse comforting mine after a nightmare.

It had all been so real. The amount of blood and bodies torn into and apart. All because of him. It wasn’t the first time he’d had a nightmare in a similar vein, but nothing this intense before. Nothing that had him shaking, sweating, and physically ill. . Had it been a nightmare? There was a panic, even more than before, as he tasted blood in his mouth, and the thought that this might have been real hit him. Aidan stood from the bed, needing to know whether or not he’d done the unthinkable. Stopping the first person he saw when he stepped out of his apartment in the middle of the night, he couldn’t stop shaking “Wh- Did I kill everyone? I think I killed everyone”

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touch meme . send one to do to my muse .

001.   grab their hand .

002.   kiss their cheek .

003.   give massage .

004.   kiss hand .

005.   high five .

006.   cuddle .

007.   cry on . 

008.   shoulder hug .

009.   bear hug .

010.   kiss them .

011.   pinkie promise .

012.   piggy back ride . 

013.  give them food . 

014.   from behind hug . 

015.   fist bump .

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ɪsᴀʙᴇʟʟᴇ ʟɪɢʜᴛᴡᴏᴏᴅ & ᴀʟᴇx sᴛᴀɴᴅᴀʟʟ & ʀᴀᴄʜᴇʟ ᴀᴍʙᴇʀ & ʟɪʟʏ ᴇᴠᴀɴs & ᴊᴀɴᴇ ··ᴇʟᴇᴠᴇɴ·· ɪᴠᴇs & ᴇᴅᴅɪᴇ ᴋᴀsᴘʙʀᴀᴋ.

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bitemc:

“Weird would be one word I would use to describe it. But I have only known one kind of vampires in my years on earth. So what do I know? Is that why you bite yourself, to help calm yourself?

“Maybe...I guess that’s probably part of it. I just know what happens when someone like me is near humans, and if it takes locking myself up and biting myself to stop that from happening then I’ll do it”

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bitemc:

“If you have questions don’t be scared to ask. But I don’t have any blood on hand. Sorry.” Flashing a half smile before sitting at the end of her chair. “Stupid? Now you have to share. What did this Gavriel do?”

“he’d umm let’s just say there was biting involved. both ways. not both ways all the time, but you know. It was more of him biting me though. It’s weird, but it was kind of relaxing. Helped me sleep, and trust me it can be difficult in the back seat of a car...or the trunk depending on how bad I got”

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bitemc:

“That should be our motto for our team. I feel like it should be.”

“for sure.” he gave a laugh “so umm about that hunting or if you have any blood here...or I could...I mean...Gavriel used to...nevermind, it’s fucking stupid”

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bitemc:

“Mhm.” nodding in agreement. “kind of a sad one but still.”

“oh come on, we’re fucking fantastic. Fantastically fucked”

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bitemc:

“It does kind of seem that way huh? Almost like a dream team in the making.”

“dream team. that’s us. ”

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bitemc:

“Really? You would be the first to think so. Apparently, I’m unpleasant.” taking a seat herself. “But it’s nice to have someone I don’t have to pretend around here. you aren’t alone in this. Not anymore”

“you’re unpleasant, I’m a narcissistic asshole. It’s almost like we were destined to maybe be friends”

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bitemc:

“Yeah of course. We don’t have to go until you are ready and want to, okay?”

“okay” he gave a nod, before heading to sit on the couch. “You know you’re kind of nice to be around? The hunger isn’t so bad as when I’m alone or especially around humans...normal humans.”

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“Alright. We can go whenever.”

“Thanks. I ummm can I sit for a moment?”

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bitemc:

“You can’t unless you want to scare children and explain to the cops what you were doing. But I did find some woods little ways out of town. I can take you there if you want?”

“I - I think that’d be fine”

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bitemc:

“Yeah but if you aren’t in control then who you bite won’t matter,” Rosalie explained to him. Something Carlisle had taught her. “Of course not, look at who you choose. But there are some wildlife that doesn’t take like what they eat.”

“Is there wildlife in the city? I mean I’m sure I can’t go eating animals at a zoo or some shit like that”

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bitemc:

Her eyes looked at his arms. Shaking her head. “Holy- And this works for you? Fills you?” Raising a brow. It was strange that he still had blood in him. Her body took all over the night she had changed.“Look, if you want, I can teach you how to hunt animals so you can get your thirst under control and you won’t have to hurt anyone. Unless you are against killing deer too.”

“I  - I don’t know, I mean it’s better than biting a human, right?” he pushed the sleeve back down. “Maybe the act helps or the pain....I’ve caught a few rats and some strays, but the taste isn’t - it’s not very good” 

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bitemc:

Rosalie understood how he felt. She sometimes had a hard time herself. “The urge is the worst. I know, I’ve been there. My first time I wanted to kill every single person that had came my way. But I fought it. And so will you. You just need some help. You do it…when did you feed last?” Rosalie helping? That was the first but if he was in trouble then it was best to help then dealing with another mess on her hand.

When was the last time he’d fed, he blinked a little and ran his hand through his hair in thought. “A - a few hours ago I think” he looked down at his arm, pushing the sleeve up to show the puncture wounds up and down it. Some were fairly fresh looking, while others had already started to bruise, and still others scab over and heal. 

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“If I knew how to but I-I don’t know how to.”

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“I feel like I’m going insane. I can’t stop thinking about it. I go outside of my door and I can smell everyone. It’s like I can hear their blood, and it’s just getting worse and worse. I don’t know how much longer i can keep from hurting someone, when every time I’m around someone I want to. I want to so fucking bad. I thought maybe if I did it to myself I wouldn’t have the thoughts anymore, but they still won’t go away”

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mikcswheelcr:

  Mike raised an eyebrow at the person standing there. “Steve?”He questioned, he looked so similar to someone he knew it was crazy. “–Water? Soda? I’m – not really picky honestly. It’s just been a long day,”

“who?” he raised a brow at the name before waving it away “Nevermind. Yeah, come on“ he stepped out of the way letting the other in and shutting the door behind him. “Have a seat, don’t umm don’t wander around or anything”

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➳ ( Rosalie | bitce )

@bitemc

“P-please… Make the pain stop…!”