Never have I imagined, that I would write again
I thought from love, happiness is what we all gain
Loving and to be loved is a big of an irony
You try to give your all, but to yourself was left is pity
Thought my low self-esteem was started since then
But time pass by realization becomes to dwell
That all I have back then is love to myself
Self-esteem and Confidence is all I ever felt
Loving someone proves, that it was all soon be lost
And losing oneself is all it cost
I'm tired of begging, for an unrequited love
All I think about is to let go and give up
But i'm already binded, no chance of escape
Since it is my child is all I wanna save
Hoping for a complete, and happy family
Even it will cost my own insanity
I will just let myself continue to be lost
Pretending to be okay, is what i'm good the most
Hoping to be found and heal as time goes
Hoping it's me again i am gonna chose
-lostambivert