Dr. Ailbe Vivaldi-Lynott

Doctor. Fighter. Werewolf. Husband Not necessarily in that order. What you see is what you get, plus all the other baggage in tow. If you don't want to know, don't ask. And trust me, you don't want to know. Read About for more info. (Independent RP blog, NSFW, Muse and Mun are 21+)

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I just needed people to stick with me while I adjusted to my new life in a new town with a new job and a new boyfriend. I have time now to write, to rp. But time to adjust wasn’t allowed. There are people that think rp is more important than real life and that anything that might disrupt rp life should be avoided.

I miss this place, I miss my characters, I miss the characters my characters interacted with. What I don’t miss is the negativity that was constantly thrown at me. I have been scarred by that negativity, scars that affect my mental health, my relationship, my entire life. Only time will tell if those scars will heal.

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I miss this. So much.

But in all reality there's no way my life would allow me to return here. There simply isn't enough time. I miss you guys.

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It’s with  a heavy heart that I am writing this post.

I’d like to start by saying that I love you all, you’re amazing writers and you’ve really made my time here enjoyable. Many of you have been there for me even at my worst of times. Spending time with all of you, whether in character writing together or out of character just talking as friends, has made the last few years of my life very enjoyable. It has also saved my life more than once. You are all wonderful people and you truly deserve the best in this world. Please, never forget that.

Now, I’d like to move on to the main point of this post.

I have made the decision to discontinue RPing at this time. Is there a chance that I may come back someday? Maybe. But right now, at this point in my life, I need to focus on what’s good for me. I have made a lot of progress over the past 6 months. I no longer think of killing myself, my desire for self harm as severely lessened, and I spend most of my days happy, something I was certain was impossible for me. I understand that many of you will be upset that I am leaving and I truly am sorry, but I hope that you can at least understand that I’m only doing what I need to. I have a job, a boyfriend, school, an apartment, two cats, two families, both my physical and mental health, and a career that I’m greatly looking forward to to think about. If there is anything you need to do to remove my character from your character’s life/timeline/universe you have my go ahead to do so. I will not be deleting my blogs, so they will still be here as archives or fond memories, whichever you prefer.

If any of you would like to continue to keep in touch with me here is some contact information (I would love to keep you all as friends! Don’t be afraid to keep in contact!):

Skype: bowleggedandselfloathing

Phone: [phone]

E-mail: [email protected] (this is the email I check the most)

Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/madison.knight.714

I’d like to say one more time that I love you all, even those of you I’ve had disagreements with. I truly wish you all the best! Please keep in contact with me if you want to, you’re all great people that I really want to continue to keep as friends. Perhaps I’ll return to tumblr RP someday, but if not you can look for me on the shelves of your local bookstore! Good luck and happy writing! And don’t forget to be awesome!

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Replies are done!

Now I’m gonna reeeeeeeead!

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Consequences || Ailbe & Stiles

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The phone was fairly easy to figure out ( which was a good thing, seeing as Stiles didn’t have the energy or focus to concentrate on anything too difficult at the moment ) and he had his number added to the contact list within the next two minutes. He would have been able to hand it back sooner, had it not been for his brain working slower than it usually did.

“Normal is boring. You should’ve seen the weird shit that went down back at home.” He might have moved to another town, but Beacon Hills was still his home. Nothing could ever change that. “Probably would’ve made my life a lot easier, you know. Flying must be awesome.”

To Ailbe it seemed as though the boy was a technological genius, it would have taken him nearly ten times as long to program a number into the phone, even with it being so simplistic. He took the phone back when it was offered and returned it to his pocket.

Ailbe chuckled, he couldn’t help it, this human boy had no idea what was weird. “Oh, I t’ink I’ve got a good handle on weird.” He was a werewolf married to a half-angel after all, one of his best friends was a druid and at one point he’d cheated on his husband with a demon, it didn’t get much weirder.

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Screams of Change || Stan & Ailbe

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  “Ah. Right.” He looks around. “I can just get us to your place if you’d like.” He had some good screams running through him, so he could spare that exertion of energy to get them all the way back to New Orleans. “Would we need to warn Lirim first or is he off somewhere. I mean otherwise we could just head back to my place. Or. I dunno I could go shop for you while you squat in the bushes or something.” 

Ailbe shook his head, “We still have separate houses, he mostly stays at his own, since mine is mostly jus’ used fer me clinic.” He peeked from the bushes, checking to see if anyone was around. “Ya really t’ink we could get tha’ far wit’ou’ anyone seein’ me?” Why did he have to turn in the middle of a park? He thought he was past these random transformations, he thought he was stronger, but it seemed he wasn’t quite as strong as he’d thought.

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  “Well that sounds like it’s his problem” He says in a partial mumble. Maybe it wasn’t the right thing to say but it’s how he felt. He hated it when people tried to change his nature. Because bottom line he’d always be a killer. It was what was needed for his survival. It was what made him. And anyone who tried to make him feel ashamed of that part of him? No. They wouldn’t be welcomed into his life. “You’re only a monster if you make yourself one. And Ailbe. I know monsters. You aren’t one. Not even for eating a man’s heart.” 

Ailbe shook his head and shrugged. He wasn’t going to argue with Stan, not right now anyway. He looked around the apartment, settling himself for a few moments before speaking again, “I could really use some clothes an’ a drink.” He looked to his friend once more, giving him a small smile before standing and completely revealing his nudity, completely aware that Stan was tempted by him.

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Tiny Howls || Lilbe || June 2nd, 2015

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   Lirim was watchful, but made no effort to keep Ailbe at bay as so far he had proven himself docile; he was on the other side of the spectrum from hostile, as far as the nephilim was concerned, and allowed himself to breathe. His and Aedan’s faces had wolf breath and some slobber on them, but all was well. 

   “He doesn’t have fangs for -“

   Softly Aedan growled at the bone. It wasn’t large enough to cause him discomfort, but it smelled unique, meaty, and for the pup, something worthy of putting up a bravado. 

   “So, this is gonna be one of those one-night-of-the-month things, is that it, Aedan? Gonna be our little animal once a month?” 

Ailbe yipped happily when he heard his son’s growl, if he were in human form he would be beaming proudly. He snatched the bone back, settling with it on the floor and gnawing on it for a few moments before returning it (now a little wet) to Aedan’s belly, as though he’d been giving a demonstration of what to do.

Again, the wolf settled on his haunches, this time closer to Lirim, nosing at his arm and hand, eager for his monthly petting as he watched his pup, waiting to see if he would pick up on the proper way to chew a bone.

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Through the Window || Lilbe

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   “A-Are ya sure that won’t…th-that ya won’t get…hurt by takin’ so many?” He knew his husband was stronger now that he was no longer fully human, but still, it wouldn’t have been in his nature not to worry. He was still learning as they went along as far as this supernatural powers and limitations went. Things could still surprise him.

   With Ailbe’s answer, he disappeared for the medicine, returning with water and a throw away plastic cup. “If ya need to um, to spit,” he explained. 

He shook his head, not willing to talk anymore until he had some pain medicine in him. He couldn’t take it, it was almost worse than the pain of his transformation in that it lasted so much longer.

By the time Lirim returned, Ailbe was lying in their bed, curled on his side, a small layer of tissues catching the drool and blood that spilled from his mouth. He knew it was disgusting and pitiful, but he was in pain, he was past the point of caring what he looked like.

He was quick to snatch the pills and down a small handful of them along with the water, nodding his thanks as he took the plastic cup. “Will ya lay wit’ me?” Dark circles encompassed his eyes, the sickness showing in his features.

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passimtemere:

The perpetrator scuttles away, wings outspread and ready to fly should he need to. The two regroup and claw at the ground, heads turning this way and that. One ruffles his feathers and gives a shake as the other starts to preen for a moment. 

Ailbe stayed on his back, watching the birds upside down for a bit, attempting to lure them into a false sense of security before he finally rolled onto his front again, bending into another play crouch, his desire to play seemingly never ending.

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Check Up || Ailbe & Aeson

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wagermylifeonyou:

Fingering the edge of his phone, he went quiet, giving the offer some thought. After a few moments, Aeson said, “I don’t know… I’m not usually the ‘sit back and watch’ type. Not to suggest that we should – I didn’t mean that – you know what I’m saying, right? Just, uh… tell him maybe, if you want.”

His throat felt tight when he heard Ailbe’s answer. As tempted as he was to back out now, he couldn’t. For all the shit he pulled, he was at least a man of his word. Mostly. “No, I get it. Don’t worry about it. I’ll figure something out.” Holding the phone away from himself, he groaned, then put it back against his ear again. Aeson shifted his sore arm to lie back against the headrest. “Is there anything else you needed from me?” he asked. “And when I find the blood, should I destroy the evidence, or bring it back to you? Might be good for research.”

Ailbe nodded, forgetting yet again that Aeson couldn’t see him. “I understand, an’ ya should know tha’ I’m not interested in lettin’ anyone else touch me husband in tha’ way, unless they wan’ me fangs in their throat.” He chuckled a bit, attempting to make his threat a bit lighter, simply because he considered this man a friend. Still, he’d never allow someone to think they could touch Lirim, he wanted to make it very clear to everyone that wasn’t okay.

He felt bad, terrible in fact, that he was making Aeson do this and refusing to help the other man. But, for Lirim and his unborn child’s sake, he couldn’t risk it. “Destroy it. Burn it. As soon as ya can after ya get it. There can’t be any risk.” He waited a moment before repeating himself from before. “I am sorry.”

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I've been in this bed for 12 hours. I'd really like to get up now. But there's a bf sleeping on me and I can't bring myself to wake him.

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Also today marks 4 months with my roommate whom shares my bed (that’s my boyfriend, in case you didn’t get that).

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I've been awake for 9 hours, worked 4.5 of those hours, and I've cleaned the entire house (it needed it and also the bf’s family is coming here). I'm just waiting for this coffee to wear off and I'm sure I'll crash for a few hours.

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It's 6:30am and I've already been awake for 4 hours. At least I don't have to work tomorrow so I can go home and nap. Then I get to go out to eat tonight with my bf's family.

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I don't wanna go to bed. It's so early. But I need to wake up in 7 hours. Ugh.

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*zombies to work*