wildewoman.

she was born wild and curious. a cage is no place for someone like that. ‘i play with the fire of my own truth’, she told me. ‘i will burn for the things i love.' ailyn wilkes. pink is power.

[ailvn-a]

gwcnogjones:

“That’s fucking ridiculous.” Gwenog spat vehemently. “What teacher? What fucking teacher?”

“Slughorn, of course,” said Ailyn, eye rolling and tone bitter. “Someone needs to kick some sense into him.”

[felicityxdiggle]

Tutoring | Felicity x Ailyn

[ailvn-a]

felicityxdiggle:

Felicity was certain that Ailyn was a nice woman, but truth to be told; the blond was a bit; NERVOUS about tutoring the woman. And by nervous; it’s safe to say Felicity was actually terrified.  “Hi, I’m Felicity. I’ve been, well, I’m going to tutor you, as I’m really sure you know.” slight tremble. By now, the small blond was judging herself harshly. She shouldn’t act as if Ailyn was some horrible monster, but this was a strong willed woman. She’d find Felicity some pathetic ‘stereotype’ Hufflepuff. 

Ailyn had long ago accepted the fact that she wasn’t a p a r t i c u l a r y good witch. After all, while she might be incompetent when it came to magic, she was pretty capable at plenty of other things. Still, when she had been assigned a tutor, she had felt shame -- an emotion rare for Ailyn -- and she approached Felicity Diggle with feeling of annoyance in her stomach ( which was very much directed to herself ).

“I know your name,” said Ailyn, raising her eyebrows. “We’ve been in plenty of classes together, after all.” She looked at the blonde for a moment before sitting down. “But cheers, you know, for helping me out.” Her tone was far from sincere and she curled her lips in a smile that was even less sincere. “So what’ve you got for me?”

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lucindatclkalot:

“Surely rolling up your skirt makes it easier to move in, which is useful for duelling?” Lucinda asked, not looking up from where she was analysing the breakdown of the last League match—Appleby Arrows vs Tutshill Tornadoes—instead of paying any attention whatsoever to her DADA essay. “If they’re going to enforce bullshit rules, they ought to at least have a defensible reason,” she said in disgust, finally looking up to meet Ailyn’s eyes, expression disparaging at the ridiculousness of the rule.

“Ah; you know how they are, don’t you? Stuck in a mindset where sex is just for marriage and girls who dare to be sexy must have nothing in their heads,” said Ailyn. She, too, was avoiding her DADA essay, much more interested in angrily discussing how close-minded her professors could be. “We both know there is no proper reason for this. If those stupid boys get distracted by the clothes I’ve decided to wear, then that should be their problem.”

[ailvn-a]

antheaxdelafuente:

“Any child of yours will automatically be brilliant, Ailyn. How could they not? And even if they earn a little judgement, that just helps them develop as people, don’t you think?” She thought for a moment, lips curling into a smile. “It’s treating me very well, thank you. And today is especially good because I ran into you. How’s the year going for you?”

“Why thank you. I would want my hypothetical children to be brilliant above everything, after all; I’d not be able to deal with a bunch of fools,” said Ailyn, laughing a little. “And you are absolutely right! A little judgement and tough love only helps people.” Eyes twinkled as she looked at Anthea, and she smiled. “Oh yes, you are very lucky to have bumped into me. My year’s been treating me quite nicely, tooo. What’ve you been up to, then?”

[ailvn-a]

blvckheir:

“Oh, he knows this gets him attention,” he shrugged, shifting his attention away from the cat. “I’m hoping if I leave him up there for a while he’ll stop pulling stunts like that. He might actually be less dramatic than humans in that regard,” he admitted with a chuckle. “I try my best to ignore the dramatics the seventh years seem to thrive off of, but there make it quite difficult to escape.”

“Cats are -- while admittedly adorable -- the weirdest creatures I’ve ever intracted wit. And I’ve seen some weird creatures,” said Ailyn, clearly amused as she looked at the cat. “Oh, same here; I do not have the time nor energy to keep track of whatever is keeping them busy. It’s ridiculous, really, if you look at how little drama we have in contrast to them.”

[ailvn-a]

rvbvstvn:

Barely suppressing a grin, he listened to her tirade. It had been some time since he’d felt well enough to laugh and really feel the joy of it but Ailyn had a way of making all the terrible facets of reality go away with simple life and he was truly lucky she liked him enough to put any effort into being his friend. “Those heels were terribly distracting, I think Travers almost blew up the Potions room he was so captivated. Your fashion shouldn’t disrupt the learning of others.” He teased gently, prodding her just a bit.

She knew he was teasing ( or at least, very much hoped he was ) and rolled her eye playfully at his words in response. “Well, that should be his problem, not mine. Maybe I should buy him a pair of blinkers,” said Ailyn, chuckling softly. “Besides, it’s real unfair to blame his incompetence on my appearing, if you ask me. I can’t help it that I look good in heels, but he can definitely help it that he’s shit at Potions.”

[roleplaymemesforyou]

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[ailvn-a]

daenatravers

“ at least, i thought you looked fabulous, ” smile gracing daena’s lips as she settles down next to her FRIEND. month having passed since they last spoke ( in the midst of a new years’ party) and after days of silence the slytherin decided to pretend like NOTHING at all had transpired between the two. even if ailyn’s lips pressed onto hers still HAUNTED her. “ ––– then again, i always do. was it slughorn who said such a vile thing? wouldn’t surprise me. ”

“why thank you,” said ailyn, curtsying at the sight of dee with a smile curling red-painted lips. it had been QUITE a while since she had spoken to the brunette and she was somewhat surprised that she had addressed her, but she was not necessarily complaining; in truth, she had missed her friend. “it was him, indeed; are you a seer? it’s incredibly depressing, knowing some of our professors are stuck in this bloody mindset. ugh.”

[lucindatclkalot]

fuck the boys club / ailucinthea

[ailvn-a]

lucindatclkalot:

The assignment was thus: an extended analysis on a particular charm, hex, jinx or piece of magic with an intensive use of spellwork, in the form of a critical research and theoretical essay, as well as a practical demonstration. It struck Lucinda as having its roots in Magical Theory as an assessment, but she wasn’t complaining. Magical Theory was something she enjoyed greatly.

Having converged around Anthea at the outset of the assignment, it had been agreed that Ailyn, Anthea and Lucinda were to work together on this assignment. Frankly, Lucinda was incredibly confident with them as a team. Lucinda, admittedly, approached most things with a brisk determination that did not allow much room for nervousness or flinching, but this was definitely a merited confidence. Honestly, what couldn’t they do?

The three of them were seated around a bench, preparing to begin. “Given the assignment, I thought it would be interesting if we did the Patronus Charm,” Lucinda said. “A lot of people will be focusing on things like Flipendo and Alohamora, which are absolutely doable, but honestly, I think they’d be boring. Might as well do something worthwhile, right?” A Patronus was built with theory and language, much like many spells, but there was an emotional art to it—emotions were always important with magic, but the Patronus relied on it more than most.

Ailyn only took DADA because it seemed logical; a war was whirling outside the castle walls and there was no way she’d let herself get caught in a crossfire without any expertise in duelling ( not that she was any good at it, but she supposed she’d be a tad better at it if she’d taken two more years of the class ). The practical side of the class were a downright disaster, but when it came to the essays, she performed excellently. After all, while Ailyn may be no good at performing spells, she was damned good at understanding them.

As she formed a group with Anthea and Lucinda --- because who else was there, really, who she would perform perfectly with? --- a determination was flowing through her veins. While she was not much looking forward to the practical demonstration, the research of whatever spell they would choose was something she was looking forward. 

“I agree,” said Ailyn, nodding along to Lucinda’s work. “It’ll be a challenge, but that shouldn’t be a problem, now should it?” Ailyn liked challenges, only liked classes when she really learned something and she could not do that if she did was what simple; she would rather fail while taking a chance than choose the easier option. “There’s a lot of sides to it, too, which means we have many ways to approach the analysis.”

@antheaxdelafuente

[ailvn-a]

“So apparently rolling up your skirt and wearing pink heals is not ‘appropriate’ and I should really learn to dress more properly for a learning environment .... I didn’t know that you needed to look a certain way to learn shit,” muttered Ailyn, running a hand through her hair. “I know this school is a castle, but that’s no reason to be medieval when it comes to clothing.”

[blvckheir-archive]

“Seriously?” Regulus tsked, shaking his head at his cat who refused to come down from its perch on top of a statue. “I swear cats are the most dramatic creatures on Earth.”

[ailvn-a]

“Hm. And here I was, thinking you were smart,” said Ailyn, looking at the cat for a moment. “I mean, humans are obviously the most dramatic beings on earth. Just look at the people in our house, for example.”

[cadmustravers-blog]

“What’s the point of a student being sorted into Ravenclaw if they’re not even bloody smart enough to get into the common room? I could solve those riddles in my sleep, yet some people stand out there for hours waiting for someone to come along and let them in with the correct answer. The sorting hat should’ve done them a favor and just sorted them into a house that requires a simple password for entrance.”

[ailvn-a]

“My name is Cadmus Travers and I’m SO MUCH better than all of you,” said Ailyn, voice dramatic as she suppressed a grin. “Honestly, Travers, while you might be right, you sound like a total ass. And that’s coming from me. I mean, c’mon, don’t tell me you’ve always been able to solve those riddles; sometimes they’re downright ridiculous and lack logic.”

[rosiiers]

evan’s mind raced. his brain ran wild with thoughts of no apparent origin, something like anxiety riddling its way up his spine, sending chills down his arms. he was tired. exhausted, even. he felt like the masks he had been wearing were melted onto his face;; it was becoming increasingly hard to remove one in favor of the other. and so he sat in the library, cold and unnattentive, not quite reading the passage in front of him, almost oblivious to the person that had settled in the seat across from him, had he not flicked his eyes up momentarily.

                    “seat’s taken,” he lied through his teeth                      after a moment of careful assessment.

[ailvn-a]

the library was like her sanctuary; it brought peace to the chaos that had become her mind, allowed her to escape in books and information. ailyn had a fascination with broadening her mind and learning more, and so the great amount of books in the library made the space one she would almost call home. the opportunities were big and grand and when she was a first year she had been filled with amazement when she’d first seen the library. when she had sat down next to evan she hadn’t paid much attention to the other. in stead, her mind was already writing her arithmancy essay and her eyes had been scanning the pages of the book in her hands, and so when he spoke up she looked up with some confusion.

                          “well, whoever was sitting here should                            have put their bag on the chair if they                            wanted to reserve it. that’s how the world                            works, is it not?,” commented she,                             before returning to her book with an                            amused shake of her head.

[ailvn-a]

antheaxdelafuente:

“Exceptions must be granted sometimes. Once a child can speak though, the judging should begin. After all, their parents ought to be able to teach them to speak properly, don’t you think?” Tilting her head to the side, Anthea leaned in a little closer.

“Hmm, this is exactly why I don’t want children ... I’ll be much too judgemental. That might benefit them, though,” Ailyn mused, a small smile curling her lips. “Anyway --- how is ‘78 treating my favourite Slytherin so far?”

[ailvn-a]

Under the cut is my full application for Ailyn, minus the ooc info!

CHARACTERS NAME:

My Kween Ailyn Wilkes

SECONDARY CHOICE:

Probably an OC? Maybe Rita? Who knows.

CHANGES:

Haaaa funny.

THREE POSITIVE AND NEGATIVE TRAITS:

POSITIVES   - educated. Ailyn has always loved learning and has always been busy learning. At home, she often found herself reading book after book, at school she did more research than most for essays and now, she finds herself spending her free time broadening her mind with more information. Because of this, Ailyn has grown into someone who’s educated and intelligent.   - dedicated. Ailyn is idealistic — although not always in a good way — and is very dedicated to her ideals. It’s to many things that she’s dedicated and loyal: to her parents and their secrets, to her brother, to her goals, to her education, to her team and to herself. Ailyn can be stubborn, and her loyalty is only swayed if it benefits her.   - confident. Ailyn is a very self-aware human being, and knows very well where her flaws lie and where her strengths lie. There’s plenty of things she’s bad at, but this is not something she’s insecure about; she knows she has her strengths and that they make up for it, and is more than sure that her strengths are enough to get her where she wants to be.

NEGATIVES   - ferocious. Ailyn is angry and bitter, and spits words like fire when she feels like it. She’s not kind, is not moral, is aggressive and does nothing without great fierceness. Her ferocity gets her places, sure, but it also keeps her from others, isolates her and makes her dislikeable.   - rude. Her opinions are rarely kept to herself (only if it benefits her, she’ll keep them to herself) and she’s never really found a good reason to be kind all the time. Most of the time this translates into her being cold and distant, but more than often she is harsh and rude, and she’s found herself enjoying bringing others down in moments — which worries her slightly, perhaps, but not too much.   - closed. Ailyn is someone who mostly lives in her mind, who can think in silence for hours, trying to figure out how to fix her problems or how to approach them, and it’s rare that she opens up. She does not see the need: she does not want to know about other people’s issues, so why should she tell others about hers? There’s also some pride involved – of course there is – as Ailyn does not want to show people that she’s vulnerable and fearful, too.

THREE HEADCANONS:

SEXUALITY & ROMANTIC ORIENTATION. Ailyn is pansexual and homoromantic. Before the start of this school year, Ailyn never questioned her sexuality much: she liked women the same way she liked men, saw no difference between them when it came to sexual feelings, slept with either and had no preference. She fell for people, simple as that, and while there were plenty people who had issues with that, she had none. Of course, when she first found herself attracted to a woman (or girl, actually: she was quite young) she was confused, and even angry — but Ailyn soon found confidence in it. However, as of late, she has started to realise that there may, perhaps, be a difference. You see, she broke up with her boyfriend after he told her he loved her, because she did not love him back and knew she wouldn’t with time, either. It dawned upon her that she had never felt about a man in a way that was romantic, while she had felt that way about a woman. One summer evening she came to the conclusion that there was a difference, because she could fall in love with women, but not with men. And of course, Ailyn is young and is unsure if that is really it, if she doesn’t just have to wait and see until she finds a man she will fall in love with. She’s still figuring out, quietly and privately, but for now this is how she identifies.

HOGWARTS SUBJECTS Due to her great skill with words and how easily she reads and understands text, Ailyn is very good at writing essays and doing theoretical assignments for school. For many subjects, this is the one thing that has made her able to continue through school, as Ailyn isn’t as skilled in magic as she wished she was. In her earlier years at Hogwarts, this worried her beyond belief — she was a pureblood, how was she one of the worst people with a wand? — but in later years she knew she had plenty of skills elsewhere, and did not need to be skilled in charms or transfiguration to succeed in the Wizarding World. Now that she has had her OWLs, Ailyn has dropped many practical subjects that she used to find a waste of time, as she knew she would not improve and wanted to shift her focus to subjects that she actually found important. These are Ancient Rhunes, Arithmancy, Magical Theory, History of Magic, Potions and Defense. Ancient Rhunes is something that comes very natural to her, as Ailyn has a knack for languages. Magical Theory is something that helps her understand magic, something she wants, even though she’s not particularly good at it. Arithmancy is pure logic, which suits her well and she simply enjoys thoroughly. History of Magic has always been a favourite subject of hers: from a young age, she has been burying her nose in books about revolutions and past Ministers for Magic. With the wish to work for the Ministry and climb up the political ladder, this subject is the one she values most. Potions and Defense are subjects she’s not particularly good in, but she does realise that they can come in handy. Defense should need to explanation, as there’s a war going on, but Potions is something that has always intrigued her —- haven’t you heard how people become more and more successful politicians by poisoning their opponents?

FEMININITY Ailyn has always been feminine and has never allowed anyone to undervalue her because of it. Because while she might like pretty dresses and pink nails, she’s still able to be anything a man can be, is still able to be strong and intelligent and powerful, and it’s her mother who taught her this. She can often be found braiding her hair in class or painting her nails while reading a book, and always wears a lipstick as red as blood to her Quidditch matches — because if she were to start bleeding, it better match with her make up. (this is the most ridiculous thing i’ve ever written but yo, it’s true) Ailyn wears high heels and sports bows and rolls up her skirt and is not ashamed of it, wears it with pride and confidence.

SHIPS/ANTI SHIPS:

Blup. Chem.

ALLIANCE:

Ailyn was raised with the ideas of blood purity and she stands by them. She’s never seen reason to question them —- it simply makes sense, to her, that those who come from a magical line are deserving of magic, and others are not. There’s plenty of arguments to be made against this theory, she’s aware, but she simply has no interest in hearing them: she’s extremely loyal to her ideals. Besides, even if this weren’t to be entirely true, she wouldn’t change her ideas: being a blood purist gives her a good position, and she’s no way she would compromise that. Ailyn’s father joined the Death Eaters a year or three back, and took the mark, too. This, he did, in an attempt to bring a good amount of money to the table again, something he hadn’t done in years, and so he could pay his parents-in-law back, which the family has been borrowing money from to sustain their lifestyle. How he gets the money, he won’t tell, but Ailyn has her theories (robbing a body is, after all, easier than stealing candy from a baby). She has seen the impact it has on her, and while she does want to be part of the war in one way or another, she doesn’t know if she wants to play a part too crucial: Ailyn values the cause, sure, but she values her own life and health more.

BIOGRAPHY:

Ailyn Wilkes was born in a web of lies. She grew up in a home where many things were valued above honesty, where pretense was the way to go and where nothing was ever truly real. Her father’s business was said to be booming, when unpaid bills piled on his desk. He kept reassuring them, with alcohol on his breath and his face unshaved, that there were no problems at all. And then there was her mother, who whispered to her children that she loved her father, who kissed him on the cheek when he left for work — which had become the pub when Ailyn was ten, but this went unmentioned — but who smelled of someone else when she came home late. Ailyn Wilkes learned at a young age that nothing was quite what it seemed. Because her father’s business had failed before she went to Hogwarts and her mother was having not one, but two affairs behind her family’s back. And she found out herself. With curiosity and ferocity and determination, Ailyn ripped apart the secrets that held her family together. In the end, however, she kept them quiet, like her parents did. Because some secrets were worth keeping, especially if it meant her family’s name would not fracture. And so – even though she lied about her parent’s marriage and their financial state – Ailyn found herself intrigued with the truth. Because while she knew the power that lies could hold, she knew the truth always had the most impact. And she was truthful in almost everything she did: her opinions were not kept quiet, her ideas not buried underneath silence, her emotions not kept back for the sake of others. But when the moment called for it, when she wished to keep something quiet or change a direction, she lied. And so, Ailyn found herself switching from being brutally honest to being a perfect liar with precision, and she was good at it. But of course, she’s not good enough at it to be perfect. She cracks sometimes, loses herself in her game of lies and truths. Forgets when she was honest, or where she chose to swallow the truth. She might have despised the web of lies she was born in, but she has spun herself a new one, too, and it gives her someone to hold onto. And Ailyn needs that: she is ferocious you see, a chaotic whirlwind, and often feels like that she doesn’t fit in that well with her housemates. That’s not true, though: Ailyn is nothing but a Ravenclaw, no matter what others say. A skilled learner, she spends hours educating herself with novels found in the common room’s library. She remembers every bit of information and her mind is slowly becoming her strongest weapon. You see, Ailyn is simply not that good at practical magic, and mostly gets through of her classes with her essays and other assignments, that are of more than excellent quality. She doesn’t mind too much though, is more than confident in the things she can do without her wand and has great plans to get herself a spot in the Ministry, with silent dreams of leading that place one day. Because somewhere, she’s idealistic. Her ideals are crooked though, and more than often immoral, but she has them either way and sticks to them. Some of them, however, are ones she hides from time to time. She knows, you see, that she’s perhaps the only one who shares her ideas of blood purity in her year, and also knows there’s nothing to gain in being vocal about them all the time. She doesn’t necessarily lie about it, rather keeps it quiet, avoids conversation about this particular branch of politics and focuses on other things to discuss —- because she does enjoy a good discussion. Ailyn is but a sixth year, and still has two years to go before she graduates, but with a murder happening before the schoolyear started and tensions rising, she knows that time will fly have flown by before she knows it. And so, she’s determined to do whatever it takes to remain truthful to herself and not apologise for it. She will be aggressive, she will be mean, she will wear high heels and pink and break noses, and from time to time, she will be soft and kind, but only to those who deserve it.

BONUS INFO!

PATRONUS:

THE HAWK                “Those with the hawk patronus are dangerously                intelligent, noting every detail of what is around                them. They are great observers as well as being                magnificent hunters, this meaning they have both                sides of the coin covered. They can come up with                an idea, plan it out, and execute it perfectly. They                are extreme perfectionists, wanting everything to                be just as they see it. If it isn’t, they feel trapped,                which can cause them to become incredibly emotional.                The most common house for a hawk patronus is                Ravenclaw. The most common signs are Aries and Virgo.” This fits her so, so damned well. Ailyn is a planner, a perfectionist, someone who watches things from a distance and makes a decision, someone who can observe a situation and break it down to someone who wasn’t there exactly. Ailyn can also take up the role of the hunter, with her ferocious and almost aggressive nature, but she always picks her fights carefully.

BOGGART:

Maggots, and a whole, whole lot of them. Ailyn likes cleanliness and order, in most situations (of course, when she plays Quidditch, she doesn’t mind getting dirty because she knows she will get herself cleaned up later) and maggots are a sign of dirt. Besides, Ailyn things they simply looks disgusting. It’s a fear that stems from wanting to be in control of her surroundings and a very dislike of insects.

WAND:

Cedar, 11 inches, unicorn hair core, unyielding.

WHAT DID THEY BRING IN THEIR TRUNK TO HOGWARTS? (FAVORITE POSSESSIONS):

Her notebooks. Ailyn has developed a habit of writing down notes whenever she’s reading, and she has numerous notebooks filled with interesting facts and things she want to remember. There are also a few that include memories and other things she can’t afford to forget.

Her nailpolish collection. Ailyn is known for painting her nails in colours and keeping them in a good state at all times, and she’s quite proud of the range of colours she’s got.

A family necklace. Her grandmother gave it to her this summer, for her seventeenth birthday (that would take place in her second week at Hogwarts) and she’s been very careful with it —- she doesn’t always wear it, as she’s not too fond of the way it looks, but the sentiment behind it does matter to her.

DID THEY BRING A FURRY FRIEND?

Ailyn has a white cat called Nefertiti —- she read about Egyptian queens when she was thirteen, and was very intrigued by this queen in particular, who was beautiful and powerful at the same time: that was what Ailyn, too, wanted to be.

CHARACTER PLAYLIST:

wildewoman – lucius.                       it’s written in her blood, oh it’s written in her bones                       yeah, she’ll only be bound by the things she chooses                       her smile is sneaky like a fiery fox                       it’s that look that tells you she’s up to no good at all                       and she’ll say whatever’s on her mind                               they’re unspeakable things and she’ll speak them in vain                       and you can’t help but wish you had bolder things to say                       she’s a wildewoman

bubblegum bitch – marina and the diamonds.                      i’ll chew you up and I’ll spit you out                      ‘cause that’s what young love is all about.                      so pull me closer, and kiss me hard                      i’m gonna pop your bubblegum heart

adore – savages.                      i understand the urgency of life                      in the distance there is truth which cuts like a knife                      maybe I will die maybe tomorrow so I need to say                      i adore life ( because ailyn does love life, even though it’s imperfect and filled with complications, she adores being alive and wants to make the most of it as she values it a lot. )

goud - bazart. ( this is dutch and v poetically written and i will add a v shitty translation bc i cant poetry in english and it’s hard to get the right vibe. this song is amazing tho and listen to it x. )                      oh, liever snel naar de hel dan traag naar de hemel                      oh, liever snel naar de hel dan traag naar de hemel                      nee, dan liever niet voor goed verdwijnen                      oh, alles wat ooit groot was, is nu klein  ( oh, preferably fast to hell than slow to heaven / oh, preferably fast to hell than slow to heaven / no, preferably no disappearing forever / oh, everything that was once big is now small )  ( it’s got like poetic grammatical errors. lmao. i put them in the translation too. rip. )

ANYTHING ELSE?

Ailyn is a Keeper on the team.

I might end up introducing a debate club through her? She doesn’t follow that many subjects and would be very passionate about that, but this is something we can discuss in the admin chat!!

[ailvn-a]

fcmmefatcle:

resilite:

Absent-minded - Preoccupied to the extent of being unaware of one’s immediate surroundings. Abstracted, daydreaming, inattentive, oblivious, forgetful.

Abusive - Characterized by improper infliction of physical or psychological maltreatment towards another.

Addict - One who is addicted to a compulsive activity. Examples: gambling, drugs, sex.

Aimless - Devoid of direction or purpose.

Alcoholic - A person who drinks alcoholic substances habitually and to excess.

Anxious - Full of mental distress or uneasiness because of fear of danger or misfortune; greatly worried; solicitous.

Arrogant - Having or displaying a sense of overbearing self-worth or self-importance. Inclined to social exclusiveness and who rebuff the advances of people considered inferior. Snobbish.

Audacious - Recklessly bold in defiance of convention, propriety, law, or the like; insolent; braze, disobedient.

Bad Habit - A revolting personal habit. Examples: picks nose, spits tobacco, drools, bad body odour.

Bigmouth - A loud-mouthed or gossipy person. 

Bigot - One who is strongly partial to one’s own group, religion, race, or politics and is intolerant of those who differ.

Blunt - Characterized by directness in manner or speech; without subtlety or evasion. Frank, callous, insensitive, brusque.

Bold - In a bad sense, too forward; taking undue liberties; over assuming or confident; lacking proper modesty or restraint; rude; impudent. Abrupt, brazen, cheeky, brassy, audacious.

Callous - They are hardened to emotions, rarely showing any form of it in expression. Unfeeling. Cold.

Childish - Marked by or indicating a lack of maturity; puerile.

Complex - An exaggerated or obsessive concern or fear.

Cruel - Mean to anyone or anything, without care or regard to consequences and feelings.

Cursed - A person who has befallen a prayer for evil or misfortune, placed under a spell, or borne into an evil circumstance, and suffers for it. Damned.

Dependent - Unable to exist, sustain oneself, or act appropriately or normally without the assistance or direction of another.

Deranged - Mentally decayed. Insane. Crazy. Mad. Psychotic. 

Dishonest – Given to or using fraud, cheating; deceitful, deceptive, crooked, underhanded.

Disloyal - Lacking loyalty. Unfaithful, perfidious, traitorous, treasonable

Disorder - An ailment that affects the function of mind or body. (List the disorders name if they have one.) (major clinical depression, anxiety, EDNOS)

Disturbed - Showing some or a few signs or symptoms of mental or emotional illness. Confused, disordered, neurotic, troubled.

Dubious - Fraught with uncertainty or doubt. Undecided, doubtful, unsure.

Dyslexic - Affected by dyslexia, a learning disorder marked by impairment of the ability to recognize and comprehend written words.

Egotistical - Characteristic of those having an inflated idea of their own importance. Boastful, pompous.

Envious - Showing extreme cupidity; painfully desirous of another’s advantages; covetous, jealous.

Erratic - Deviating from the customary course in conduct or opinion; eccentric: erratic behaviour. Eccentric, bizarre, outlandish, strange.

Fanatical - Fanatic outlook or behaviour especially as exhibited by excessive enthusiasm, unreasoning zeal, or wild and extravagant notions on some subject.

Fickle – Erratic, changeable, unstable - especially with regard to affections or attachments; capricious.

Fierce - Marked by extreme intensity of emotions or convictions; inclined to react violently; fervid.

Finicky - Excessively particular or fastidious; difficult to please; fussy. Too much concerned with detail. Meticulous, fastidious, choosy, critical, picky, prissy, pernickety.

Fixated - In psychoanalytic theory, a strong attachment to a person or thing, especially such an attachment formed in childhood or infancy and manifested in immature or neurotic behaviour that persists throughout life. Fetish, quirk, obsession, infatuation.

Flirt -To make playfully romantic or sexual overtures; behaviour intended to arouse sexual interest. Minx. Tease. 

Gluttonous - Given to excess in consumption of especially food or drink. Voracious, ravenous, wolfish, piggish, insatiable.

Gruff - Brusque or stern in manner or appearance. Crusty, rough, surly.

Gullible - Will believe any information given, regardless of how valid or truthful it is, easily deceived or duped.

Hard - A person who is difficult to deal with, manage, control, overcome, or understand. Hard emotions, hard hearted.

Hedonistic - Pursuit of or devotion to pleasure, especially to the pleasures of the senses. 

Hoity-toity- Given to flights of fancy; capricious; frivolous. Prone to giddy behaviour, flighty.

Humourless - The inability to find humour in things, and most certainly in themselves.

Hypocritical - One who is always contradicting their own beliefs, actions or sayings. A person who professes beliefs and opinions for others that he does not hold. Being a hypocrite.

Idealist - One whose conduct is influenced by ideals that often conflict with practical considerations. One who is unrealistic and impractical, guided more by ideals than by practical considerations.

Idiotic - Marked by a lack of intelligence or care; foolish or careless.

Ignorant - Lacking knowledge or information as to a particular subject or fact. Showing or arising from a lack of education or knowledge. 

Illiterate - Unable to read and write.

Immature - Emotionally undeveloped; juvenile; childish.

Impatient - Unable to wait patiently or tolerate delay; restless. Unable to endure irritation or opposition; intolerant.

Impious - Lacking piety and reverence for a god/gods and their followers.

Impish - Naughtily or annoyingly playful. 

Incompetent - Unable to execute tasks, no matter how the size or difficulty.

Indecisive - Characterized by lack of decision and firmness, especially under pressure.

Indifferent - The trait of lacking enthusiasm for or interest in things generally, remaining calm and seeming not to care; a casual lack of concern. Having or showing little or no interest in anything; languid; spiritless.

Infamy - Having an extremely bad reputation, public reproach, or strong condemnation as the result of a shameful, criminal, or outrageous act that affects how others view them.

Intolerant - Unwilling to tolerate difference of opinion and narrow-minded about cherished opinions.

Judgmental - Inclined to make and form judgments, especially moral or personal ones, based on one’s own opinions or impressions towards others/practices/groups/religions based on appearance, reputation, occupation, etc. 

Klutz - Clumsy. Blunderer. (in everything but dueling in my verses)

Lazy - Resistant to work or exertion; disposed to idleness.

Lewd - Inclined to, characterized by, or inciting to lust or lechery; lascivious. Obscene or indecent, as language or songs; salacious.

Liar - Compulsively and purposefully tells false truths more often than not. A person who has lied or who lies repeatedly. 

Lustful - Driven by lust; preoccupied with or exhibiting lustful desires.

Masochist - The deriving of sexual gratification, or the tendency to derive sexual gratification, from being physically or emotionally abused. A willingness or tendency to subject oneself to unpleasant or trying experiences

Meddlesome - Intrusive in a meddling or offensive manner, given to meddling; interfering.

Meek - Evidencing little spirit or courage; overly submissive or compliant; humble in spirit or manner; suggesting retiring mildness or even cowed submissiveness.

Megalomaniac - A psycho pathological condition characterized by delusional fantasies of wealth, power, or omnipotence.

Naïve - Lacking worldly experience and understanding, simple and guileless; showing or characterized by a lack of sophistication and critical judgement.

Nervous - Easily agitated or distressed; high-strung or jumpy.

Non-violent - Abstaining from the use of violence. 

Nosey - Given to prying into the affairs of others; snoopy. Offensively curious or inquisitive.

Obsessive - An unhealthy and compulsive preoccupation with something or someone.

Oppressor - A person of authority who subjects others to undue pressures, to keep down by severe and unjust use of force or authority.

Overambitious - Having a strong excessive desire for success or achievement.

Overconfident - Excessively confident; presumptuous.

Overemotional - Excessively or abnormally emotional. Sensitive about themselves and others, more so than the average person.

Overprotective - To protect too much; coddle. 

Overzealous - Marked by excessive enthusiasm for and intense devotion to a cause or idea.

Pacifist - Opposition to war or violence as a means of resolving disputes. (Can double as a merit in certain cases)

Paranoid - Exhibiting or characterized by extreme and irrational fear or distrust of others. (at times)

Peevish - Expressing fretfulness and discontent, or unjustifiable dissatisfaction. Cantankerous, cross, ill-tempered, testy, captious, discontented, crotchety, cranky, ornery.

Perfectionist - A propensity for being displeased with anything that is not perfect or does not meet extremely high standards.

Pessimist - A tendency to stress the negative or unfavourable or to take the gloomiest possible view.

Pest - One that pesters or annoys, with or without realizing it. Nuisance. Annoying. Nag.

Phobic – They have a severe form of fear when it comes to this one thing.

Practical - Level-headed, efficient, and unspeculative. No-nonsense.

Predictable - Easily seen through and assessable, where almost anyone can predict reactions and actions of said person by having met or known them even for a short time.

Proud - Filled with or showing excessive self-esteem and will often shirk help from others for the sake of pride.

Rebellious - Defying or resisting some established authority, government, or tradition; insubordinate; inclined to rebel. 

Reckless - Heedless. Headstrong. Foolhardy. Unthinking boldness, wild carelessness and disregard for consequences. 

Remorseless - Without remorse; merciless; pitiless; relentless.

Rigorous - Rigidly accurate; allowing no deviation from a standard; demanding strict attention to rules and procedures.

Sadist - The deriving of sexual gratification or the tendency to derive sexual gratification from inflicting pain or emotional abuse on others. Deriving of pleasure, or the tendency to derive pleasure, from cruelty.

Sadomasochist - Both sadist and masochist combined.

Sarcastic - A subtle form of mockery in which an intended meaning is conveyed obliquely.

Skeptic - One who instinctively or habitually doubts, questions, or disagrees with assertions or generally accepted conclusions.

Seducer - To lead others astray, as from duty, rectitude, or the like; corrupt. To attempt to lead or draw someone away, as from principles, faith, or allegiance.

Selfish - Concerned chiefly or only with oneself.

Self-Martyr - One who purposely makes a great show of suffering in order to arouse sympathy from others, as a form of manipulation, and always for a selfish cause or reason.

Self-righteous - Piously sure of one’s own righteousness; moralistic. Exhibiting pious self-assurance. Holier-than-thou, sanctimonious.

Senile - Showing a decline or deterioration of physical strength or mental functioning, esp. short-term memory and alertness, as a result of old age or disease.

Shallow - Lacking depth of intellect or knowledge; concerned only with what is obvious.

Smart Ass - Thinks they know it all, and in some ways they may, but they can be greatly annoying and difficult to deal with at times, especially in arguments.

Soft-hearted - Having softness or tenderness of heart that can lead them into trouble; susceptible of pity or other kindly affection. They cannot resist helping someone they see in trouble, suffering or in need, and often don’t think of the repercussions or situation before doing so.

Solemn - Deeply earnest, serious, and sober.

Spineless - Lacking courage. Cowardly, wimp, lily-livered, gutless.

Spiteful - Showing malicious ill will and a desire to hurt; motivated by spite; vindictive person who will look for occasions for resentment. Vengeful. 

Spoiled - Treated with excessive indulgence and pampering from earliest childhood, and has no notion of hard work, self-care or money management; coddled, pampered. Having the character or disposition harmed by pampering or over-solicitous attention.

Squeamish - Excessively fastidious and easily disgusted.

Stubborn - Unreasonably, often perversely unyielding; bull-headed. Firmly resolved or determined; resolute.

Superstitious - An irrational belief arising from ignorance or fear from an irrational belief that an object, action, or circumstance not logically related to a course of events influences its outcome.

Tactless - Lacking or showing a lack of what is fitting and considerate in dealing with others.

Temperamental - Moody, irritable, or sensitive. Excitable, volatile, emotional.

Theatrical - Having a flair for over dramatizing situations, doing things in a ‘big way’ and love to be ‘centre stage’.

Timid -Tends to be shy and/or quiet, shrinking away from offering opinions or from strangers and newcomers, fearing confrontations and violence. 

Tongue-tied - Speechless or confused in expression, as from shyness, embarrassment, or astonishment.

Troublemaker - Someone who deliberately stirs up trouble, intentionally or unintentionally.

Unlucky - Marked by or causing misfortune; ill-fated. Destined for misfortune; doomed. Parker Luck. (Due to her actions in Canon, AKA the purification of her lands)

Unpredictable - Difficult to foretell or foresee, their actions are so chaotic it’s impossible to know what they are going to do next.

Untrustworthy - Not worthy of trust or belief. Backstabber.

Vain - Holding or characterized by an unduly high opinionof their physical appearance. Lovers of themselves. Conceited, egotistic, narcissistic.

Weak-willed - Lacking willpower, strength of will to carry out one’s decisions, wishes, or plans. Easily swayed.

Withdrawn - Not friendly or Sociable. Aloof.

Zealous - A fanatic.

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