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[aimesllyaa]

𝐑𝐄𝐆𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐆     :       𝐀𝐄𝐑𝐎𝐍    ,      𝐑𝐘𝐃𝐄𝐑.

Following Aiden out to the Diner, Ryder shoved his hands in his pockets. “Well, food hasn’t changed,” Ryder said with a chuckle. “Not many of the people have either,” Greeting a few familiar faces, the younger man slid to sit across from the man. Smiling  a little bit up at Lucy, the waitress he saw almost once a week. “Hey, my usual please.” Ryder spends an embarrassing amount of time at this Diner, eating breakfast for dinner. But their belgian waffles and hashbrowns were the best thing he’s ever eaten, so. When she’s gone, he turned back to the police officer. “I mean, do you think that the license plate number will do anything? If you’re suspecting foul play, would someone actively drive someone off the road in their own car, d’you think?”

❝  at least that’s one good thing that remains the same in this town .  ❞  he says to ryder smiling and then his head turns slightly to the side as he hears his inquiry ❝  the funny thing about criminals is that they believe that they have gotten so good that they become careless and those are my favorite besides , my uncle doesn’t play when it comes to his kids and I don’t want to being in my uncle and dad down here , it’s just a lot of extra ames that we don’t need . ❞ he days running a hand through blonde locks ❝  but besides that , how have you been ? anything new ? ❞ 

[aimesllyaa]

𝐑𝐄𝐆𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐆     :       𝐓𝐎𝐔𝐑𝐀𝐍    ,      𝐘𝐀𝐒𝐌𝐈𝐍.

“ are you seriously asking me this?” yasmine looks at him with utter disbelief. was she hooked on something? it was an hard question to answer. she likes what’s given to her and uses it but she doesn’t think she’s hooked by any means. she doesn’t need it, but she wants it. “ you don’t get to play savior with me, aiden. that train has passed. i don’t need saving like she did.” he’d lost his wife but yasmine didn’t want to be dragged out of the club. not yet. her eyes move to the door but go back to him. “i’m not running! i’m walking away. your promises are all nice and pretty but they aren’t realistic for me! it’s too late!” 

❝ i didn’t stutter did i ?  ❞ he knows that he’s harsh with her but he’s always been a tough love type of person , the only person that he wasn’t harsh with was sage. she just brought a kindness out of him ❝  this is all you think ? that I’m trying to save you . god yasmine don’t be so elusive , huh ? ❞  he tells her with a low chuckle escaping his lips ❝  you know why I have offered to take care of you because for some reason sage saw something in you , I don’t know what it was but she did . ❞  he says , a sigh escapes his lips as he takes a seat behind his desk again ❝  you do as you please , you can take a seat again and talk like an adult or you can walk out and close the door behind you . ❞ 

[aimesllyaa]

𝐑𝐄𝐆𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐆    :        𝐀𝐌𝐄𝐒  ,    𝐀𝐍𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐒𝐈𝐀.

These words were something the blonde was used to. Aiden was almost a spitting image of father right now, sometimes she believed Sergio and Silas gave Aiden too much of their habits. “A wet chick? Shut the hell up,” She said, shaking her head as she joined him on the couch. She looked at him, furrowed eyebrows and a distasteful look on her features. “For what exactly?” She asked him. “Why would you drag her back to America? You know how she fucking gets when she feels like ‘we’re wasting her time’,” she said, averting her gaze away from him. “I have to tell you something, too,” she said, a little sigh escaping her lips. “I need your card before the Hermes Birkin Rose Scheherazade Pink Crocodile gets snatched by that bitch Tinsley back in New Orleans,” she informed him. 

a roaring laughter escapes his lips as he holds his stomach, her words always made it all for the better .  ❝  because she is your sister and we’re family , I think you and amata tend to forget what we swore all those years ago .  ❞  he says as he looks at her ❝ family - always &. forever . ❞ he adds on , their own family motto. hearing her words he digs into the back pocket of his pants taking out the all black bottega veneta wallet and slips out the all black plastic . ❝  here you go , go crazy . you should get some matching shoes and a wallet . go big or go home right ? ❞ 

[aimesllyaa]

𝐑𝐄𝐆𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐆      :       𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐄𝐋     ,      𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐎𝐋   .

There’s something about this man that makes it hard for Marisol to hide the way her lip curls. It’s the slimy way he’s trying to play her while also laying it on a little too thick to fool anyone whose been around the club for half as long as she has. “You’ll forgive me if I don’t have a lot of faith in cops to not be assholes. Never met a useful one and probably never will,” she tells him. She trusted the Jer and her father to accomplish more than this guy ever will. “I got flashed outside of the Watering Hole a few weeks ago. That the kinda danger your looking for? Aside from that, I’m sorry, I just don’t know what else you could possibly mean.”

❝  well , maybe what I could do is restore that lost faith . ❞ he was playing with fire and he knew that very well , but he needed to use whatever he could to his advantage. ❝  well we can definitely look into that . we are here to make sure that you feel upmost safety . ❞  he smiles looking at the brunette ❝  but I certainly won’t take anymore of your time at all . I am pretty sure that you are a very busy woman miss steele. ❞ 

[aimesllyaa]

𝐑𝐄𝐆𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐆      :           𝐅𝐎𝐖𝐋𝐄𝐑     ,       𝐌𝐀𝐆𝐆𝐈𝐄.

Maggie had come over to see Ana and just hang out for the night after a long Twitch stream of playing Red Dead Redemption. She had played the entire game from beginning to end as a charity stream and they’d raised quite a bit of money. It was a success but she was tired so hanging out with one of her closest friends made sense. She’d decided to take a shower there too to freshen up. While she was in there, Ana had gone to get food for them so she was there alone.

That was until she heard the front door open and figured she was back. She went to call out to Ana and then froze at the sound of the male voice. She approached the main area of the apartment and her eyes went wide. “Um… yeah? Sorry, who are you?” she asked, really confused as to how he even got in until she looked down at his hand holding a key. “Oh… you… yeah who are you? Ana is out getting food for us… I’m Maggie? Her friend?”

She looked down at herself, wrapped in a towl and held it closed as best she could. “Are you her friend or something? I didn’t know she was having anyone else over.”

as he sees the complete stranger , he nods his head and smiles . stassie didn’t have that many friends and he could count them on one hand , the ones that were trusted by the ames . ❝  aiden ames . ❞  he extends his hand out to her , a small welcoming smile on his brims ❝  I’m sorry , I needed to see my cousin and I thought she wasn’t busy today . ❞  he usually never really comes without warning stassie but he was in need of some advice and amata was busy , so stassie would be the next obvious answer ❝  pleasure to meet you maggie, I’m her cousin . ❞  he confesses , as if it wasn’t obvious already but he continues ❝  well , I guess I’ll just wait for her . I’ll be out of your hair no worries, I’ll make myself useful  , continue as you were . ❞ 

[aimesllyaa]

𝐑𝐄𝐆𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐆      :          𝐒𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐀𝐍𝐀     ,     𝐓𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐀.

She couldn’t believe her mother and her recent antics. She knew the life she pictured was not the one they had now. At one point, Sol believed she would be okay in life. Her baby’s father stepped up, despite the age gap and familial judgment. He gave her a loving five years on this Earth with Talia until he died a war hero like he was always going to. Her mother had recently dropped the bomb on her that she needed to get her previous elopement dissolved for her newest divorce proceedings– what a surprise. It all started with her father’s death certificate, something Talia dreaded seeing but her mother begged her to do it. She couldn’t get to New York right now, so she decided to visit the Sheriff’s department for any guidance. She saw him from afar, a bitter taste in her mouth as she waited behind the glass window. Tapping to get his attention, she waved, “Aiden!” She whispered loudly over the crowd. 

people who were not around for the death of sage really don’t cause him any ill will , especially when he knows them . a hand rests inside his pocket , while the others scrolls through social media , Instagram was his new discovery . his name being called disrupts whatever hashtag he was looking through , grassy hues find a pair of brown eyes . making his way slowly to her , brows furrowed ;  confusion evident on his face . ❝  talia , hey . ❞ he says to her , the thanes babysitter here , to could not be good . ❝  is there anything that I can help you with ? ❞ 

[aimesllyaa]

𝐑𝐄𝐆𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐆     :     𝐀𝐌𝐄𝐒     ,       𝐀𝐌𝐀𝐓𝐀

he was like a dog with a damn bone and he didn’t want to drop it , why didn’t he just drop it . ❛ my husband is dead —— I’m not okay but the world and money doesn’t stop spinning because amata needs a personal day , so no . I’m not okay and no , I don’t want to talk about it . ❜ of course the main reason why she was going insane wasn’t because her poor dead husband , it was because she was in fertile and there was nothing that he could do about it . ❛ ava , I like that .  ❜ though she never everything about the girl , the ames had extensive research resources and amata of course put them to good use ❛ yes , I did see her work . I’m thinking about asking for a few pieces , she has the same type of style I’m looking for the palace . ❜

once she snaps he nods his head as he looked at her ❝  whatever you say . ❞ he knew the pushing amata would only cause her to completely shut down and that’s not what he wanted . the subject change to ava , a small smile covers his features ❝  yeah I like it too . ❞ maybe a little too much , her thought to himself . ❝  well , she’s really good , have you spoken to sandro , because clearly he didn’t answer to the group chat message , so I don’t know if he was ignoring me . I think he’s blocked me . ❞ aiden was over sandro’s childish antics , he was the eldest and was still acting like he was a kid . 

[aimesllyaa]

𝐑𝐄𝐆𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐆      :          𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐙    ,        𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐑𝐄𝐒.

ANOTHER random stop from the patrol cars in town and Andres is getting sick of it. They clearly knew he was a cop and had their suspicions about him hanging around the MC but they didn’t have shit on him. It was twice in a month that his business truck got pulled over and searched. Luckily, both times, it was clean when they went through it. He was at the precinct waiting for someone to come out. Throwing his butt on the ground, he crushes it with his shoe before moving to the door when a familiar officer who’s walking out. “Hey, you. I need to talk to you.” It’s only when he gets closer that he recognizes him.

he was about to leave when one of the deputies started talking about andres marquez, he stops and asks them , liking what he hears . he grabs the file and began to look through it . it doesn’t take him long to make his way outside and as soon as he speaks , the former cop looks last ❝  perfect , because there were some things that I needed to tell you , too . ❞ 

[aimesllyaa]

𝐑𝐄𝐆𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐆      :       𝐑𝐎𝐉𝐀𝐒     ,      𝐈𝐙𝐙𝐘   .

“Are they though?” she asks, thinking back to the last time she looked at a cow. Their eyes didn’t even go in the same direction, it seemed unrealistic that they were intelligent. But Izzy wasn’t an ophthalmologist so who knew? Aiden had always been sweet to Izzy, her association with the Club or not. Sage had programmed him that way, obviously and Izzy would enjoy basking in the compliments that he gave her, even if he was playing for the wrong team these days. “I’m like trying to. One day I’ll be like Kylie Jenner’s make-up artist or something and then you can be like wow I know her,” she jokes, although she wishes it wasn’t just a joke, of course. Izzy squints at Aiden’s change in demeanor, her hand reaching out to rub the man’s arm. “Don’t get all sad on me, baby. Besides, we both know that I would be the world’s worst God Mother. First off, I’ve got like no God-like qualities but second of all, I’d be a terrible mom,” she tries. “But you know I appreciate you saying that.”

he liked his solidarity, it gave him time to think about everything and everyone. ❝ you know what , I believe that .  ❞  he tells her smiling when she mentions that she wants to be known very publicly ❝ in a few years in pretty sure I’ll see you glamming those big a-listers . ❞  he confessed with a small grin on his features , they don’t fade especially when she brings his mood up . ❝  please , we both know that you’ll be a good mother . ❞ maybe she didn’t see it or didn’t want to but he did . ❝  besides showing you my lively farm , I’m actually having a housewarming party , stassie and amata have been hounding me to this . ❞ he looks up at the brunette next to him smiling ❝  so what do you say , you’re coming ? ❞ 

[aimesllyaa]

𝐑𝐄𝐆𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐆    :       𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐑𝐎𝐖 - 𝐖𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐒𝐄     ,        𝐀𝐕𝐀.

Ava smiled up at the waitress dropping their drinks off, taking a sip as soon as it was placed in front of her. She was so thirsty… and hungry. Listening to him, she felt a little better as he explained himself. She knew men weren’t the best to expect anything from but she definitely didn’t want to be here if he didn’t want to be here. Hearing him explain about his wife, she looked down at her hands, her thumbs fumbling. Some days, she wished she was still married but everything happened for a reason. “I’m sure. I have no idea what it’s like but… I bet it’s hard,” she said to him. “My husband divorced me after I overdosed and had an early birth,” she said to him. It was something she had come to terms with and it seemed like they were letting down their walls. “Betrayal is something I know well,” she told the dirty blond next to her, a small shake of her head. She didn’t get much of a choice but to sign the divorce papers. How would she fight for her marriage from rehab? She couldn’t. She wouldn’t do that to him, either. He deserved better than what she gave him. “Nah, don’t worry ‘bout it. I just wanted to make sure you weren’t crawling out of your skin bein’ next to me,” she admitted to him. “Hey, this is my first time doing this, too.”

honesty poured out from both of them , it was like taking to himself , as if he was revealing all his secrets to someone that he had known forever . his eyes focus on hers as he heard about what she had endured and he shakes his head , thinking about how horrible that must have been for her but remains quiet until she is done . ❝  it must’ve been hard . ❞  he wondered what had driven her to use drugs from the start but he doesn’t want to scare her off , at least not yet . brims pressed tightly ❝  being betrayed by the person you love the most , it must be painful . ❞ he didn’t know her husband or what he did or maybe his reasons for leaving ❝  I believe that love and marriage ain’t do easy . it’s harder for people to work on marriage than it is to quit it . ❞  he adds on with a small smile and then continued ❝  I’m glad I’m not making a fool of myself , I would like to see you again if it were possible . ❞ 

[aimesllyaa]

𝐑𝐄𝐆𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐆    :       𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑     ,     𝐒𝐄𝐓𝐇  .

“Decent person,” he notes, clicking his tongue as he does. “Ain’t my thing and definitely ain’t yours either.” The proximity to Aiden’s face makes him want to try something— and had it been someone who wasn’t a Sheriff’s Officer, well, he might've  but he’s not looking to go to jail tonight. It’s bound to be busy. Seth can’t imagine the women he’s talking about not being afraid of anyone— truly, those that weren’t afraid of the Club were fucking idiots that didn’t know better. Considering Seth’s killed plenty on his own and plenty more wracked the numbers sky high for the Club, not being afraid of violent serial killers, well, it was a death sentence in and of itself. Aiden’s only asking for more reasons to hate the Club mentioning it, really. “You don’t know shit about retaliation or who went lookin’ for it. You were too busy suckin’ you own dick to even know what the fuck we were doin’. Not my fuckin’ fault you didn’t fuckin’ pay attention to what your wife was into,” he shrugs, leaving the proximity of the man to head back toward the bar, keeping an eye on the man. Seth could only restrain himself so much. “If you think I talk to any of the fuckin’ Sirens about any of my shit, you’re as fuckin’ delusional as you are psychotic.”

aiden had never been shy to pull a trigger , he’s sure that if it was up to him , he would do it with every single club member that was responsible for what happened to his wife .  a low rumble of chuckle erupts from his brims as he looks at seth ❝  i knew what sage was into . I didn’t care because she would always reassure me that her so called - family would always have her back . I wish she would known how off she was about that . ❞ his worth’s are laced with the most dangerous venom of it all , he doesn’t care about seth individually and part of him knows that sage wouldn’t want this but he pushed it to the back of his mind ❝  you keep thinking that you are the smartest man in the room , carter . once white trash , always white trash . ❞ 

[klausmikaelsongifs]

Endless Klaus Gifs [11/?]

[aimesllyaa]

𝐑𝐄𝐆𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐆     :       𝐓𝐎𝐔𝐑𝐀𝐍    ,      𝐘𝐀𝐒𝐌𝐈𝐍.

yasmine knew better than to hope, be other than she’d been for a decade. sage was her cousin and she still mourns for her. there’s still the taste of bile in her throat whenever she thinks about what happened to her cousin. “it’s more complicated than that, aiden.” he didn’t know her life and how it was impossible to walk away. there was one way out of being a siren and that was on the back of a member’s bike. “they took her from me too!” she turns back with clenched fist. he might not see the pain that she felt after losing her cousin, but it’s there. its a risk. one that she knew about when she chose to walk the path she did, and one that sage knew. her eyes narrow, rising from her chair. “i didn’t come here to attack you, much less to be attacked. I should go.”

❝ what’s more complicated , that your rather stay in the place where she was killed , the people who couldn’t have cared less about her . it’s not complicated , they just got you . are you hooked on something ? what is it , crank , coke, heroin ? ❞ he asked with his head tilted to the side observing her . once she says that they took sage from her too , his hand slams against the desk one more ❝ then act like it ! ❞ he tells her , grassy hues scanning her features ❝ go ahead yasmin, run away from your problems that’s what you do best . ❞

[aimesllyaa]

𝐑𝐄𝐆𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐆    :       𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑     ,     𝐒𝐄𝐓𝐇  .

“No one gives an actual fuck about your last name, ain’t the way that shit works around here,” he tells Aiden. Seth hadn’t cared about it when he married Sage. He hadn’t cared about it when the man went into law enforcement and he sure didn’t care about it now. With a lawyer brother behind him, a surgeon for his other brother, and plenty of Club members that would have his back— Seth’s got plenty of family, yet doesn’t go around wondering why people don’t give a fuck about the ‘Carter’ last name. “Seems like you ain’t no better than all the fuckers you threaten ‘round here, if you don’t think the fuckin’ rules apply to you,” Seth says, sliding his hands in his pockets with a casual shrug. Aiden’s never scared Seth and he’s certainly not going to start now. Seth’s served enough time to not even be afraid of prison anymore and that’s about the worst the man was going to do to him. “You mean you have two blondies and some money behind you? Must make your dick feel fuckin’ huge. — Think you forget that Sage had plenty of family with the Club. Means I got it too. All over the fuckin’ place. So how about you show some fuckin’ respect when you’re in my fuckin’ bar.”

seeing his reaction causes a smirk on his brims ❝ I would beg to differ mister carter . ❞ he muses towards the male in front of him , they’re faces were now inches from each other ❝ I don’t need to threaten anyone . if you feel like you’re being threaten , that’s on you . maybe once you stop doing shady shit and be a decent person people will stop assuming shit . ❞ he tells him , stepping away from his laughing . hearing the mention of stassie and amata causes a chuckle to escape from his lips ❝ I mean I think amata and Stassie have bigger dicks than you and me —— they certainly are afraid of anyone . ❞ the mention of sage causes his lips to flatline ❝ family ? that’s funny . the same family that allowed her to be massacred and didn’t look for any retaliation , oh that’s very funny . ❞ he tells him and crosses his arms ❝ I’m sure I’ll see you behind bars again pretty soon , be careful about your pillow talk . it becomes very public when the sirens have the ear of the police department . ❞

[aimesllyaa]

𝐑𝐄𝐆𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐆      :       𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐄𝐋     ,      𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐎𝐋   .

“Right? I think the options are usually ‘come quietly’ or ‘someone with a gun and a badge shows up and makes a scene at my job.’ Easy choice,” she says flatly, pointedly crossing one leg over the other. Marisol’s eyes narrow as he beings to explain his reason for summoning her. Help? The concept was laughable. Even without her upbringing that bred at very specific distrust of law-enforcement, she’d had enough of her own experiences with absolutely useless cops whose idea of help was sorry, there’s nothing we can do. “I’m sorry,” she says, tilting her head to the side with the hint of a smirk on her lips. “I don’t really know what you think I need help with. Care to elaborate?”

❝ maybe you’re used to things being done a certain way but not anymore , you have done nothing wrong , why would we or any of the officers make a scene ? ❞ he inquired with a cock of his brow as he looks at the brunette before him , he knows that she won’t give him everything that needs but patience is virtue ❝ just that if there is anything that you’ve seen that is dangerous or anything that we should know, you just go ahead and let me know , that it’s all . ❞ he sits before her , his hands in front of him ❝ it’s simple , just your collaboration , that’s it . ❞

[aimesllyaa]

𝐑𝐄𝐆𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐆     :       𝐀𝐄𝐑𝐎𝐍    ,      𝐑𝐘𝐃𝐄𝐑.

Back as lieutenant. Okay, then it’s a very good thing that Ryder had no sign of club on him right now. He wasn’t about to be trapped in a car and then a restaurant with someone that high up. “Oh, yeah I heard she’s the city attorney now.” He had heard of Amata in passing, met her a few times before she left and he subsequently shipped off to Alabama for a year. “Yeah, I do.” He hummed. He had no idea how someone could get so close to their biological family, but Ryder also had to remember that his was a piece of shit. “I didn’t hear about the accident though,” Ryder said, feigning being just another citizen, who wouldn’t have that kind of information. Though, he also hadn’t heard, so was it really a lie? “Is she okay?”

❝ yeah , she’s doing good for herself . apart from the little accident she had . ❞ he says with a shrug of his shoulder , putting a halt to the car . he turns the button off , letting the engine die down and he gets off the car , shutting the door . ❝ I miss the burgers here , greasy and cheesy , doesn’t beat them at all. ❞ he muses towards him with a small smile as they enter the diner and sit down at the booth ❝ yeah , she got pretty startled . I’m thinking that I’ll dig into it , figure out what’s up with the license plate number that she took the picture of . ❞ his eyes scan the menu as he sees the waitress ❝ oh lucy, it’s always good to see you . can I have a cheeseburger with curly fries and a coke . ❞ turning to ryder ❝ how about you ? ❞

[aimesllyaa]

𝐑𝐄𝐆𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐆      :         𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐄    ,     𝐑𝐎𝐖𝐀𝐍.

“We managed to get wrangled into chickens too,” she laughs a little with a shake of her head, “Cows are a little out of my area of expertise, though.” And honestly, as much as she kind of loves the idea of living on an actual farm with all kinds of livestock, she knows that at at the end of the day it’s actually very out of her wheelhouse. “Right. Thanks, I’ll keep that in mind. Thank you – and the same for you, of course.” She has no idea if he wants to talk about Sage or not, or if he wants to talk to her about the wife he has lost considering her affiliation with the club – but still, she puts the offer out there regardless. However she shifts a little at his next comment, brows furrowing momentarily. He’d said it like it was a joke but she has to ask, all things considered. “Is that something you’ve thought about?” She makes a little note on his chart. 

❝ I can definitely handle the chickens but the cows are a little harder , very friendly creatures trough . ❞ he tells her remembering this morning when he walked out , the cows somehow recognizing who he was . it made him smile , happy that someone was glad to see him . he nods his head at her response and then once the touch subject reaches around again he furrows his brows ❝ rowan , I own multiple guns. ❞ he tells her as he takes a deep breath . ❝ it’s hard , at the beginning it was harder , you know we thought about having kids and about raising them with the club , I even thought about asking sandro to start a business together . just so I was about of the police department and then she died and everything changed and I hated everyone that had an association with them , I even hated you because you couldn’t save her and then I realized she wouldn’t have wanted that , she wouldn’t have wanted me to hate izzy , you , wyatt ..... you were family and you still have your family but I don’t have her , she was my whole world , she made me better and now she’s gone and I feel like ... I feel like there isn’t anyone who will see the good she saw . so no , rowan. I’m not suicidal , I’m pissed . ❞