fuck this place

but i can't quit it

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Meet Hank, the love of my life!

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It’s been a while. How are you all?! I’ve missed the fuckery!

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I got my medical card to numb the pain of existing. It helps…

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Making memories. We had an absolute blast today.

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Keegan and I had some fun today.

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Things I’ve said to the ferrets tonight:

1. Oh, so we’re in a fuck around and find out?!

2. Ok, you’re just going to sit there with your bhole on my toe? Cool.

3. Why are you making eye contact with me while you’re taking a shit? On my rug. Ffs!

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4. Eat shit. Smug bastard.

5. Don’t bit me, hoe!

6. We’re going to fist fight.

7. What are you hissing?

8. What’s in your mouth?

9. Where did you hide now!?

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Things I’ve said to the ferrets tonight:

1. Oh, so we’re in a fuck around and find out?!

2. Ok, you’re just going to sit there with your bhole on my toe? Cool.

3. Why are you making eye contact with me while you’re taking a shit? On my rug. Ffs!

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I have now lived through every holiday or significant date in my life without my mom. I don’t know whether I should be proud of myself or feel sorry for myself that I had to. We’re coming up on a year since she left us. It feels like an eternity and yesterday all at once. I miss her every day. I’ll love her, always.

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My mom’s death certificate is coming in the mail today. I’ve purposely waited this long to order one because I wasn’t ready. I’m still not. We’re approaching one year and I can’t believe it’s been that long. It feels like yesterday and an eternity all at once. I still see the last image I had of her every night before I go to sleep. Some days are better than others. I try to find happiness and joy in everything I do. Sometimes the sadness is too much to bare.

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I did a thing.

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I love ya!

I love you back!

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Happy happies 🎈❤️

Thank you, my West!

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HAP BURF <3 :)

Thank you so very much!

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welp, i made another trip around the sun.

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I mean yeah I carry a sadness that exhausts my will to live like a leach on my heart but I’m basically fine