hazel

enfp | joshler enthusiast |-/

[aiohyo]

the time clancy was alone in dema is the same amount of time josh dun lived in LA away from tyler joseph

[aiohyo]

[aiohyo]

chapter 4 of Clancy Bourbaki, I’ll always love you is out now!! please go read, kudos and bookmarks are appreciated <3

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

[aiohyo]

i dont know..,,,.,…,. so much to learn so much thoughts so many theories.,.,. the bible is crazy!!!!! and i love hearing everyones points of views,,.,. the world is so magical

i think about. god a lot and as much as i post i dont believe that bitch was real!!! i wait for the day i will be striked dow for not believing but fuh that hoe!

[aiohyo]

christ is cruel but you’re so crueler

[aiohyo]

chapter 2 of clancy, i’ll always love you is out now! 🕊️

https://archiveofourown.org/works/81807836/chapters/218419906#workskin

[aiohyo]

first chapter of my fanfiction! (Clancy, I’ll Always Love You) out now!! <3

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

[fruitysalamander1398]

look what i did!!

(deer hunter x waco, texas by ethel cain)

[carolsturka]

it has never been this serious again

[buriedintheyard]

can you read my mind? i've been watching you

[aiohyo]

i like to think of religion and catholicism in a really sick and twisted way that would probably get me sent to hell if i was a genuine believer,,,, love the fear mongering that surrounds god,, love the idea that god is always silently watching a judging you as a person,, love the idea that he is always there watching over you,, and the idea that you can never truly pray away your sins,, wow

[aiohyo]

i dont — i dont even like my talking voice

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i like josh’s — i like everything about josh.. he’s kinda like the reason why you know we’re still doing this thing.

[anniearchive]

[piouscoffeelover]

trees by twenty one pilots is a song knowing that God exists and knowing He is watching over you and with you but wanting wanting wanting. you can feel Him, you can feel His breath, you can see His fingerprints in all of creation but you feel you can never know, see, or experience Him fully. you know He is there and you want to greet Him, you want to know Him personally—and more than just from the Holy Spirit.

you want to be freed from this forest, these trees that are obscuring you from witnessing Him in His fullness. you want to say hello. you want to be held by Him and feel the scars in His wrists. you want to fall to your knees in front of Him and sob and scream and repent and apologize.

but no, you’re silent and you’re in the middle of nowhere. and maybe the middle of nowhere is right where He wants you and maybe you hate that and maybe you can feel your death—how you must die to yourself and die to your sin and maybe you feel His death and how His death was supposed to be yours

and you feel Him.

God, you feel Him there but you want to HEAR HIM. you want to know Him. to know Him the way you know the echo of your own voice back to you when you call out to Him

trees by twenty one pilots is hoping that maybe, just maybe, if you yell enough the voice you hear echo back won’t be your own

[aiohyo]

jesus can always reject his father

[aiohyo]

[herylonboard]