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never can i remember a time where he showed love to me yet alone say the words

or a time where he embraced me in his arms to say hes proud of me

a time our eyes met and he smile at me as i long to see that dimple of his

i dont blame him for the lack of affection

at the end i turned out like his clone

and i may be complaining but I'm the most thankful, when he came home exhausted and still check on us when im pretending to sleep

when he made sure i ate well and got mad for losing weight as i struggled with highschool.

no one can get on my nerves like he does,

but in the end when his hair turns grey

" i promise to take care of you like you did even tho the world has been so hard on your feet. "

So what I'm really trying to say here is even tho he has all these flaws and all these things i wish he was, if i had my choice of fathers id still choose him.

a whole universe in her mind,

the shittiest place to be trapped in

endless chatters with her inner self

and mentally drained everytime she's left alone

a high pitch noise when she's drowning

yet a part of her likes the stabbed feeling

but a part of her just wants it to stop

Well that's what we do

We fight, you tell me when I'm being a arrogant son of a bitch and I tell you when you're being a pain in the ass, which you are 99% of the time

I'm not afraid to hurt your feeling, you have like a 2 second rebound rate and you're back doing the next pain in the ass thing

So it's not gona be easy we're gona have to work this everyday.

- Nicholas Sparks

~ The notebook ~

The whole world can agree

on something you considered

but theres always gona be that one person

who is against it

ALWAYS

Coz you'll always be the villian in someone's story

Theyl always find a way to spit fire

and you just have to dodge them

It might hit a few spots and burn so much

You just have to stich your lips

and it might bleed and hurt so much

But its for the best

and itl leave a scar

but some scars arent forever

Praying you stay around for a long time.

despite having to walk through scattered colors,

but we shall blend them together.

Venting bout my flaws

but you tuck my insecurities to sleep

and together we shall kiss her goodnight.

Hoping our kids to look at us

and desire what we have

and we shall walk through our days,

embracing every second

Afraid of change,

sketching false images in my head

and we shall laugh about it later on,

while we dance on the roof top under the stars

and i shall sing to you "we made it"

-To him

I Wana hide the truth

I Wana shelter you

But with the beast inside

There's nowhere we can hide

No matter what we breed

We still are made of greed

This is my kingdom come

When you feel my heat

Look into my eyes

It's where my demons hide

~imagine dragons~

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One does not know anything, what little we know we know together. citiesandsketches

Through hard times he taught me to dance in the rain waiting for our rainbow to return once again

ritikajyala

There'll be a moment when you realise you're 27 when yesterday you were just 17; and you wouldn't be able to tell how a decade passed away and your life got divided into before and afters. The fury of youth will subdue and nothing will really change but everything will feel different when you look at old photographs and blurry videos taken on cheap mobile phones. Scents will remind you of childhood and certain friends you don't talk to anymore, hangouts will become reunions and mom's burnt pie will become the best food you ever had. And I know on some days you won't be able to show anything of those 10 years but I hope you remember to breathe, and let go of the knot in your chest. I hope you go out in the sun and live a little, because tomorrow is 37.

Edit- I added the visualizer for this piece on my YT, check it out here

-Ritika Jyala, excerpt from The Flesh I Burned

It was a improbable romance.

He was a country boy.

She was from the city.

She had the world at her feet, while he didnt have two dimes to rub together.

~THE NOTEBOOK~