Aislynn's Almost Poetry

someday i’ll write real poetry

[aislynnmm-blog]

Rape is about violence, not sex. If a person hits you with a shovel you wouldn’t call it gardening.

[nickjosephphoto]

[st-pam]

[aislynnalmostpoetry]

I let him become sm more then just a boy he became the escape from what was making me depressed.

- but he didn’t understand the power he had

[solasan-blog]

Oh fuck, the SAD has hit again. The past two weeks have been very gloomy and rainy and it has affected my mood and energy levels. I haven’t been to school for two weeks. Now it’s sunshine and gorgeous weather outside and I feel fresh and awesome and ready to do anything, but my mom still doesn’t think that my bad days are anything else but laziness.

[plasticperspective]

I pretty much wither and die when there’s no sunlight.

Conclusion: I am a plant.

[guy]

if you ever suddenly see a huge wave of posts from me on your dash it’s because i’m supposed to be studying

[aislynnalmostpoetry]

Maybe they just can’t handle how extraordinary you are

[aislynnalmostpoetry]

Why do I drink so much water?

Because I need to replenish my tears somehow.

[fastingflower]

How I can tell it’s getting bad again:

-it’s harder to take off my make up at night

-it’s hard to look people in the eyes

-I’m hanging out with the people I love but sometimes I don’t feel all the way there, sometimes I don’t feel there at all

-why is it so hard for me to text people back

-it’s hard to leave my house

-it’s hard to take a shower

-I don’t feel like myself, I’m trying to remember myself, I’m acting

-I’m awake at night for hours staring at the wall

-at night I can’t breathe, I feel too much at once, and then

-I stare at the wall for hours, and

-I feel nothing

[aislynnalmostpoetry]

I honestly resent you a little bit. You never understand how much I hate high school. I’m so sad so many nights but you never notice. I really needed you to be there for me but it was too late, you were too tired.

- for my mum

[aislynnalmostpoetry]

It’s weird

For my entire life my dad have travelled for work. But the older I get and the more he travels and the less I miss him. Now I’m just sorta used to it. He’s in Europe for a week, then he’s home two weeks, next week he’ll be in Minnesota.

My brothers don’t live at home and haven’t for awhile so really it’s just me and Mum.

This is why I’m so attached to her, she’s the only constant person in my life. I relying on her for everything. She works a lot but I always know she’ll come home that tonight.

That’s why I cry when I haven’t seen her in 12 hours, because my mom is my everything.

[aislynnalmostpoetry]

You said it like it’s common knowledge

Maybe common knowledge ain’t so common

-when you called us just friends

[woodlandvixen]

I’m the girl that friend-zones the guys who want me, and fall hopelessly in love with the men who don’t want me at all.

just the truth (via weseeincolours)

[aislynnalmostpoetry]

I forgot you haven’t answered me

But then you feel like it’d been long enough

And now I have to wait at least 30 minuets

Because I pretend like I don’t care as much as I do

Because you only care a fraction of what I care

[aislynnalmostpoetry]

You stoping saying goodnight I stopped sleeping

- when u stopped caring

[aislynnalmostpoetry]

when you don’t answer I just text other boys

theses boys have brackets next to there names

to remind me

how I know them

when I kisssd them

and why I still answer them

these boys almost fill the void you left in my heart