hu:MAN

stay woke

[deeplifequotes]

The right love will strengthen you, scare you, and give you the courage to share what your heart has survived.

Unknown (via deeplifequotes)

[seedling]

it is actually really sweet when someone stays up late to talk to you

[yokhakidfiasco-deactivated20210]

Financial security is when you forget it’s payday.

[aisyahawan]

I’ll be aye okay

till today, I still vividly remember the day you called me crying, how vulnerable you were with me and at that moment, I knew I had to do anything and everything to be by your side, to tell you things will be alright. 

you don’t know what I went through to get to you, you knew a part of it but what you don’t know is how emotionally taxing it was for me.

you see, I care too much and too deeply. I’m a person who can't stop caring even though you wrong me. Wait, have I mentioned I care way too much? I went through criticism by my loved ones to get to you because I thought you needed my support. Well, I hope you did and I hope I did a good job.

but now things have changed, and I only wish for a hint of ‘I still care’ but what I only sense is ‘get out from my life, I don’t need you’ and it hurts. Never once I thought things would be this way, I have always thought you were a bigger person. Well maybe you are and I just don’t see it.

but whatever it is, and no matter what, I will still keep you and your family in my prayer. I don’t need the same, I will always end my prayers with myself. 

I am doing much better as I have come to accept that the decision I made was the best for me and I will always have god to guide me. 

[aisyahawan]

take this time off and work on yourself, while I work on myself.

grow to be more developed and mature individuals with unique goals and have limitless drive.

hope we’ll find someone who would be our biggest fan and cheerleader, our personal hype person.

maybe then settle, with your best friend, build an amazing life and thank god for it.

I hope and wish only the best for you for you were something so lovely I would only pray the best for you.

[aisyahawan]

the japanese house speaking deep to my soul 

[theearlofgrey]

The Darjeeling Limited Minimal Movie Poster

[mercury]

[theearlofgrey]

The Shining Minimal Movie Poster 

[aisyahawan]

s  t  r  &

it hurts a little when people compliment my full head of curly hair .

“i love your hair” “aw i wished i had your hair!” “is your hair naturally curly?”

i respond and give a smile and when they turn away, i shrug as little do they know

this full head of has gone through loads

especially in stressful times, where i would unconsciously start plucking out

s t r a n d

b y

s  t  r  a  n  d

like each strand represented the stress which burdened me, being plucked off its roots, now free.

i suffer from trichotillomania, where i feel compelled to pull my hair out

its pleasurable to me, it reliefs me

i still do it till today. i'm more educated about it however, in times like now, i still catch myself reaching for my hair and

somedays i am stronger than my urges

but also, somedays i am weak and i cave in.

[yourbigsisnissi]

I think people would make much better decisions when it comes to dating if they stopped focusing on things like weddings and babies and instead focused on things like funerals and disappointment. What I mean is when I think about who I want to marry, I can’t just stop at who I want to meet at the altar. Because when you’re thinking about the person you want to spend your natural life with, that means the person who will be by your side when life is hard. When your parents die. When you lose your job. When your child is hurt. When bill can’t get paid. And when all of those painful moments come, you have to think “is this the person i want by my side? Is this the person who will be generous and giving when I’m in need? Is this the person who will find the words to soothe my aching heart? Is this the person that when I look across the room through tearful eyes, I want to, need to see their face?”

What I’m saying is when you’re thinking till death do us part, you really have to listen to the whole vow. The commitment is more than just walking down the isle. Its who you want to walk through life with.

[a-joyfuljourney]

[purplebuddhaproject]

https://www.instagram.com/purple_buddha_project/

[love24hours]

[moody-poet-deactivated20180227]

We should meet in another life, we should meet in air, me and you.

Sylvia Plath

I exist in two places, here and where you are.

Margaret Atwood

Souls cross ages like clouds cross skies.

David Mitchell

I’m kissing you now—across the gap of a thousand years.

Marina Tsvetaeva

Come back! Even as a shadow, even as a dream.

Euripides (tr. Anne Carson)

[yourbigsisnissi]

I think people would make much better decisions when it comes to dating if they stopped focusing on things like weddings and babies and instead focused on things like funerals and disappointment. What I mean is when I think about who I want to marry, I can’t just stop at who I want to meet at the altar. Because when you’re thinking about the person you want to spend your natural life with, that means the person who will be by your side when life is hard. When your parents die. When you lose your job. When your child is hurt. When bill can’t get paid. And when all of those painful moments come, you have to think “is this the person i want by my side? Is this the person who will be generous and giving when I’m in need? Is this the person who will find the words to soothe my aching heart? Is this the person that when I look across the room through tearful eyes, I want to, need to see their face?”

What I’m saying is when you’re thinking till death do us part, you really have to listen to the whole vow. The commitment is more than just walking down the isle. Its who you want to walk through life with.

[a-joyfuljourney]