Shit, Cydele, I love you too.
The second he said those words, it was as if everyone else on that field faded away. There had been no other person alive who made Cydele feel so completely, make her feel like all of the soulmates mumbo-jumbo actually had some sort of crazy merit to it. She remembered on their first date how she had referenced twenty-two year old Cydele, who had arrived at Acadia with one focus and one focus at all — to be the best dhampir she could be. She would have laughed in her face before running back to the training facilities. The woman wished she could go back and tell that same version of herself how much more there was to life than that. How she’d meet someone that makes her entire universe better by simply existing within it.
“Really?” Cydele eventually responded with a gentle grin. Feeling his forehead against hers, having him so close had been something that had happened what felt like a million times before, but this time felt a bit different. At first his words left her speechless, but eventually she was able to speak once more. “O-Of course I said yes..” The smile that came letting the world know how happy she was. Happy the man she loved, hell, her entire world was safe. Happy that they’d be able to keep building the life they wanted for themselves. “I was so scared of allowing myself to open my heart up.. but you just walked right in and took it. I wouldn’t have it any other way.”
Tonight had been something that had begun so perfectly, but had turned into something so dark and twisted that it was the only way the town would remember it. She had almost lost him, lost the one person in the world that made her feel alive. The woman had lost sight of her ward, as many dhampirs and dragons seemed to have done. It hadn’t quite yet hit that both of them were safe and both of them would make it out of this.
We’re not going to loose each other, okay?
Not if Cydele was around. She wasn’t exactly one to back down easily. “I’ll make damn sure of that..” She murmured, giving one of his hands a gentle squeeze.
“Am I now?” Cydele raised an eyebrow at the mention of teaching him to punch. Maybe it would be beneficial to give him some kind of combat training. It would put her mind at ease, even if it was only slightly. It didn’t take long for them to reach the door, the three little words causing her to turn and face him again. “I love you too..” The dhampir wrapped her arms around his waist for a moment before resting her head against his chest. “I don’t want to remember a time when I hadn’t. Never again. I just couldn’t live with myself if.. God forbid..” Her eyes filled with tears again. “….I-I had lost you and you didn’t know.”
AJ wished he could create a perfect oasis for he and Cydele to escape to. Well, he could, he was an illusions magician, but he knew it was nothing more than a projection, than a facade. But as he held her close as they walked slowly down the path back to their apartment, he felt himself wishing he could do more - more to make sure they were safe forever.
When they reached his apartment, AJ opened to door wide, his body braced for another fight. This dreaded anticipation would take a while to disappear. For some time, he’d find himself tensing as he turned corners, find himself looking towards the perimeter more often. Perhaps it was a good thing, being cautious. But the apartment looked as it normally did, a little messy from papers scattered across the dining table, some dirty clothes piling up in the corner, and the couch covered with mismatched pillows. AJ led Cydele to the couch, and sat down next to her with a groan, his body sore and grateful to be sinking into the cushions.
“Let’s never move again,” he sighed, his fingers lacing through Cydele’s and gently pulling her closer to him. “I propose we never leave this couch. We can teach our lessons via Zoom, that’s what all the humans do, right?” The events from the day seemed to float away when he was safe on the couch, with Cydele. AJ was surprised by how comfortable he felt with her confession earlier, with his response back. Maybe because of how natural it felt? He loved her, and he hated that it had taken a dreadful attack to say it, but that was how the world worked. “So...” he paused, a small smile on his face. “We love each other, glad that’s out there now. And we’re home safe. What was next on our list, then? Movies until we fall asleep?” He pushed the remote and snuggled closer to her, taking comfort in the softness of her skin and the brush of her hair against his shoulder. “You choose.”