ID: 126125
Date: Sunday, December 6, 2020
Course code: MASS2113/20
TED Talks 5 title: Feeling Guilty for a Crime She Didn't Commit
Sue Klebold shared her story on TED Talk as the mother of a murderer and a suicide at the same time. On April 20, 1999. Dylan and his friend Eric killed 12 students and a teacher and wounded more than 20 in Columbine school. By shooting them with a weapon. After completing their crime, they committed suicide.
Some may think that it is a crime that is limited to killing people only, but that it has broader dimensions. The psychological damage of those who were in school or who took part in rescue or cleanup efforts cannot be measured. It will take years for them to get over that, or maybe they won't.
After the tragedy, Klebold faced extreme challenges in returning to her normal life and dealing with people as a mother of someone who killed and hurt. The first challenge is when she is between people, she doesn't know if someone there has experienced a loss because of what her son did. So she feels that she needs to apologize to everyone around her.
The second challenge she has is that she must ask for understanding and even compassion when she talks about her son's death as a suicide. At the same time, she is not trying to downplay the viciousness he showed at the end of his life. The third challenge she faced when she talks about the incident, that she is trying to amendment the misunderstanding around mental illness.
Klebold did not know the reason that prompted Dylan to do this, but it may be because of the ongoing depression that pushed him to suicide. Because when someone is in an extremely suicidal state, he is in stage four medical health emergency. His thinking is impaired, and he has lost access to tools of self-governance. Even though he can make a plan and act with logic, his sense of truth is distorted by a filter of pain through which he interprets his reality.
Sarah suffers from psychological problems since the accident until today. She said: "I know that I will live with this tragedy, with these multiple tragedies, for the rest of my life. I know that in the minds of many, what I lost can't compare to what the other families lost. I know my struggle doesn't make theirs any easier. I know there are even some who think I don't have the right to any pain but only to a life of permanent penance."
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