Alaina Fisher

Talk of the weather will do

[kosmogrl]

[kosmogrl]

[kosmogrl]

[besieging]

[kosmogrl]

[heavenpureheart]

[artfest]

Artist: KatieDaisy_artist on instagram!

[loveridden1999]

fuck it i will figure it out somehow

[alainaefisher]

If only

[alainaefisher]

As much as I was in love and attached as magnetic as it felt

Honestly you never did love me how I wanted to me loved

I was always hungry for more

I thought if I kept loving you that you would finally give in and start giving me what I wanted from you

I wanted you to tell me you wanted to stay on the phone longer before they cut off

I was always begging for another call

I wanted you to get out at the airport and squeeze me and tell me “don’t go, I’ll miss you too much”

And then watch me walk in with sad eyes

You would just sit in the car and drive off after I got my stuff

I wanted you to hold my hand

Fight with me instead of the cold shoulder even if it meant screaming and hitting

You never wanted to do any of that because you weren’t in love with me

You just felt like you owed me

[alainaefisher]

I wish I wish I wish

To hear your voice

In love with mine

Only one more time

Your laugh your anger your sorry’s your breath

Oh how I want to hear it once more

Laying in my car

The sun shining on my skin, light sweat but the sun feels nice

And I’m layed back in the front seat

Running my fingers on my arms thighs stomach

Listening to you in my ear, on my phone, talking sweet to me

I know another fight is coming

But I’m enjoying the you that likes me today

These conversations are my favorite

The ones where I know you want to be on the phone with me

I’m screaming inside for that conversation where we’re still speaking in future tense about all we will be

All we will do

All we will have

Please give me an ignorant day in the sun

On the phone

Ignorantly in love

I miss you

I love you

I feel you

I crave you

4/7

[eymurn]

Oh! The intimacy of adopting each other’s vocabulary.

[ruhaniya]

being obsessed with your partner is so necessary for a healthy relationship. i can’t believe ya’ll made that corny. ego is insane.

[alainaefisher]

I look in the mirror and my smile feels as genuine as it looks

Please sweet angel

Stop letting that man tear you to shreds

Pick yourself up and leave

Cut all ties

Let someone else be the one to get to his inner core

Even though you see the sweetness, the pure little boy behind his eyes, he will use your love for him to satisfy the rotten parts of him that he is not ready to shed

Instead of covering his stains with the beautiful unique rug of you, he will use the softness and durability of you to clean the stain instead

Instead of being the finishing touch, you will be apart of the clean up crew

You have to accept your role that you have been given

Stepping stone, not destination

The more you fight it, the more you lose of yourself

Run, as far away as as possible

Change your name, address, phone number, email address, birth day

Catch up on sleep, change your hair, throw away anything that brings the thought of him on, watch your favorite comfort movie’s, buy a new candle, read a good book

Then find a mirror and smile at yourself

You’re safe

[thememedaddy]

[thememedaddy]

[wastedjackpot]