What is this?
I'm scared.
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@alan-bancoff
What is this?
I'm scared.
Why no, I do not have paint all over myself because my canvas fell over, no.
I also didn't push you, by the way, Papa, that was all you, and the air.
Careful babe. -he worries- Slowly.
I know, I know. -he takes a moment, keeping his head down, trying hard to keep it down-Â
-he worries and softly rubs his back trying to reassure him not wanting to make it worse-
-his frown deeps- What about water? What if I went to go get you some more meds? What if I take you back to the doctors? What can I do?
Water I can do. - he reaches for it and chugs a bit- I - I don’t want meds, I don’t want to go to the doctor. We both…
No, I want to. I want to eat…I just…I’m scared.
It’ll be okay…You don’t have to be scared, if you throw up that’s fine, we’ll find a way. A harmless way and an anti hospital way. It’ll be okay. -he nods-
-he nods, taking a moment before he takes a few bites of the sandwich-
Careful babe. -he worries- Slowly.
-his frown deeps- What about water? What if I went to go get you some more meds? What if I take you back to the doctors? What can I do?
Water I can do. - he reaches for it and chugs a bit- I - I don’t want meds, I don’t want to go to the doctor. We both…
No, I want to. I want to eat…I just…I’m scared.
It'll be okay...You don't have to be scared, if you throw up that's fine, we'll find a way. A harmless way and an anti hospital way. It'll be okay. -he nods-
-his frown deeps- What about water? What if I went to go get you some more meds? What if I take you back to the doctors? What can I do?
Water I can do. - he reaches for it and chugs a bit- I - I don’t want meds, I don’t want to go to the doctor. We both hate hospitals, I don’t want to do that. -he pauses- I’ll try it. Maybe I can.Â
-he nods, playing with his own fingers, nervously- But..like if you need it.. I mean, I'd go, but like...I don't want it to be worse for you, Tristan. If you feel like you can...do it. But don't like, force yourself to because of me.
Then lets go clubbing my friend. I’ll teach you all the moves, all the moves!!
All of them?!
-with all seriousness- All of them.
Hmmmm…but dancing. Dancin is cool, and hella fly.
Dancing is very cool.
Then lets go clubbing my friend. I'll teach you all the moves, all the moves!!
Shhhh… -he holds his face in his hands, and kisses each eyelid, before moving off of his lap- Lay down, I’ll be back, yeah?
-he stands slowly so as to avoid a head-rush, but is unsuccessful, stumbling, catching his head in his hand, he sits down on the…
-he sits up next to him, elbows on his knees, head in his hands, he stares at the food in front of him- I can’t — I can’t eat it…I’ll just throw it up…I’ve tried…
-his frown deeps- What about water? What if I went to go get you some more meds? What if I take you back to the doctors? What can I do?
Clubbing is all I do. Golf right?
Uh, no, babe. But we can play golf if you like.
Hmmmm...but dancing. Dancin is cool, and hella fly.
Shhhh… -he holds his face in his hands, and kisses each eyelid, before moving off of his lap- Lay down, I’ll be back, yeah?
-he stands slowly so as to avoid a head-rush, but is unsuccessful, stumbling, catching his head in his hand, he sits down on the bed, flopping onto his back- Â
-he leaves and searches the kitchen for food, seeing what he can do with whats in the fridge, and makes a sandwich, and gets water, he clumsily makes his way back to Tristan, managing not to wreck it all- Here...you go, papa. -he places the food down, sitting down next to him-
Tristan! It’s been like months! Why didn’t you tell me? You know I don’t care about the cost, I care about you….And I really don’t wanna see you in the hospital again. -he wraps his arms loosely around his neck- Close your eyes. -he speaks softly-
-he closes his eyes, holding him close- …I’m sorry.Â
Shhhh... -he holds his face in his hands, and kisses each eyelid, before moving off of his lap- Lay down, I'll be back, yeah?
Can I go clubbing with someone?Â
Clubbing is all I do. Golf right?
Papa…You said you’d try, you said you’d talk to me. Papa…I want for you to be healthy. I can’t have you passing out on me during our eccentric adventures, yeah? -he nuzzles his cheek with his nose- I’m going to get you food. Lay down or something. Where’s your meds?
…I ran out in March… -he puts a hand around his neck, kissing his cheek lightly, like he’s scared- I’m so sorry, babe.Â
Tristan! It's been like months! Why didn't you tell me? You know I don't care about the cost, I care about you....And I really don't wanna see you in the hospital again. -he wraps his arms loosely around his neck- Close your eyes. -he speaks softly-
But you’re in pain, of course I’d be worried, Papa. You need to be careful. -he frowns- Have you been sleeping?…Eating?
-he takes a moment, shutting his eyes, he squeezes hand. finally he shakes his head no-
Papa...You said you'd try, you said you'd talk to me. Papa...I want for you to be healthy. I can't have you passing out on me during our eccentric adventures, yeah? -he nuzzles his cheek with his nose- I'm going to get you food. Lay down or something. Where's your meds?
-he smiles and kisses him, but his vision starts to spot out and he pulls back, putting his hand to the bridge of his nose, wincing slightly-
-his eyebrows furrow- Papa…-he drops his nerf gun, placing his hands to frame his face, worriedly looking at him- Papa, no.
-he shakes his head, putting one hand on Alan’s, trying to look up at him through the spots- Don’t worry, babe. It’s just a migraine.
But you're in pain, of course I'd be worried, Papa. You need to be careful. -he frowns- Have you been sleeping?…Eating?
-he smiles and kisses him, but his vision starts to spot out and he pulls back, putting his hand to the bridge of his nose, wincing slightly-
-his eyebrows furrow- Papa…-he drops his nerf gun, placing his hands to frame his face, worriedly looking at him- Papa, no.