Reflecting night
It’s been 7 months in New York. A lot has happened, I’ve made a completely new friend group. I’ve went through a toxic relationship. I’m not working in a different office on a brand new team. Tried a bunch of new restaurants. Discovered old/new hobbies. Traveled back home a couple of times. Been on a bunch of dates. It’s been a worldwind of a year so far.
I hope the rest of the year will be just as fulfilling at the last 7 months. Even with all the ups and downs, I was really maximizing my experience here as much as I can.
A lot of thoughts are swirling through my head, I feel a little anxious and stressed. I’m probably just exhausted from the weekend and I’m finally able to sit down and reflect. I’m also so tired from this date that I hope went well…My insecurities are surfacing back up and I don’t know how to cal myself down from it. I know whatever happens happens, but I can’t help but think I’m not good enough or it’s just another cycle of finding the next person, going through the same dates.









