"No need. I just wanted an excuse to give you a drink." His shoulders lifted into a nonchalant shrug, barely registering as if he had any care whether she'd accepted or not, but he was, without a doubt trying to play a game in which he would most likely get eaten alive...Celal was a sucker for punishment, it seemed. "Caught me red-handed, ain't ya?" leaning back in his chair, relaxing into an easy, laboured grin. Alara called him out—challenged him—much like the drink. This was refreshing, a far cry from the more superficial conversations he was used to. Politics had fed into the notion that one must lie to get what they wanted out of something, and he, himself, at some point, had adopted that same approach. He used it every day in the ATF when he was doing his job. But her? He liked that about her, the way she didn’t shy away from speaking her mind. Refreshing, indeed.
"You’re right, I’m not sorry, not one bit," a grin still playing on his lips. "But I stand by what I said: my mother would fuckin' love you." Still absolutely terrifying to even think about, let alone speak about...and yet, here he was. "And you’d love her cooking. Her Turkish food? Mwah. Perfect." pointing at Alara, he gave her a knowing nod. "She’d probably have you stay for dinner and then send you home with enough food to last a week." He paused, gnawing momentarily onto his bottom lip, thinking about how often his mother had done just that with his friends, loading them up with Tupperware and plastic bags full of leftovers. How much he missed her, but thankful that he was close to Ender.
Raising his hands in mock surrender, a cheeky grin pinched at cheeks. "Look, I don't know you very well. You could be making all of this up just so you don't look like a dork that names her pets after food items. And if that's the case, you'd make a cute dork, but," hand finding his heart, trying not to laugh as he shook his head, "There's no need to lie, Alara...it's okay — " Celal, unable to contain his laughter, doubled over. "Sorry," once again, he was not. "I'm having too much fuckin' fun. Uh, nah, Rizla just...stuck. Felt no need to change it, thought it was...y'know, unique...or some shit. Ah, don't ask me, my drunk motivations are a different person entirely. We'll call him...Eric. And me? I don't want to piss Eric off, because the next time I have a drink? God knows what he'll do." eyeing Alara as he took a slow sip of his drink. He was...talking, rambling, even — god, fuck. Was he nervous?
This man was aware he was out of his fucking depth.
Adorable. The way she said it, a slap to the balls. If she was willing to take any man and crush them — Celal had a feeling she would. Lying, he was. Alara had him already figured out. In truth, Celal needed to find out who he was without a woman by his side. And Afet, and then Sera. In truth, he thought with his dick first and his head later...but there were some things he was hoping would mature as time went on. He realised quickly he'd fallen silent, licking at his lips as he shifted them into a make-shift smile. "Begs the question, doesn't it? How can one prove it in conversation — it's something that comes with time? I was only reiterating the fact of what you'd expect in my company. " a small smile, unreadable...almost.
Everything he was saying was a bunch of bollocks.
"He is, and a great one. Makes me realise..." maybe he wasn't cut out to be a father — he didn't have...whatever it was that Ender had. But even as he sat there, considering her question about being a dad someday. His mind was blank. Empty. Zilch. It wasn’t something he’d really talked about with anyone, not even his brother, even when he'd discussed it with Afet...he'd wanted to avoid it. Call it commitment issues — and yet, the man had been married for god knows how long."Uh, maybe," voice quieter, thoughtful now. "I think, well, y'know...I just...maybe. Love the title of cool uncle. I like being the one who shows up with gifts and bad jokes." He laughed, "There’s something about having your own little person, someone who looks up to you and drives you crazy at the same time. That sounds...nice. But also...scary as hell, but nice." fingers tapped idly on the rim of his glass as he spoke, his mind drifting to the idea of what that life might look like.
He'd need a wife for that — and well, he'd squandered that.
"You're so sure," that his mother would love her, "Sounds like you think you've got me all figured out. How bold." Lifting both her brows in amusement, she shakes her head. "Do you often think about if your mother would like the women you're trying to be charming with?" Still clearly amused, eyes now laced with a devilish mischief. For better or worse, his ego was something she decided was hers to toy with. "The promise of good food is appealing, and if you're looking for someone to bring home to mother, that's cute, but my advice? Keep looking, I'm not the one." Of course she knew he hadn't meant it that way, or rather, she didn't think he did. It was just too good of an opportunity to twist his words and amuse herself with them.
"Please," she scoffed a laugh, "You think I'm a dork and ashamed of it? Interesting. I am actually a dork, as you say, and I'm not ashamed. But I still didn't name that dog." Chuckling, she takes a sip from her refreshment. "Sure, blame the drunk alter-ego. Poor Eric." With a light roll of her eyes, she settled her arms on the table, watching him curiously. His silence felt loud, and she wondered what it was he was thinking about. "Uh-huh," she begins, almost absently as her brown eyes still lingered on his features. "...Luckily I'm not expecting you to prove anything," she adds, finding that her gaze remained unrelenting. She was studying him, and instead of continuing to wonder, she chose to try and satisfy her own curiosity. "Where did you go just then? In here," tapping the side of her head, she's not sure if he'd answer, or if he'd answer her truthfully.
It was always good fun to poke at the male bravado, but never let it be said that she didn't know when not to. Topics that required a level of serious thought and consideration were never going to get sarcastic reactions from her. "Nice," she chuckles at his use of the word, nodding with a look of soft levity. "Well, it doesn't get less scary as they grow, but it's always nice." Smiling now, she shrugs. "If it's meant to be, it will be. And if not, being a cool Uncle is a fabulous title all on its own."




















