Looking at me

— ❝ i might have been in love with the idea of her, i might have loved the attention. but i didn’t love her, and it seemed incredibly unfair to me to let someone love me when i didn’t feel the same way in return.❞

[alaskaomfg]

@jonahlove: @findingalaska but it hurts so muuuuuch :/

@findingalaska: @jonahlove self control, you got this!!

[justindvds]

Yes! I can’t wait to have a holiday. With christmas and snow.. lovely! Soo doing anything fun this weekend? 

[alaskaomfg]

Christmas is a pretty time of the year, isn't it? Oh, no, might just study a bit... or do some reading. Yourself?

[alaskaomfg]

@jonahlove: i don't want to crack my back bc arthritis but how else will i release the tension?? tsk tsk

@findingalaska: @jonahlove distract yourself don't do itttt

[okayseth]

Well bah fuckin’ humbug, can’t you at least try to have an enjoyable day?

[okayseth]

[alaskaomfg]

Do you know how much trouble you would be if someone saw that? Put it away, you're going to get into trouble if you hold that around.

[justindvds]

Yes, you are right. The costumes are maybe a little bit too much. But well I love christmas, so I don’t mind doing this. I wish i was just home, watching a movie or reading a book or something.

[alaskaomfg]

Yeah, they are. I'm going to have to try to get away from them. Oh, that's good, Christmas is quite a nice time of the year, isn't it? That would be ideal, wouldn't it?

[justevanw-deactivated20150102]

Oh… ehm thank you, I-i’m glad you found it. Well, i-it wouldn’t be th e-end of the w-world but uhm rather not. It’s n-not good or anything, not r-ready to be read. It- it is.

[alaskaomfg]

No? Is it personal or something? Oh, no worries, I'm Alaska, by the way.

[dystcpias]

I’ll figure it out once I get there, I guess. I just happen to think this schoolwork is bullshit. I mean, when the fuck am I going to need to know what x equals in my life? Maybe college just doesn’t appeal to me, either.

[alaskaomfg]

There isn't anything you want to do? Nothing? At all? Yeah, I suppose you're right but I think it's just more about understanding your brains capacity and ability to solve things, or whatever. Oh... I mean college isn't for everyone, I guess? Though, you should still work on the paired-projects, you never know when you'll want good grades. 

[spruiten]

Yeah? Is it that big a shock for you, or?

[alaskaomfg]

Kind of, I mean you're kind of asking for trouble, aren't you?

[justindvds]

Okay, yes i definitely would rather do something else right now, but this can’t be that bad right? We are doing something good, i guess?

[alaskaomfg]

I could be using this time to study, but whatever, do it for the Christmas spirit or something? Don't understand the need for the costume, though.

[justevanw-deactivated20150102]

Y-yeah it is… Ehm thank you. Were did you f-find it? If I ehm may ask ofcourse.

[alaskaomfg]

It was inside one of the textbooks I borrowed. Here, I guess you're lucky I didn't read it, right? Is it important to you or something?

[dystcpias]

College, where I’ll have to do even more work than this, that’s about a million times harder? Dunno about you, love, but I don’t see the point in it.

[alaskaomfg]

No? Then what are you going to do, when you graduate? I mean, the current work right now isn't too difficult, it's just that you're not open minded about it. Plus, college is the medium to becoming a surgeon so I don't think it'll be a waste, even if it is more difficult.

[rockyhq-deactivated20160106]

Shhh… don’t say that. I don’t want Christmas to become a negative thing.

[alaskaomfg]

Okay, okay, sorry. What's your favourite thing about Christmas? Mine would be the holiday food.

[catalina-murray-deactivated2015]

Jet black with teal highlights.

[alaskaomfg]

Oh, sounds like an exciting Saturday.

[catalina-murray-deactivated2015]

Spending my Saturday night the best way possible - playing the entirely of Collide With The Sky and dying my hair.

[alaskaomfg]

What colour are you dying your hair?

[rockyhq-deactivated20160106]

Oh, I really hope not. Christmas is too much of a precious time of year.

[alaskaomfg]

I do admit that it becomes a season of superficiality and sentimentality.

[justevanw-deactivated20150102]

Has a-anyone seen m-my notebook? I really n-need it….

[alaskaomfg]

Oh, was this yours? I was going to put it in lost and found.

[ezra-lancaster]

You know what I can’t stand? Liars. I may do stupid shit, but at least i fucking own up to everything I do. I swear If I find the asshole who slashed my tires they’re going to be dead. 

[ezra-lancaster]

[alaskaomfg]

Your tires got slashed?