yknow whatās funny? I didnāt anticipate you coming in my life. Sobrang daya mo! Hindi nga kita kilala eh??? And yknow what makes it worse ā we havenāt even met personally. Pero sinanay mo na ako sayo in less than a fucking month. You made me get attached then there you are now slowly walking away from me.
How can you be so mean? One day a friend told you about me and you messaged me tapos hindi na natigil constant usapan natin. We even made it as if weāre officially together when we havenāt even met. TBHā¦ you not making an effort to see me kahit ang lapit lang naman talaga natin should already be my sign to see your red flagsā¦ pero I made an excuse to myself and friends who I have shared stories about you with ā āCHILL LANG KASI KAMIā āMAINIT KASI AYAW NUN SA MAINITā āWALANG TIMEā¦ BUSY PAREHO.ā ā Tangina ako lang rin niloloko ko eh.
IDK how weāll be the next days kasi Iām trying not to message you first this timeā¦ I need you to give me a sign that this is going somewhere and not nowhereā¦
But if life says STOPā¦ atleast hindi isang linggong pag-ibig āno?? HAHAHAHAHAHA muntik lang umabot ng 1 month. CHAR
IDK ANYMOREā¦. All I know for now is that I have to move forward pero this is giving me too much anxiety that I have to fight withā¦ but this is my battle that I need to conquerā¦. akala ko kasi ang perfect ng mangyayari kasi you were UNEXPECTEDā¦. WELL GUESS WHAT??? I DIDNāT KNOW THAT I HAVE TO EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED LOL