It has been a while and, truth to be said, this is probably also the last.
This has been a difficult year for me, if I'm allowed to say it. I left this place because it was making it hard to deal with my many problems and, in perspective, I hardly think that is ever going to change. The more I listen about what happens in this site, the more I'm sickened by it. I guess that, at the end, I just don't have what is needed to look at humans as a community and don't feel repulsed by the sight.
I have misanthropic tendencies for a reason, expecting for it to change was naïve of me.
That aside, my stay in this site also brought wonderful things and I've known people who were also here later, in other places, and they are also great and I'm happy to have met them. And that's why I want to have these final words, aside of just closing with this definitely:
I've missed those I was close and I wasn't able to contact through other means, and I'm sure that there may be worthwile people around those I never contacted with. As this is the official end for my time in this place (I may think about erasing the blog, but for the time being it will stay here), this is an invitation for all of you that may fit in these categories to contact me if so you wish: I will be looking for potential messages through a couple days before going on with my usual routine.
I'm far from perfect, I've always known. But I've always tried to stand for what I believe, to be the most true to myself and my beliefs that I could... And I hope that much can be clear.
Goodbye.









