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5'2

SW: 185 lbs (January 1st)

CW: 160 lbs (April 5th)

I am an adult, minors please DNI

laced4ngell

for someone who is absolutely terrified of gaining weight, I sure eat a lot

I had a dream I was 145 lbs maybe this means I broke my 158-lb plateau?

Update: no 💔 I'm stuck here forever

alcohol-paraphernalia

Oh my god I've been stuck at 158 lbs for daysssss 🙄

alcohol-paraphernalia

Still 😊 stuck 😊 I'm fighting the urge to buy laxatives

Oh my god I've been stuck at 158 lbs for daysssss 🙄

Since I'm struggling to drop weight right now here are some goals to keep me motivated:

- Hitting 150 lbs means I will be at my college weight

- Hitting 135 lbs means I will be within the normal BMI range again and will be at my high school graduation weight

- Hitting 120 lbs means I will be at my high school weight

- Hitting below 110 lbs before August means I won't be as miserable in the peak summer heat compared to these past years of sweating profusely because of all this fat (we have no air conditioning yay 💀)

I haven't set an ugw because I know I'm going to want to get lower and lower the closer I get to 100. However, my job is pretty observant/careful about eating disorders so I have to be REALLY careful and hide it/go really slowly once I hit maybe 110-115. It's frustrating but I love my job and I don't want to jeopardize it at all or risk being sent to a hospital if things go too far, I'll see what happens by the end of summer

Okay my other scale works I just have to sneak it out when I'm alone because I don't want my roommate asking why I have two scales. I'm STILL at 159.8 despite my 48-hour fast and eating less than 300 calories yesterday. This is so frustrating but I'm hoping I drop a bunch of weight later this week if I keep restricting and fasting!

Nice

#th1n$pe

My 🙂 scale 🙂 is 🙂 broken 🙂 again 🙂 It keeps switching between two very different numbers. I'm going insane 🥰

I just took my next set of progress pictures (I do them every 10 lbs lost) and I can see some progress 🥰 I'm hoping I can get to my next set by the first weekend of April. Clothes that I couldn't even zip up last year are now comfortable to wear!

I dropped another 2 lbs overnight!

Not my longest but better than nothing

preflurityyyy

i will be skinny

I dropped 2 lbs overnight 🥰

I owe taxes this year which sucks but that means less money for food 😍 starving time!

I have not been locked in but I haven't gained weight which is a miracle. Back to OMAD, learning TikTok dances, and doing Just Dance workouts on Youtube. March will be better than February watch me drop another 20 lbs. Lock in fr this time

February is not my month lol. I binged again. I'm going to fast at least until tomorrow. I'll see if I can go longer

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