literally it's like neon Genesis evangelion says even though being alive is so painful and submitting to the fact that you cannot control other people's perceptions of you is so cruel and navigating relationships with other people is the hardest thing in the world... You have to do it bc living a safe existence where you isolate yourself and try to control your surrounding is a death in itself... You have to keep trying everyday even when you know it will result in so many humiliating failures because there's no other option bc other people are the only thing worth living for

















