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February 19 2019

Though it may seem that everything’s a mess

I’ve been trying my best

To not be depressed

i just need to feel safe in your chest

There’s just too much to do

Too much to think

Too much to feel

Figuring out how to heal

From everything.

Without wasting away and losing myself

The progress ive made

To stop feeling like dying

In this little house where there’s always people

No bottled up feelings

Where the emptiness is filled

And my heart is healed.

// rusty poem @ 10:09 PM //

S02EP06

Love,

Allain

Forever in our hearts

One of the darkest days in your life and I’m not there on your side... I’m so sorry that I’m not there right now to comfort you and give you a hug when you needed it the most, and we know papa ma is already in heaven peacefully taking care of his animals up there, meeting him for the first time is very memorable to me and I will never forget that day. One thing for sure that I can promise him is that I will take care of his favorite “apo” and love her for the rest of our lives.

R.I.P papa ma

-Leo

my baby lookin all handsome and shii while I, look like, well, me. hahahahahha

🎊 happy new year 🎊

Sorry

I don’t know why I feel so miserable today.

serendipity

ser·en·dip·i·ty

/serənˈdipədē/

noun

the occurrence and development of events by chance in a happy or beneficial way.

there he goes, capturing wonderful moments.

but here i am, taking your photos.

someone lovely as you doesn’t deserve to always be behind the camera.

yours forever bih,

allain xx

Hi Love,

I want you to know that I really appreciate everything you’ve done when I was there, but for me just spending the weekend with you is enough. Everything’s different when I am with you...Everything is so light and warm. I love you and I miss you so much. I can’t wait to see you again and hold your hands.

-Leo

PS.

I chose this photo because you said it is “korny” “Sorry na di ako cool” HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

reconcile

i never wanted a perfect relationship. just one that lets us both be ourselves completely while helping each other grow. misunderstandings suck, but pride is the real enemy not each other.

grateful for you.

my safe haven.

i love you, good night .

allain xx

Thank you

My Binch!

Thank you so much...I really appreciate everything you do, but this one’s on another level...I will treasure this forever, just like how I will treasure you for forever.

I love you so much!

Leo

chinese eyes

that’s what you had while we were talking and you said you werent sleepy yet. Ha! look who’s sleeping now bitch. lmao jk

so i missed writing like this here too but i miss you more. everyday. i hope i can spend the holidays with you. i really want to be with you :((( that’s all i want to keep me sane. Im going crazy here. i’ll only be sane if im in your arms :((( but we gotta be patient. the bible verse was right after all. “LOVE IS PATIENT” and ours have been tested, but I know we’ll hold on to each other. even if all i could give right now is my patience, love, and un ending ways to make you happy. all i can give is purely myself ((not the best version of it either)) im sorry. you deserve someone better who has their shit together and i dont know why im being emotional and thiking like this again. negative thoughts away~~~~~~~

so to end this on a positive note, sorry for bumming you a bit there haha hope youre dreaming about me putting aztec clay mask on your face. cause you’re TOO LAZY TO PUT IT YOURSELF.

nighty night my beeboo

I love you, always. 💖

allain xx

Long time...

Hi Love,

So...after so many weeks here’s a blog post.

Well we had a misunderstanding 2-3 weeks ago...Sorry about that maybe it’s the effect of not seeing each other for so many months, I know we’ll get through this but, I can’t blame myself I just missed you so much that it made me mad on things.

And of course we’re already okay (present time) haha...

Thank you for being so patient to me, he he he

I love you so much and I miss you

See you soon ;)

-leo