Alesha Ruthless @aleshaxruthless - Tumblr Blog

"Apparently, getting angry shortens your lifespan.

Compared to when I get angry normally, I get 100% angry and sad in live shows

I wonder by how much my lifespan decreases with each live show.

After every live show recently, I always get body aches and pains like when you have a cold and that it aches. In the beginning, I thought it was a cold, but apparently it’s not the case.

It seems that, by letting my emotions burst too much, I am putting too much strain on my brain. It’s common to zone out and have trouble sleeping after a live show, but I don’t like how my joints ache.

With that said, those of you who come to see me in Dir en grey can go ahead and think of it as buying my lifespan to see me. I don’t understand the true value of a lifespan, but my lifespan is cheap.

Getting angry is tiring

Getting sad is tiring

With these intense emotions, I guess that I'm breaking down without even knowing.

But that outburst of emotion from Kyo of Dir en grey is what defines Dir en grey, yet it’s my way of life as a voice, so I can’t change it.

That’s the dilemma.

So, thank you for coming to see this "My diminishing lifespan" tour.

Kyo"

yridenergyridenergy

It's been buffering like hell for me, I have no clue what's going on hahah. I think that part of the stream was exclusive to Premium membership, I think that they showed the MOBS PV, but all I know for sure is that our favourite band is crazy stylish!

yridenergyridenergy

Die made a commentary video after his birthdays shows at duo Music Exchange to talk about it and his upcoming plans (working on the album, releasing it, and going on tour again).