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“Why wasn’t friendship as good as a relationship? Why wasn’t it even better? It was two people who remained together, day after day, bound not by sex or physical attraction or money or children or property, but only by the shared agreement to keep going, the mutual dedication to a union that could never be codified.”

— Hanya Yanagihara, A Little Life (via amyjellicoes)

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Blog Challenge

One thing about me is I love writing but I’m not good at coming up with things to write. Prompts are my friend! So I found this list of prompts on pintrest and I’m going to try to follow it and post a thing everyday. Today is day one: Introduction. 

Introductions are always awkward and they make me nervous and to be honest are the worst. The first day of school was always something i dreaded because I never wanted to stand up say my name, where I was from, and one interesting thing about me. I never thought of anything that interesting and because of that I always just felt like I wasn’t interesting. So there’s something about me, I have some major anxiety! What else is there to know? I like food, my favorite food is the potato. It’s so versatile and delicious and awesome! My fav!  

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My New Routine

Since I have been happier and in a better place I have adopted a new morning routine. A routine that has a little more time for me. I’m trying to take better care of myself since I know that is important not just for me but for my little family. :) Although this new routine isn’t anything drastic or like a dramatic change but I have decided to take this one day at a time. I think that’s the best way to handle new things, or things that you try. Take it one step, one day, one moment at a time. If you can make it through a short term then there’s a chance you can make it through the long term. And the more you do something the more it will stick so here’s to my new routine! One day at a time! Cheers!!

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Day 3?

Blogging isn’t hard, unless you have no idea what to say. 

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So after the success of the first post, here is Part 2 of my trip to Florence, Italy. Spending the time memeing up some of the art in museums

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Because its ok to be selfish sometimes. <3

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REBLOG IF ITS OKAY TO TALK TO YOU.

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My Mental Health is Worth More

Yesterday I made the decision to quit my job. Well one of my jobs. I liked to say I have 2.5 jobs but now I have 1.5 jobs. I trimmed the fat and got rid of a burden that really effected my mental health and my overall well being. The thing is I liked my job, like the job its self wasn’t bad. It was all of the drama and BS that went with it. When I needed a day off I would get the day but also the next week because my manager had an attitude, everyone was in everyone's business and the gossip and cliques and just overall high school attitude was something that I just couldn’t handle anymore. I don’t want to work in a company that promotes that and allows that to be the main part of the work environment. Every day I had to go to work I would drag my feet, take my time, and then when I would get there I just hated it. I hated talking to people because it was mostly just gossiping. I hated the customers because they were extra rude. I hated the managers because they hardly ever helped me or trained me to a point where I was comfortable in my position. In the end I hated it so much I just had to walk away. 

When I would come home I would be mad about the BS I had to deal with that day. I missed out on putting my kids to sleep. I missed cooking dinner and just overall playing with them or going on walks with them. I felt like I also missed a lot. This feeling weighed really heavy on me too. As a mom I felt guilty and regretful of missing out on moments that I wanted to be there for. I want to kiss my kids goodnight and I want to read them a bedtime story. 

Now I have that time. And I have more passion for my other job and although I’m leaving one job I know I can take the skills that I have learned and apply them to not only the job I still have and to just my life in general. Like now I’m not going to be a bitch to people that work in customer service. :)

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“it plays on repeat in my head how i am all wrong how i am not good enough how no one will ever choose me how i will always be alone it all goes around it keeps spinning”

— t.m.

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Eating is my fav

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Guys think we are over exaggerating. There were so many situations that I also had to make an assessment and came to the conclusion I should have a weapon hidden on me just in case. I keep a mini screw driver in my purse. It is an eye glasses screw driver, but it can do a decent amount of damage.

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Turn that frown upside down! :) > :(

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The Beginning

So I’ve come back to Tumblr because I need a hobby and I figured “why not”. Anyways this is my first post back and I dont really know what to say. I guess I’ll just start with why I came back. 

As a mom I’ve been really struggling with finding a hobby that helps me stay true to me but also doesn’t take up all of my time or all of my money. Cool thing about Tumblr is it’s free! :) So this is the beginning. If someone or no one sees this I’m perfectly fine with that because this is really for me. Not to sound selfish but sometimes selfishness is necessary. (Maybe more on that in another post) I’m not really sure how this blog is going to go but hey its going to be my space where I can talk about art, politics, kids, and traveling. I’m excited to start something new!!! #GoMe