Fighting a Battle in My Head.

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[katherine--johnson-deactivated2]

  I should probably go..

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Alright. Nice talking to you.

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[katherine--johnson-deactivated2]

  He’s not just someone I can push out of my life. It’s the father of my child.

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True...

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[katherine--johnson-deactivated2]

  He stopped himself. He didn’t actually do it.

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You should stay away from him. I mean it's your life. Just a suggestion.

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[katherine--johnson-deactivated2]

  I don’t know. We barely knew each other when we did it. It was my first time. Recently he told me he loved me, I said we should stay friends in case things got messy, because I didn’t want to ruin things for the baby. He stormed off and I tried to stop him. He almost punched me.

That;s when I saw him last.

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I'm sorry, he almost punched you?

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[katherine--johnson-deactivated2]

  A month.

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Wow.....is the dad in the picture?

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[katherine--johnson-deactivated2]

  Yes. Bettering myself. 

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How far are you along and stuff?

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[katherine--johnson-deactivated2]

  I’m pregnant. Trying to be a good mom, and not fuck up my kid.

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Oh....sorry but good on you right? Bettering yourself?

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[grant-edwardsrp-deactivated2013]

  I dare you to get cuter

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I can try. [smiles down at the paper snowflakes around her] A little out of season don't you think?

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[katherine--johnson-deactivated2]

  [She goes to her room, and comes back with a box of bottles. Holding it out to him, she sighs] Here. Thanks for taking it.

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[takes the bottles, nodding] Yea no problem. Why though?

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[katherine--johnson-deactivated2]

  Oh. I can go get it.

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Yea sure.

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[annamarsden]

  Oh..

Did it break? Did you clean it up?

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Of course it broke. When it shattered is scared me and trigged flashbacks.

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[annamarsden]

  A shot glass? Why did you drop a shot glass?

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I didn't do it on purpose Anna.

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[katherine--johnson-deactivated2]

  Oh..

Do you know anyone who I could give my stash to?

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Yea my girlfriend would love it.

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[mickaylasheerer]

  Im Kyleigh we met a few days ago. You asked me if I was new here.

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Fuck sorry. I remember now. 

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[annamarsden]

  Can you tell me what that one stupid thing is?

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I dropped a shot glass. It was stupid. 

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[katherine--johnson-deactivated2]

  Do you like alcohol?

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I do, but I shouldn't be drinking.

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[brynnterry-deactivated20130726]

  What’s the matter? You look sad.

[alexanderpenrp-blog]

Nothing mini person. I'm fine.