I Put My Hand On A Star, To See If I Still Bleed
-Part Two-
several months late, it's finally here :)
CW: same as part one
"Ale, wake up."
You stroked her face to wake her, and she nestled into you as she opened her eyes slightly.
"Hey." you whispered, smiling.
She covered her face, not wanting to wake up yet. Last night had been exhausting, to say the least.
"We have to get going, I've got to be at the airport by twelve."
"Stay."
"I can't."
"Why?"
"You know why, c'mon. I've gotta go back with the team."
Alexia moved to get up, but stopped suddenly, wincing in pain. She'd momentarily forgotten what you'd done to her the night before, and you saw the realisation cross her face, the memory of it flashing through her mind.
"Take it slow, it's gonna hurt." you said softly, stroking her back as she sat up.
"I should've stopped you." she whispered.
"Did you want me to stop?" you asked, looking into her eyes.
"No." she admitted, running a hand through her hair.
A moment of silence passed before she looked into your eyes.
"Did it feel good for you?" she asked, placing a hand on your thigh.
"It felt amazing. You were perfect for me. You are perfect for me."
Thoughts of an actual relationship between the two of you had begun racing through your mind, and you knew Alexia was thinking the same things. The way she was looking at you lips, your eyes- you just knew. Last night it felt like lust, this morning it felt like love.
"Please stay." she said, quietly, brushing her finger gently over your hand.
"Ale, don't do this." you said, standing up.
"No please, you can stay, just make up an excuse, you don't have to get back for another game or training or anything do you?" she said, a tinge of desperation now present in her voice.
"No, but-"
"So stay, please. You want to stay- I know you do." her voice dropped a little, and her eyes weren't so wide now, darkening slightly too.
and she was right, you did want to stay, you really did.
"Alexia, I have to go, they're gonna ask questions if I don't, and there's no believable excuse I could give, you know that. The only way they'd understand is if I told them the truth."
You saw Alexia hesitate- she was considering it. Considering letting people know about the two of you. That was a big deal for her- she was intensely private, especially about things like this. She must really need you.
"When's our next fixture?" she asked.
"What?"
"The next match, between Barça and Arsenal?"
"In a few weeks." you replied, still unsure of where she was going with this.
"I'll fly out to London early, I'll stay with you the night before and you can come to the hotel the night after, okay?" she said, almost like she was telling you instead of asking you.
"Ale-"
"C'mon, it'll be fun, you and me." she said, using your shoulders to pull herself up.
"Okay." you agreed, you couldn't say no to her.
There was something very practical about this arrangement you had. The two of you were incredibly dedicated athletes, you trained alone whenever you weren't with your squads, you didn't really have much time for romance- so this thing that the pair of you had going on, it worked.
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Those few weeks passed quicker than you expected, you thought about her time to time but your focus was on training and matches.
The fixture was to be played at the Emirates, over 60,000 tickets had been sold, you would be lying if you said you weren't nervous- but the thought of Alexia in your bed the nights before and after the game comforted you.
You were waiting at the airport for her that afternoon, the day before the match, baseball cap and sunglasses on in an attempt to disguise yourself. She'd told her coaches and the other players that she had to go see her family but would meet them in London the day of the match.
She sent you a text to let you know she was at the gate. You would be lying if you said you weren't paranoid- you knew fans would be flying in from Spain to see the match as well, and Alexia, even with sunglasses and a hat on herself, was very recognisable, as were you being the star winger at Arsenal.
You spotted her at the gate, she walked quickly towards you, nearly running into your arms. She slung her hands around your shoulders and you picked her up slightly as you hugged.
"I missed you." you said, quietly.
"I missed you too." she said, breaking the hug but keeping one hand on the back of your neck.
She let go of you a moment later, looking around subtly, and you realised the paranoia had got her too.
"C'mon let's get out of here." you said.
You wanted to take her hand but were aware that you shouldn't, just in case.
You got a taxi back to your place, you knew people would recognise your car.
As soon as you got through the front door she grabbed you by the waist from behind and pulled you into her, placing kisses on your neck and nuzzling into you. You leaned back into her, feeling her body firmly against yours.
"That desperate, huh?" you teased.
She laughed slightly as she tugged your coat off and tossed it aside before doing the same with her own. Her hands roamed up your back and the sides of your torso, tracing your toned muscles. You heard her heavy breathing as she did so and knew how desperately she wanted you.
"So what do you wanna do?" you asked.
"I'll have you first, then you can have me." she said quickly, lowly, a strong tone of desire in her voice.
As she pressed into your back you could feel what she was packing, and how big it was.
"Get undressed, get on the bed." she whispered, her hand squeezing your hip slightly.
You pulled of your shirt and trousers, then your underwear. You saw Alexia do the same behind you through the reflection in the bedroom mirror as you walked in.
You lay down on the bed, enjoying the soft cotton sheets on your bare skin. Alexia climbed on top of you and you placed your hands on her hips as she did, stroking her skin gently with your thumbs.
"How many times do you want me to make you come, baby?" she asked softly, a smile appearing on her face.
"Just once. We can't be up all night with the game tomorrow, and I've still got to fuck you too." you smiled back.
"Just once? I better make it a good one then, hm?"
"Shouldn't be too hard for you, Ale." you teased.
Just as the words left your mouth, she slipped her cock inside you. You let out a loud moan that was almost a scream at her suddenly filling you up.
"Oh my God, Ale-" you stuttered, losing the words as they were coming out of your mouth, trying to deal with the intense feeling inside of you- her inside of you.
"You like that?" she cooed.
You could only nod, overwhelmed with the feeling in your core and the sensation that her words sent through you.
She lowered her top half onto you, slowly placing a soft kiss on your lips. You moaned quietly into it, and she parted her lips slightly, urging you to do the same. The next kiss was open-mouthed and hot, animalistic. Her tongue tangled with yours as her hips continued grinding into you. Your grip on her waist tightened, your fingers digging into her, eliciting a moan from her mouth.
She broke your kiss and held herself up by her hands either side of your head, now focused entirely on how she was fucking you and the pleasure she was getting from it. She opened her eyes for a moment and looked down at where she was fucking into you, then placed a hand on your lower stomach and pressed down, feeling where she was inside you. You moaned at the pressure.
"That feel good, baby?"
Again, you just nodded, in no state to produce words.
You loved how focused she was, how fixated she was on the pure feeling of what she was doing. Soft sighs were falling out of her mouth, her pleasure increasing. You knew she was close, but you were closer.
You felt the pleasure and heat building inside you rapidly, becoming nearly too much to handle.
"Ale, don't stop."
Your core clenched around her cock as you came, and your back arched off the bed as her arms slipped underneath to hold you.
After your last wave of pleasure, you grab hold of her hips, stopping her movements.
"What are you doing? I'm about to finish." she said, breathless.
"No. Not yet." you say, brushing your thumb over her cheek.
You sat up slightly with her still above you, and you tilted your head back a little to kiss her.
"Please, I'm so close." she begged.
You felt her hips try to shift desperately against you but you kept a tight hold on them.
"Pull out, Ale."
"No, please-" she whimpered quietly.
"Pull out."
She did as she was told and shifted backwards onto her knees, allowing you to sit up fully.
She had a desperate look on her face, biting her lip and waiting for your next words. You noticed her moving her thighs together slightly, clearly trying to seek some pleasure and relief from the built-up tension in her core.
"Oh honey, are you that desperate?" you teased, pulling the strapless cock out of her. She whined as you did, gripping the sheets.
You slipped it inside yourself slowly as you got up onto your knees.
"Lay down." you instructed.
"Please, it hurts-" she whimpered, her brow furrowed.
"I know baby, I know." you smiled, loving what she became when you edged her.
She lay down slowly, a look of pain, frustration, and desperation painted across her face. You slipped it in her gradually, your hands grabbing her wrists and pinning her to the bed.
She squeezed her eyes shut, whimpering.
"Feel better now?" you smiled.
You knew she didn't though, she wouldn't feel better until she came. She writhed around on the bed, unable to move much under your grip.
"Harder, fuck me harder." she begged.
You looked down at her, the desperate look in her eyes drove you wild.
"God you're such a whore, asking for it like that."
She was gasping for breath between moans and was practically seizing under you as she finally came. You slowed down as she finished, placing kisses on her neck as you did.
"No, don't stop- fuck me like you did last time, fuck me there." she sighed.
"Are you sure?"
"Please."
"Get on your hands and knees for me then slut."
She quickly got up and into that position. You grabbed her hips and slowly put it in her, she practically screamed as you did, dropping her head and panting as she adjusted to the size of it. She looked so pretty like this.
"What would everyone say if they knew you liked taking it in the ass like this?" you teased, slowly pushing in and out of her.
"Please, harder." she whispered, barely able to catch her breath.
"You'll bleed." you said, stroking her platinum-blonde hair.
"Just do it, I need it." she begged desperately.
You did as she asked, not holding back anymore and pounding into her ass with no reservations.
You heard her as she started crying.
"Too much for you baby?"
"No no, keep going." she cried, her voice broken and shaky.
It was clear now that Alexia had some kind of deep, unrelenting masochistic desire, and a desire for you to fulfill it.
You were getting tired now, she could take a lot, more than you thought she could.
"You had enough yet darling?"
"Nearly."
She brought her hand into her cunt and began to pleasure herself there. You loved the sight of it, the way she couldn't help herself.
She came quickly again after that, her body now dripping with sweat and shaking.
"Go to the living room." you ordered, as you pulled your cock out of her ass.
"Why?" she whispered, a note of fear in her voice.
"Just go," you said "and don't get dressed."
You followed her into the living room after discarding the strap.
You sat down on the sofa as she stood infront of you, her hands together.
"There's a match on, I wanna watch it, and I want you on your knees in front of me so I can play with you while I watch it." you smiled.
She got down on her knees for you and looked up at you with a piece of innocence still in her eyes- you were going to get rid of that.
You brushed your fingers over her lips and they quivered slightly under your touch.
"Open your mouth for me."
She did so, and you slid two fingers inside.
She began to suck them without instruction, and you immediately smiled at that.
"Good girl."
She never said a word, and her eyes never left yours even when your eyes were on the television watching the match. The feeling of her tongue gliding across your fingers was amazing, and seeing her like this, that was even better.
Eventually, you looked back at her, pulling your fingers out past her lips, and she instinctively leant forward, trying to get them back in her mouth.
"So needy." you smiled, tucking her hair behind her ear.
She started rubbing her thighs together a little again, letting you know she wanted some friction.
"Get on top." you instructed, lying down on the sofa.
She got on top slowly, carefully, wincing from the pain caused by your roughness earlier, and she straddled you, her hands on her knees and her legs either side of your torso. You felt her warm cunt settle on your stomach, and you loved feeling her weight on top of you.
"You're soaked Ale, you need to cum again? hm?" you teased.
She nodded, still not in the headspace to speak.
"Can't talk baby? You're just a dumb little girl when you've been fucked y'know." you smiled up at her.
She moved her hands to your stomach, keeping herself steady.
"Go on, don't hold back." you said, your hands finding her thighs and holding them still for her.
She started to grind slowly, her eyes squeezed shut, whimpering. You were completely still until you took hold of her hips and her head fell back, a breathy sigh falling from her lips. You brushed your thumbs back and forth over her soft skin.
"That's it, you look so pretty like this Ale."
Her eyes remained shut and her hands moved on top of yours, her grip tight.
She was in pain, a lot of it, but her desperation for another orgasm outweighed that. She needed it.
Tears started falling from her eyes, and her breaths became deep and controlled, like she was focusing on that instead of the pain.
As she neared release though, she lost control of it and her breathing became ragged, her movements desperate.
As she finally came, she moaned in pain, and then she became still. She didn't open her eyes or move her hands from you.
"You okay Ale?"
She let out a sigh and nodded, then finally opened her eyes.
"We can go to sleep here, if it hurts too much to move." you said, stroking her cheek.
"No I wanna go to bed, can you carry me?" she asked, quietly.
"Of course."
You helped her slowly move off of you, and she winced in pain.
"It's okay, you'll be in bed soon."
You picked her up and she wrapped her arms around your neck and nuzzled into you as you carried her to bed. As you placed her on the mattress, she didn't let go of you.
"Are you okay, Ale?"
"More than okay." she smiled.
