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[alexiusjvde]

we love an ex-slam piece (you don’t talk) who respects scorpio szn

[alexiusjvde]

this man did me in the best way possible AND played Shrek in the background? do I purpose or?

[alexiusjvde]

I saw too many of your close friends tonight who brought you up. i’ve gone months without you living rent free… but yet I was immediately brought back. I don’t know how I still find myself defending/ hiding your behavior after all these years. I’ll never figure out if it was because I loved you or what..

I hope you choke.

[alexiusjvde]

me even trying to be involved with you is lucky. i’m so scarred and worn from past relationships that it’s unfortunate for anyone who tries to speak to me..

so if I do give you the time of day, be glad.

[alexiusjvde]

it’s been a year since you’ve moved. I was still optimistic we’d make it work somehow and though that’s not the case and we haven’t talked in months.. i’m happy. You leaving is the best thing you’ve done.

[alexiusjvde]

Special had me c r y i n g in the club (aka my room) bc why did she have to do alllll of that?¿

[alexiusjvde]

I hate it here pt. 2

[alexiusjvde]

I hate it here

[alexiusjvde]

& if you wonder if I hate you..

🗣 I DO!!!!¡

shitty of you to make me feel just like this, what I would do to make you feel just like this.

or whatever sza said…

[alexiusjvde]

I don’t miss you because I’m lonely.

I miss you because I want to tell you things that are going on that I think we could enjoy together. At one point you were my best friend who I shared everything with.. that’s what I miss.

[alexiusjvde]

going through emotions and having nobody to express them to is top 3 worst feelings.

my circle is so small these days and I feel like such a burden from sounding like a broken record. my notes app has seen better days.. so here I am.

[alexiusjvde]

so when do I get to the part where I stop thinking about you? some days are easier than others but I do catch myself wanting to call you… and say what? I haven’t thought that far yet.

you just disappeared on me.. maybe that’s why i’m so hung up. I never got a proper goodbye.

[alexiusjvde]

fuck.

I could say so much more but i’ll leave it simple and sweet. i’m sad.

[alexiusjvde]

send an SOS

[alexiusjvde]

i’m so sad. I miss you. I want to hate you to make it easier.

[preschooldr0pout]

[shelgon]