A l f i e — W r i g h t

Name's Alfie. ▬ That's it, that's all you need to know.

[sawyerirwin-deactivated20141029]

"I feel like getting a wine bottle and running around the town totally drunk, maybe it would be better that I stay in and do that either alone or with some company."

[alfie--wright]

"Would either actually be such a bright idea?"

[alfie--wright]

Where would be the best place to grab a coffee?

[amelia--adams-deactivated201410]

What word would you use? No but I mean it’s my fault and I am the captain of my soul and destiny. Maybe I was always meant to just screw it up and now I’m just..I’m sad. Really sad but hey, the music will save me right? You know by saying you’re not a good person makes you a good person. You’re humble and that’s a trait that leans towards selflessness. I did, quite a few and you’re on that list.

No time just made it more real. When it first happened it was like I was stuck in a nightmare that I couldn’t wake up from. As time passed I realized that this was real and it just takes time to come to terms. You lost someone recently? Don’t feel obligated to tell me okay? Just know you’re not alone. Don’t be sorry. You just need to focus on something. anything that will get you through the day and soon enough you’ll be function like a person again. Thank you and I really hope it goes well too. It’s my life. School was always my first and foremost goal and here I am. What’s your favorite song?

[alfie--wright]

Uh ... well, I'm not quite sure. But is it actually ever rambling if it's about something you're passionate about? Does it count? That's true, I suppose, being in charge of your own destiny ... no, yeah, it is. But I wouldn't say that is - no-one's destined to mess anything up. Least of all if it's going to upset you. Why would you think that? Music could, yes - that's what it's there for, a lot of the time. Honestly, I'd say that saying that just makes me honest, at the very least, not a good person. Maybe I've just come to accept the flaw's I've littered myself with. And, uh, well ... thank you. But I wouldn't have me on that list. I'm afraid I'll only let you down.

Yeah? That makes sense ... wish it didn't, but it does. And— ... yeah. Yeah, I did. More than— ... more than the one. Too many. But thank you, Amelia, I appreciate it. I'm trying, bit by bit, but the focus isn't always so easy to maintain. I'll keep my fingers crossed for you with it - sounds a bit like you could do with something going well for you. And, for whatever it's worth, I definitely think it's a goal you can reach. Absolutely. But shit, what kind of a question is that? How is anyone meant to narrow that down to one?

[alfie--wright]

Where would be the best place to grab a coffee?

[amelia--adams-deactivated201410]

We’re music junkies, we have an understanding. You helped out a woman who in that moment was rambling on about music when really her life was spiraling out of control. You’re a good guy and I really hope there are more of you out in the world. Good and genuine is a dying breed. Don’t be. I mean it’s been seven years now and I’ve come to terms with their decisions and what happened. It made me who I am today and that’s okay. I mean do I miss the constant moving and back stage life, no. Do I miss them, some days yeah. I’ve a teacher and I am only 22 and I am on my way to a master’s degree. School isn’t hard it’s just..long.

[alfie--wright]

That's true. But rambling? I'm not sure that's the word I would use. Is everything alright now, though? Nothing's spiraling out of control anymore? I'm definitely not one - you're a good person for saying so though, and cheers of it - but I'm sure there are plenty out there ... you've found yourself one, haven't you? 

... yeah? Did the time help? Everyone claims it does, 'time heals all wounds' and all that, but I've yet to believe it myself ... a few months alone still feels like the first day— ... sorry. That's good, though, that you've ... you know, picked yourself up, come to those conclusions, found your way. Hopefully all goes well with the master's, eh? That's impressive stuff.

[gradywilsonrp-deactivated201509]

"Yeah, it was the best. An entire week in bed, staring at a computer, watching tv, and dying.”

[alfie--wright]

Sounds like— wait, and dying?

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[alfie--wright]

Where would be the best place to grab a coffee?

[amelia--adams-deactivated201410]

It can be beautiful and save you but it can destroy you. I really it doesn’t destroy you. You’re a good guy. After they died I didn’t want to think about music let alone play. I focused on school but I can guess any guitar from any era just by looking at it.

[alfie--wright]

I couldn't have put it better myself. But ... I wouldn't go that far, I'm far from it. After they— ... oh. Amelia, I'm sorry. I can understand that, though, it's ... it's hard to pick it up again. School? That's impressive, honestly, not even sure I could do that.

[gradywilsonrp-deactivated201509]

"Huh? Oh uh——- No, this is the first time I’ve left the house since Sunday. Actually ——- this is basically the first time I’ve left my bed since Sunday."

[gradywilsonrp-deactivated201509]

[alfie--wright]

Quiet week, eh?

[alfie--wright]

Where would be the best place to grab a coffee?

[amelia--adams-deactivated201410]

If you follow music, be wary. It can take you places you never imagined but can kill you. I don’t play. I know a few chords on the guitar but that was more my parent’s thing.

[alfie--wright]

It's a double-edged sword, but ... most things are, I suppose. Oh? That's fair enough - a few chords is more than most, at least.

[alfie--wright]

Where would be the best place to grab a coffee?

[amelia--adams-deactivated201410]

Whichever applies. So you were your own worst enemy?

[alfie--wright]

Something like that. I was … lost, I didn’t know what to do anymore. Still trying to find my way again, honestly. What do you play?

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[thalui-deactivated20140411]

[alfie--wright]

Where would be the best place to grab a coffee?

[amelia--adams-deactivated201410]

What did music save you from?

[alfie--wright]

... myself, for the most part. Er, you said before that music helps - did you mean playing, or listening?

[carter-may-deactivated20141026]

"Sometimes I imagine myself  moving away and starting over but my mom and brother are here and for some reason they were taken from me and my dad and my other brother. And they can’t come and visit me because they are buried in the ground here. In the cemetery seven minutes and 33 seconds away from where I live. It takes me 7 minutes and 33 seconds to go and visit the people I love and miss every day. If I leave I won’t be able to tell my mom about my every achievement and fail or my brother about the assholes I dated because he wash’t there to protect me". Carter wiped a tear off her cheek, "I am sorry, I usually don’t get this emotional". 

[alfie--wright]

"There's no need to apologise, not for being upset ... you never have to apologise for that. I— I know that offering my condolences doesn't change anything, and doesn't particularly help, but I am sorry - I'm very, very sorry. But, er ... but for whatever it's worth to hear, I think ... the ones we've lost? I think they're listening, watching, keeping an eye on us, wherever we are. Whether it's here, there, or the next place, they're there. 7 minutes and 33 seconds away, or 3, 300-odd miles away. They're listening to you."

[carter-may-deactivated20141026]

"I can’t imagine living anywhere else. I tell people I have to much to leave behind here, but if I am being perfectly honest with you, I think I am too scared to leave things behind".

[alfie--wright]

"Doesn't the idea of a fresh start ever appeal?"

[carter-may-deactivated20141026]

"Ya I didn’t really like teenagers when I was one. I thought they were full of shit and ignorant. And yes, I have literally lived her emu whole entire life. What about you?"

[alfie--wright]

"Fair enough! They can be hard to get along with at the best of times, I’ll give you that. How’ve you enjoyed it, being here so long? I’ve only actually been here for a couple of weeks - I grew up in England. Hence the accent."