Lila

perverted freak whatever pronouns you like, dealers choice DMs are closed, I am owned 18, MDNI

[liltawhisp]

hello malevolent soul, welcome to my blog !!!please do not interact or go any further if you are a minor, or are sensitive to disturbing content such as paraphilia, blood/$h, eating issues, and the like!!! block don't report

please, call me lila, I am 18, somewhat gender fluid (if you wanna get into microlables, Agenderflux), and attracted to most anyone (and anything) I am submissive, masochist, and I have many 'interests' including but not limited to: praise, degredation, impact/cvtting/pain, choking, cnc/dubcon, petnames, dumbification, worship/religious play, intox, fauxcest, biting, branding, manipulation, petplay, being murdered, etc. etc. I have several severe mental illnesses but besides depression, anxiety and some eating issues, I don’t often discuss them

I am non-human, and I most identify with deer/goats, dogs/cats, ghosts, and others depends on the moment DMs are closed, I am owned

[liltawhisp]

I get excessively verbose when I am in a state.

[liltawhisp]

why in GODS NAME am i studying physics rn i should be curled up at somebodies feet wtf

[vampiredaze]

ur voice is so hot can u tell me to shut the fuck up

[ravishmentbait]

girls are really good at thoughtless obedience if youre nice to them

[samjacksonslefttesticle]

i’ve gone back into my cage cuz i was doing much better in my cage actually

[threedollarsdotcom]

been getting into dying recently

[datadegroove-deactivated2026042]

*monotone* I have to go drink poison now.

[liltawhisp]

thare are so mani flies everywhare. could it be that I leave in a hot and humid enviroment? perhaeps, but more likely it is my fetid rotten soul

[vendetta06]

no flirting I just stare at you like I’m awake during surgery

[phantomdynamight-deactivated202]

I want someone to dissect me. Pull back the parts of me I show to see the parts I keep hidden. I want to feel my bones, feel the sharp ridges and hollow spaces, and understand why I ache the way I do. I want you to trace the lines of my ribs, count the vertebrae in my spine, and tell me what they've been through. I want you to handle me like a specimen, gentle but invasive, examining the scars I’ve collected from the world and the ones I’ve given myself. I want to be stripped down to my anatomy, not just my skin, and understood in a way that’s more than just intellectual. I want to be looked at with a hunger that isn't just for pleasure, but for knowledge. I want to be held open, not just in my hands and feet, but in my mind and my heart, and for someone to tell me what they see. I want to be the subject of a gaze that cuts through my pretenses and lands on the messy, intricate wiring underneath.

[miscling]

once a sadist is done torturing you, offer them a hug and say thank you

[liltawhisp]

i know that youre really on the struggle bus rn but the visual from the tagging on your previous post is actually so beautiful can i draw it

hell yeah! please do! I wrote it that way to be beautiful

[liltawhisp]

like not even kidding if i dont die tonight im gonna be so pissed

[liltawhisp]

somebody shoot me

[liltawhisp]

guys do not listen to radiohead while reading some of the most devastatingly tragic stories to ever be written you will die

[liltawhisp]

father