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closed starter ā@itsjoeywilsonā
ājoey? what are you doing in here?ā alfie had garnered a headache from being downstairs in the middle of yet another one of delta psiās weekend ragers. he had only gone upstairs to pop a couple of ibuprofen before he went back down until he walked in his room by what he could only assume was an accident. āyou good?ā alfie asked softly , he couldnāt tell if joey was too drunk to register where he was or if he too had just gotten a little worn out from being downstairs with the rest of everyone. whatever the reason was , alfie was happy to see him. it had been a while since the two had last spoken but he really didnāt want things to be awkward , having joey even as only a friend was something he didnāt want to lose but after everything had went down between them alfie just wanted to give him a little bit of space. ādo you need anything? like water or something?āĀ
closed starter ā @marcusboothā
ādamn , couldnāt even wait for me until you got started?ā marcus and alfie had become somewhat of friends ever since he had found him beaten up in some random classroom. he was desperate for a drink , and even more desperate to get out of the house , so it was a no brainer to invite the other over to the local bar for a few shots and more than a few pints of beer. āHow you been? I donāt think Iāve even seen you since before the ski tripāĀ
closed starter āĀ @celinecapaldiā
āthanks for meeting me on such short noticeā alfie was out of breath from practically sprinting across campus to meet cel on time. āi donāt really know if this has a lot of sentimental value to you but it looked expensive so i figured iād bring it back to youā he dug deep down into his pocket and pulled out a ring , one which must have slipped off of celās finger during their time snowed into the ski lodge.Ā āi heard you had a pretty eventful weekend after we left ⦠something about the āslap heard āround the worldā or somethingā he chuckled , pulling out the seat across from her and sitting down. āhope you didnāt break a nailā he teased.Ā
closed starter āĀ @itscambrie-holmesā
there was absolutely nothing like having a full house at delta psi on a friday night. music was blaring , people were dancing , beers were flowing - - but of course alfie had rehearsal early the next morning , which meant he was stuck on sober patrol for the entirety of the night. a red cup of beer was held in his hand that he had been babysitting most of the night , even if he couldnāt get hammered he definitely wasnāt gonna have all this alcohol in his house and not drink some of it. āhey wait ā i think you dropped theseā alfie was lucky he was looking down at the floor and spotted a shiny ring of keys falling from the girlās back pocket. āi would disinfect those first if i were you though , who knows what fucking diseases are lying around on this disgusting floorā he chuckled as he held the keys out to her , gripping them with only his fingertips as if they were some kind of toxic waste. ādo you want me to take them upstaitrs? pretty sure thereās some lysol or some shit under the sink thatāll do the jobāĀ
esxmoliā:
Hearing that he was there for her was all she needed to hear. It meant he wasnāt scared of this. He wasnāt going to run away because she wasnāt as perfect as she tried to always be. She didnāt really answer him on that front, simply moving to wrap her arms around his torso and pressed her head in to his chest as a means of saying thank you without directly saying it. Right now, that was the support she needed. She only pulled back at his question so she could look at him when she answered.Ā āNot as much as youād think. Itās a stressful environment but stress was never the issue for me. I thrive in stress, itās what Iāve always kinda known growing up on army bases.ā She wasnāt actually sure if sheād told Alfie about growing up on army bases but she continued.Ā āAt the hospital, Iām not in fear of my life and when it comes to the lives of those I am trying to help, I can disassociate from them. Theyāre strangers to me so I can be professional so it doesnāt bring back any triggering matters. I worried about it when I first started studying but once I was actually in that environment, it wasnāt so bad.ā Esme explained.Ā āDonāt get me wrong, there are days where I wonder if Iām going to be able to pull this off at all but I feel like thatās natural. I think every med student or any student in general has those days.ā
As soon as esme reached over to wrap her arms around alfie he stopped walking so that he could do the same , pressing a kiss onto her head as they stood under the dim light of the moon. the topic may have been heavy , and honestly he was kind of anticipating for he and esme to have to discuss things like this but it made him feel relief more than anything. part of him was scared that esme would always keep that part of herself bottled up , she wanted her to feel safe with him , to be able to be vulnerable like this with him so in his mind this was a good sign. he didnāt completely let go of her as she pulled away , his arms stayed wrapped around her body but loosely so that she could have enough space to look up at him as she had wanted. his eyes kept steady contact with hers, as if to tell her he was listening to every single word she said and writing it down in some kind of mental notebook so he could make sure he kept it in mind. āitās good you know , for you to still be able to do the thing you love without constantly being reminded of those terrible experiencesā he spoke softly , pushing a bit of her hair behind her ears when she continued to speak. āhave you ever reached out for help? like a therapist or a psychiatrist or something ā those are provided to medical professionals right? it might help , to talk about it with someone who can break it down for youā he hoped he wasnāt overstepping his bounds, but he cared about seme and wanted her to have all the support and help that she may have needed. āis there anything more i can do? i donāt want to completely smother you but you know iām here whenever you need it ā
spencerstjamesā:
open starter for @egustarters location: delta psi beta house
spencer had a low tolerance for drunk people, but that tolerance only got lower whenever it came to a party in his frat house. it wasnāt his job to get rid of the people who stayed behind after the parties were over, but there he was, trying to get rid of the one person that had stayed behind. he needed to sleep, he had to wake up early the next day to study and this person was just cooperating. spencer grabbed them by the arm as he slowly and patiently started dragging them towards the door.Ā āokay, cāmon, letās get you out of here before i have to someone else whoās much stronger than me to actually throw you out. and trust me, you donāt want to see what brad is capable of, iāve heard heāsā¦ā he started saying, but then he realized that the person seemed like they were about to throw up all over his shoes. spencer didnāt think that he could move that quickly, but he moved away and then glared at them.Ā āare you fucking stupid? were you really just about to throw up all over my shoes? these cost more than your entire closet, what the fuck?ā he asked, looking around for someone who could help him out with this, but it didnāt seem like anyone was around.
alfie was on a mission to clean up as much as he could before the cleaning service got to the house in the morning ā it was a little pointless sure but since he was leaning on the more sober side tonight he figured heād at least try to make their lives a little bit easier. he was busy wiping beer cans and stray napkins into a trash bucket when he heard the commotion coming from the other room. āEverything good in here? ā he peered around the corner , black trash bag in his grip as he watched spencer gear up to tear their poor new pledge a new asshole. āheās one of ours , iāll get brad to carry him upstairs and hang him over the bathtub just in case he tries to hurlā this is always the worst part of rush , having to take care of all of the new members who always tried too hard to keep up with the vetted members. āyouāre alright kid , weāll get you some helpā he squatted down to rub their pledge on the back and leave the trash bag in front of him before turning his attention back to spencer. āyou hungry? iām not even wasted but it feels wrong to end the night without going to get one of those dpb burritos ā i still canāt believe we go in there and order that thing so much that they named it after usāĀ
esxmoliā:
Esme stayed still when Alfie got up, taking a moment to just breathe. Her eyes only looked up from the ground when Alfie was squatted down in front of her. She nodded, taking the sweatshirt from him and wrapping it around her, her hands poking out the sleeves but opting to hide her hands in the sleeves for comfort and warmth. She got up and put her jeans on and her trainers that sheād come in the night before.Ā
Theyād made it out of the campus and in to a quiet area, Esme mostly focusing on regulating her breathing again and getting her heartrate back to normal. When Alfie broke the silence, she listened and squeezed his hand as his found hers. She shook her head initially but she wasnāt entirely sure if he was looking at her.Ā āNot often. I think the last time this happened was a few months ago. About four months?ā She answered.Ā āI, uh, I donāt actually remember if I told you⦠You know I used to be in the army, I know that, but I also did a, uh, six month tour of Afghanistan. Obviously as a medic but I still saw a lot. Waking up in a war zone for six months straight with bombs going off miles away, alarms waking you up when casualties come in. Seeing the destruction first hand. Identifying your friends by tattoos on their bodies rather than being able to see their face. It kinda fucks with your head. I came back and passed all the psyche exams but then just every so often I get nightmares and I think Iām right back in that place.ā Esme explained as transparently as possible. She wanted Alfie to understand why rather than trying to hide a part of herself from him. If this scared him, sheād understand but she had to know if heād accept the ugly side of her too.Ā āItās why I left the army. I still wanted to help people in need but I needed to be away from the personal side of being a medical professional. At least being a doctor, you donāt have to watch someone you care about die. Theyāre all strangers which means you donāt have to be as affected by it as awful as that sounds.ā
alfie could feel his heart slightly begin to break as esme told him about her history with the military and therefore the cause of her nightmares. āoh sweetheartā he mumbled , mostly to himself as he shook his head ā he hurt for her , how could he not now that she had unveiled this piece of herself to him. he intently listened to every word she said , down the way that the stress in her tone changed as her sentences went on. when alfie had first learned that esme was a former military medic he had admired her for her bravery , it was always so admirable to him that she was willing to put her life on the line in order to deliver help to those who needed it. but he never could have imagined the horror I must have put her through , even as esme stood there describing the details to him he knew he would never even be able to begin to fathom the kinds of things she must have seen. āiām proud of you es, for putting yourself first and leaving ā i wonāt ever understand what must be like for you to have to keep those memories with you but just know that iām here for you when they feel like too much to bareā the one thing alfie knew he could do was offer his support in any way she needed it. ādoes it ever effect you at work? those types of environments must have some similarities right?āĀ
esxmoliā:
āWell if youāre teaching me an instrument, Iād happily teach you some fighting moves. I promise Iām a very hands on teacher.ā Esme teasingly offered. A smile eased on to her lips when he told her she was all heād thought about.Ā āItās like our first vacation together⦠if you ignore the other students and the fact we arenāt in the same room.ā She laughed. She leaned in to his as they walked. Esmeralda loved nothing more than being close to Alfie when they were together. She was going to take her bag from him once they got to the room but before she could, heād already put it down and had his hands pulling her closer. She didnāt hesitate for a second to kiss him back - even deepening the kiss like having to hold it back had just made her even more hungry to kiss him. Her hands rested on his cheeks until she pulled back and ran her thumb over his lip.Ā āIf we keep kissing, I donāt think weāll make it close to the hot tub for a while.ā She warned him but still found herself leaned up to kiss him again.Ā
like instinct, alfieās hands moved to squeeze esmeās waist the slightest bit tighter and pull her closer to him while they kissed, then snaked his hands around to her back and resting them on its small. āyou say that like itās a bad thingā he spoke softly before leaning in to kiss her again just as she did. alfie was totally that guy , the one who couldnāt stand to keep his hands and lips off of his girlfriend whenever they were together ā his love language was definitely physical affection and he was sure esme knew that. but even so he found himself (reluctantly) pulling away , because god forbid his own roommate walk in on them like this. āi guess we should go huh? we can finish this conversation in the hot tubā he planted one last peck on her lips before letting her go so that he could grab a pair of swim trunks. it was when he looked in his suitcase that he remembered there was something he wanted to give her. āshitāes , close your eyes for a moment will you?ā he said , a soft laugh leaving his lips as he pulled a gift bag out of his suitcase and set it on the bed in front of her. āi wasnāt sure if youād have packed a dress for a trip like this so i went and got you this one that i saw you looking at on your laptop while we were in bed back home , figured it be nice to wear on our first date , yea?ā he couldnāt help but let a goofy grin grow across her face as he watched her open it.Ā
alixwaynemuā:
closed starter ā @alfredwaynemuā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā As things stood, none of the Wayne siblings seemed to ever see each other. Alix saw Alicia every so often, sure, but only because sheād go crazy if they went longer than a few weeks without at least getting a coffee together. He was sure she was the same way with Alfred too ; thatās just how she was. Always making sure her brothers were okay. Alix wasnāt really the type to do that though, and there really wasnāt an excuse for that. He knew that. And he wanted to fix that.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ādo you have some free time right now?āĀ
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Heād sent that text a few minutes ago and honestly he hadnāt been expecting a text back. To his surprise heād gotten one and thatās how Alix Wayne, a local recluse, had found himself inside a frat house to see his brother.Ā āI shouldāve asked if you wanted to get lunch somewhere,ā Was the first thing he said when heād come face to face with the Beethoven reincarnation.Ā āI feel like I stick out like a sore thumb, and itās not even that bad in here.ā
out of all the things alfie was expecting to happen today , getting a text from his little brother definitely wasnāt one of them. not in a bad way though , alix was probably the sibling he had always felt like he had gotten along with the most but recently they had only ever really seen each other when they were with the family all together. he wasnāt doing anything other than getting a head start on a couple of assignments when the text rolled through , so he didnāt hesitate to send a quick text back :Ā
ā of course , you know where to find me āĀ
and within a matter of minutes he found himself turning his chair around āhold on hold on, i need a minute to process that the alix wayne is standing in my doorway right nowā he playfully pretended to be deep in thought before breaking out in laughter and standing up to greet his brother. āto be honest i think if you were just walking around in here and didnāt mention the fact that youāre not in the frat, no one would suspect a thingā and with that he was letting out a grunt while he got up from his chair. āwe can go to the pizza place down the street for lunch , yea?ā he didnāt really give alix much of a choice , alfie had been craving that pizza for days on end and decided that now was as good a time as any to get it. āhow you been man? you and ollie getting married yet or will i still have to wait a while to break out my reception speechā a hand reach up to pat him on the shoulder as he began to make his way out of the room for alix to follow. ādude can you tell alicia to stop asking me wether or not i like her boyfriend ā i met the guy and i like him , i donāt know what else I can do to prove to her that I like him other than fucking kissing him at this pointāĀ
esxmoliā:
āItās okay, me and Austin are still good friends. We mutually broke up when I got accepted in to the army so weāre on good terms. There are definitely worse people I could be sharing a room with, itās just kinda weird sharing a room with him.ā Esme explained, realising in that moment that theyād never actually talked about exes before. She smiled when he picked the red bikini and put that in to her bag with the towel ready for the hot tub.Ā āIāve not actually seen too much of it, Iām more looking forward to the outdoor stuff than things in the lodge.ā Esmeralda explained. A smile grew on her lips when he mentioned teaching her a few things.Ā āSo I get to spend time with you in a hot tub, an actual date and youāre finally going to teach me how to play an instrument? This might already be the best trip of my life.ā She commented as she took his hand.Ā āNow letās get out of here so I can actually kiss you.āĀ
āYea? Well itās good you guys arenāt at each otherās throat thenāIām shit at combat you knowā he joked, taking her bah from her and hanging it over his shoulder while the two made their way out. āIām just feeling like spoiling you today , youāre all Iāve been thinking about since we got here so I want to make our time worth itā he smiled, intertwining their fingers as he held the door open for her , not hesitating to kiss her head as they began their walk over to his. alfie had always been a very outwardly affectionate person when he was in a relationship , so keeping his hands and lips all over her was simply like second nature. he let out a sigh as he opened the door to an empty room, thanking all the gods there were that he could have a minute alone with esme. honestly the fact that he couldnāt kiss her before made him all the more eager to shut the door behind them , placing the bag down on his bed in favor of putting his hands on her waist , pulling her closer to him before speaking again. ālast I checked, you owed me a kiss or twoā he smirked, leaning down to close the gaps between their lips as he finally gave her the kiss he had really been wanting to earlier.Ā
celinecapaldiā:
Ā Ā Ā Ā herĀ handĀ isĀ reachingĀ outĀ toĀ grabĀ hisĀ phoneĀ whenĀ itĀ buzzesĀ andĀ theĀ notifĀ popsĀ upĀ .Ā iāmĀ notĀ goingĀ toĀ kissĀ youĀ forĀ aĀ weekĀ .Ā Ā cĆ©lineĀ isnātĀ tryingĀ toĀ beĀ nosyĀ Ā (Ā thatāsĀ aĀ lieĀ )Ā ,Ā Ā butĀ heĀ justĀ makesĀ itĀ tooĀ easyĀ .Ā sheĀ shootsĀ aĀ knowingĀ lookĀ hisĀ wayĀ beforeĀ pushingĀ theĀ deviceĀ backĀ towardsĀ himĀ .Ā Ā āĀ youādĀ betterĀ answerĀ theĀ missusĀ .Ā somethingĀ tellsĀ meĀ sheāsĀ notĀ jokingĀ .Ā āĀ Ā itāsĀ aĀ bitĀ funnyĀ ,Ā sheĀ thinksĀ ,Ā howĀ aĀ softĀ pinkĀ flushĀ hasĀ spreadĀ acrossĀ hisĀ noseĀ andĀ spilledĀ overĀ ontoĀ hisĀ cheeksĀ .Ā itāsĀ notĀ somethingĀ toĀ beĀ embarrassedĀ aboutĀ .Ā celāsĀ happyĀ forĀ himĀ ,Ā truthfullyĀ ,Ā andĀ esmeĀ tooĀ Ā ā-Ā Ā theyĀ bothĀ deservedĀ goodĀ peopleĀ ,Ā andĀ theyĀ bothĀ wereĀ goodĀ peopleĀ .Ā honestlyĀ ,Ā itĀ wasĀ aĀ matchĀ madeĀ inĀ heavenĀ .Ā Ā sheĀ pointsĀ toĀ theĀ phoneĀ ,Ā thenĀ backĀ toĀ himĀ .Ā Ā āĀ haveĀ youĀ twoĀ goneĀ andĀ madeĀ thingsĀ officialĀ yetĀ ?Ā Ā becauseĀ ifĀ youĀ havenātĀ ,Ā thisĀ isĀ meĀ tellingĀ youĀ toĀ getĀ aĀ moveĀ onĀ .Ā āĀ Ā doesĀ sheĀ haveĀ anyĀ rightĀ toĀ goĀ andĀ tellĀ himĀ whatĀ toĀ doĀ ?Ā Ā noĀ .Ā butĀ thatāsĀ neverĀ stoppedĀ herĀ beforeĀ .Ā celĀ doesnātĀ waitĀ forĀ anĀ invitationĀ beforeĀ sheāsĀ pullingĀ theĀ chairĀ acrossĀ fromĀ himĀ outĀ andĀ perchingĀ herselfĀ downĀ delicatelyĀ .Ā Ā āĀ whyĀ isĀ theĀ powerĀ outĀ ?Ā ā
āI canāt even pretend to be mad about what you said because the truth is even I probably canāt even comprehend how serious she isā esmeās a woman to stick to her word , he knows that much even in situations like this. He canāt help but chuckle as he looks back up at celine, it was of course like her to be telling him about his relationship even when she hadnāt known a thing about it in the first place. āFor your information I have made things official , weāve been together for a little over a month nowā he knew cel didnāt really ask the specifics but he just liked to brag. a slight smile stayed tugging at his lips as cel sat down across from him , to be completely honest he couldnāt even remember the last time he had spoken to her outside of getting everything sorted for his suit so maybe the universe was working in a mysterious way by trapping the two of them together. āThereās a stormā¦a blizzard or whatever the fuck itās calledāitāll probably blow over soon so donāt worry , Iām sure your instagram will surviveā he couldnāt resit the opportunity to tease her even if just a little bit. ā how have you been cel , like really .Ā I feel like itās been ages since I knew what the hell was going on in the glamorous life of the Celine Capaldiā Ā
š± Alfie x Esme
Esme: With 8 minutes to spare š
Esme: Oh, good luck to you both. I am here for support if you need a life line
Esme: I'm at the bar with whiskey, I count that as safe place and a warm drink
alfie: I'm sure I'm gonna need all the luck I can get
alfie: damn I wish I was you right now
alfie: don't get too carried away without me , okay?