Imagine

[alia-mohamed]

The end

He asked me,out of no where, “you are crying a lot these days, I never saw u like this”. I answered “ I tend to cry near the end”. He didn’t get it and that says a lot and I cried a lot.

[alia-mohamed]

Change

The choice between googling how to get out of the friend zone or googling how to change your life is just about your reaction to change! I mean isn’t it time for them to throw some effort 

[wnq-writers]

The daytime dreamer is always so beautifully alive in her mind but she looks cold from the outside like an aging book with a cracked spine.

venomousvelvet (via wnq-writers)

[victoriajoan]

Emotionally, I wanted to stay. Intellectually, I wanted to leave. As always, I seemed to enjoy punishing myself.

Susan Sontag, from Reborn: Journals & Notebooks (via closedforprayer)

[alia-mohamed]

I secretly miss you, it's like my dirty little secret I freakin miss you. But don't come back

[alia-mohamed]

A Moment

I usually end up my relations in just a moment!

No second thoughts , no cold feet.

It’s just a moment then it ends , a friendship , love  , any relationship.

Simply I end them in a moment cause i try and try and try, If you really mean a lot to me , you will see me trying a lot not to lose you.

Then comes the Moment . the “enough is enough moment” I leave and I don’t look back.

When that moment comes, don’t blame me , Be sure I tried ! 

[alia-mohamed]

Let the bastards get away, let them enjoy how they ruined your life. Let them go. Don’t seek revenge , Don’t seek forgiveness, Just let them go. Karma is a bitch, just wait and see.

[sonandheirofnothinginparticular]

[flashoflife]

To the one who loves her next, She’s terrified of spiders. So when you’re out late with friends and she texts you freaking out because there’s one on her window, please go kill it. She won’t sleep otherwise. She is a total textbook introvert. She won’t reply for hours and sometimes you won’t see her for a week. You will take this personally. Don’t. She’s simply taking care of herself and she’ll tell you how much she missed you while she was away. She’ll get very jealous. My god, she gets so jealous. Those brown eyes will turn a deep green. She hates that about herself, and she doesn’t mean to do it. Remember, she loves you. Reassure her that you love her too. On that topic, she needs constant reassurance. Tell her you love her and mean it. If you can’t do that, leave. She deserves more than that. There will be nights when she goes out and drinks a little too much. She’ll call you to bring her home. When you do, she’ll try to keep you up all night by tickling you and repeating “I love you and I’m sorry I’m annoying.” She’s not annoying. But make sure she has plenty of water and don’t let her pass out until she drinks it, or she will be miserable in the morning. She is the most independent woman I know. But she’s so insecure, it still breaks my heart. So when she starts an argument with “you don’t love me.” Do not get upset. Remind her you do and the reasons why. She’ll come around. The cat comes first. Always. Don’t ever think otherwise. Make her tea and remember the way she takes her coffee. She will notice. When she’s having an anxiety attack, wrap her up in your arms and rub her back. Tell her she’s safe and remind her that she has medication if she needs it. If you cannot treat her like royalty, let someone else. That girl deserves the world. Losing her is a pain you will never shake. Your world will come crashing down on you and those pieces won’t ever fit the way they used to. Don’t let her go. She will love you with all she’s got. Please give her the same. I am begging you to not hurt her. She is golden. Don’t let that shine die out. Give her your all and she’ll return the favor. You will never have to ask the universe for anything ever again.

Sincerely, a name you’ll hear in passing.  (via intractably)

Wow

(via tides)

so much sadness and beauty on his words

(via whereishappiness)

[treadcarefullyherebedragons]

[alia-mohamed]

محطة القطر

أنا عارفه أنك تعبتى منى يا عالية! مبقاش كلامى مفهوم ولا شكوتى ليها معنى.مبقتش فاهمه ردود أفعالى  ولامشاعرى, عارفه كده لما تحسى أن فى حاجه جواكى ماتت.هى مش حاجه ماتت على قد ما هى حاجه خلصت او زى مابيقولوا كده كان فى و خلص.أنا كان عندى طاقة أهتمام وخلاص أنتهت يمكن أكون ضيعتها على ناس .غلط, تقدرى تقولى وقعت منى فى المحطة.بقت المحطة تتملى و تفضى و أنا ولا بفرح ولا فى جرح جوايا بينده. بقيت دموعى أبيه أوى يا عاليه مش راضيه تنزل. تفتكرى دى كمان خلصت, دى كانت علطول معايا و عمرى ما طلبتها و ملقتهاش. ماتت جوايا حاجات كتيروبقيت قاسية حتى على نفسى. أنا حاسه أنك مش عارفانى خلاص بتبصيلى فى عينى زى ما تكونى بتدورى على دليل أن دى لسه أنا, مش يمكن روحى هى اللى ماتت جوايا و عشان كده أنتى مش عارفانى.أنا حاسه أن فى فراغ جوايا, نفسى أبكى مش عارفه. و هما لسه مش فاهمين! فاكرينها قسوه قلبى اللى بتعمل فيهم كده. لكن هو فين قلبى ده, أنا مش حاسه بيه جوايا.اللى بيعمل فيهم كده قسوتهم هما يا عاليه مش قسوتى أنا.ياما سمعت و طبطبطت و أستحملت و فى الأخر بيسيبونى فى المحطه و يمشوا.و مع كل حد بيمشى جزء من روحى يروح معاه,أصله أتعلق بيه.لحد ما خلاص مفيش........ بح .........شطبنا

[peone-deactivated20211006]

[alia-mohamed]

Damn true !

[alia-mohamed]

Keep breathing

How many times can you see the love of your life walking away and keep breathing after it? Isn't one massive heartbreak is enough for a lifetime, do we really have to keep breathing after this !!

[alia-mohamed]

The end

He asked me,out of no where, "you are crying a lot these days, I never saw u like this". I answered " I tend to cry near the end". He didn't get it and that says a lot and I cried a lot.

[alia-mohamed]

Those words just makes your heart drops, You just know that whoever you will be with , They aren't Rachel, and we all have our Rachel.

[alia-mohamed]

We all need a place to say fuck out loud without being judged for anything,  that place is tumblr for me. So Fuck Fuck Fuck