Jenny Ums Her Mind Away
“Um. I, I don’t… um. I can’t seem… um. I don’t know… um.” Jenny’s head lolled to the side, her legs parting involuntarily to reveal her smooth, pale pubic mound and flushed, bright pink pussy lips. She stared vacantly into space for a moment, her synapses fuzzing into static as each ‘um’ produced a burst of pleasure that stopped her thoughts stone dead and forced her to effectively reboot her brain from scratch. The dizzying, overwhelming waves of ecstasy made her so groggy, so weak and vulnerable and open to suggestions… but she kept trying to think. She kept trying to speak. She kept trying, and kept failing.
“Something’s, I… um. Something’s not… um. I don’t, I… um. Please, I can’t… um.” She didn’t notice the pattern–Jenny wasn’t even sure she could count to three with her brain reduced to such a sputtering, stuttering, misfiring mess of arousal and euphoria. But her subconscious understood exactly what was happening to her. Every three syllables, it derailed her train of thought into another confused, mumbled ‘um’ and rewarded her with another orgasmic burst of pleasure for her compliance with the suggestion. Her unconscious mind didn’t know why Jenny might want to have complex ideas, why she might want to express them in words to anyone else; it only knew that obedience felt good and it liked the way it made her feel when it did as it was told. And it was so, so much stronger than Jenny’s confused, feeble, scattered little will right now.
“I, I can’t… um. It’s, I, what’s… um. What’s happen… um. What, what is… um. What, I, what’s… um.” She couldn’t even process the depth of her own subjugation. Every time Jenny tried to comprehend the mental static that fogged up her mind and emptied out her brain, she ran out of room inside her head and lost the concept in another wet, sticky ‘um’ that dripped out of her pussy and left her vacant and docile and dumb. Even when she recovered from each visit to the mental void that swallowed her up, Jenny found herself stuck in the same place. Stuck on the same notion. And every time, it got harder and harder to think.
“I, you, you… um. You did s-some… um. You’re making… um. Making me… um. I, I can’t… um?” No matter how hard she struggled to hold onto some semblance of reason, clinging as tightly as she could to the infinitesimal progress her sluggish train of thought made, it was pushing uphill on a track with greased rails. Jenny inevitably backslid down into the valley of empty, sleepy bliss that was deep trance, and she fractionated herself into oblivion with her own efforts to climb back out. Her Master didn’t even need to do a thing anymore. All he had to do was smile knowingly at her and watch as she mindfucked herself into emptiness.
“Um, um, I… um. I, um, I… um. I, I, um… um. Um, um, um… um? Uh, um, uhhh… um?” Eventually, she reached the same point she always reached in their little game together. Jenny’s thoughts circled the drain, going round and round but always descending into perfect, blissful vacancy in the end. She broke her own brain, over and over, until even the part of her that understood that she was trying to struggle against her Master’s suggestions melted down into slick, dreamy bliss and she went limp. And then, a perfectly mindless fucktoy at last, she opened up to be fucked.
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