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There's nothing about me that's worth getting to know because my life only revolves around harmful coping mechanism and suicidal thoughts. I'm afraid there's nothing more beyond that considering I no longer have hobbies or social life.

This sickness has consumed every aspect of my life and I don't know how to make it stop.

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I feel like a rotting corpse that’s still breathing.

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Honestly, genuinely, really believed that I wouldn't be alive to see 2025.

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✨️2026✨️

Is it fucked up of me to still want your messages to show up on my notifs?

I hope you realise that I didn't go anywhere by my choice.

I hope you realise that you lost me.

All of the small big things you did made me fade away slowly till I reached a point where I had no choice but to leave.

All of the trauma that you've told me.

I understood it.

What is so hard to understand and care about mine?

Life's really gonna suck without you

So deprived of men in my early age

No brother, no father

So much so that now I get attached to them way to easily

I trust them too easily

I do not notice the red flags

Give them the benefit of the doubt

Give them all

Give them me

And i end up getting hurt always

Like why?

I really hoped that you would've tried your best

You have a lot going on in your life.

You obviously do not need a new person to add to it.

Please don't do this again and again

Please?

Show it

Show that I'm wrong

Don't just say it.

This isn't fair. It just isn't.

I still care about you

- That's my curse

You're making me feel like I'm begging.

And i hate that feeling

Such a father behaviour of you

You've hurt me

And I know you're blissfully unaware of that

I want us to last

But why do i get the feeling that you won't fight for this relationship to last?

Don't tell me it's all in my head, show me that it's all in my head.

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