Would you consider yourself straight, gay, bi, or something else? Why?
I'm fairly sure I'm straight. I mean I don't know for absolute sure since I don't believe you ever actually know without experimenting but I've never been sexually attracted to a female besides maybe celbs but do those really count?
Who was the first person you had sex with? When did it happen? What was it like? How well did it go?
The first person was Jake. It was shortly after my seventeenth birthday and I was nervous, but I also felt like it was just....time, ya know? Or at least you're suppose to know. I don't regret it. It's just...maybe this whole mess could have been avoided if I waited. But then I wouldn't have Oliver and it's really just confusing. Oh right. What was it like. It was everything you expect your first time to be like as a female. It was painful and anti-climatic.
Have you ever had a same-sex experience? Who with, what was it like, and how did it go?
I haven't and I'm not sure I will. Who knows what the future holds.
What is your deepest, most well-hidden sexual fantasy? Would you ever try it?
Okay if we're going like super kinky I'm going with sex on the hiking path I take during the summer. Why? I don't know. I think it'd be interesting and sexy with the right guy. But I mean more realistically? When I get a place of my own I just want to have sex everywhere. But then again that requires actually having a guy to have sex with.
Is there any sexual activity that you will not, under any circumstances, do?
Most forms of BDSM. I can handle very light bondage and maybe a guy smacking my ass. But beyond that? Absolutely not. I can't do more than handcuffs and the idea of a guy choking me? Or hitting me? I--sex is suppose to be pleasurable. I'd have a mental break down. Also I don't like the idea of my nipples getting pinched with clothes pin or getting tazed. I may have looked into BDSM...
Do you currently have a lover? What is their name, and what is your relationship like? What are they like? Why are you attracted to them?
I don't. I don't have any form of a lover whatsoever.
Describe the perfect romantic partner for you?
Just someone who treats me well and treats Oliver well. That's pathetic isn't it? I should have more goals than that. Okay if we're getting detailed like my absolute perfect romantic partner would be someone who is family oriented, has a sense of humor, has a good head on his shoulders, ambitious but not overly so, and someone who understands my problems.
What is the perfect romantic date?
Perfect date would have to be just something where we're alone together. Ideally I'd like to go like canoeing or something and then going home and having sex. I haven't had sex in over a year. Don't judge.
Do you ever want to get married and have children? When do you see this happening?
No I don't want to have kids. Ever. I'm kidding! Obviously I want to get married someday and have more kids. Maybe two more. Or three. But three more is my absolute limit.
What is more important - sex or intimacy? Why?
Intimacy. Sex without it is just physical. Once you have the intimacy with a partner it's mind blowing.
What was your most recent relationship like? Who was it with? (Does not need to be sexual, merely romantic.)
My last romantic partner was Jake. And it's pretty known what that was like at the end. I mean before then it was perfect. It was everything I ever wanted but then it just...blew up in my face.
What’s the worst thing you’ve done to someone you loved?
I slept with another guy.
