Survivor's Guilt

(Revamped TWD OC, read rules/about/armory for the full story)

[alive-not--dead]

Just gunna leave this here because I’m salty.

[alive-not--dead]

Can we just acknowledge that Rick had his hand probably 4-5 inches away from Jades/Jadus’s gun?

Can we also acknowledge that in law enforcement school they teach you how to disarm people with guns?

Can we also remember that Rick used to be a Sheriff?

Rick.

Rick my dude. Come on man.

He could’ve killed her. He could’ve.

Grab wrist and push out of line of fire, draw firearm and shoot.

Dead junkyard lady.

[alive-not--dead]

I’m back

(I’m alive again!!! Revamped and ready to go! Old url was aliveandead.)

[allmonsters-blog1]

      “        the dead don’t kill their own                                it’s the livin’ you gotta be afraid of.       “                          independent clementine from the walking dead game

[allmonsters-blog1]

"Aren't you a little young to be out here by yourself?"

@aliveandead

           “i didn’t exactly CHOOSE to live in the woods. don’t you think i’d rather be living somewhere warm and safe?”

[allmonsters-blog1]

 aliveandead:

“Surprisingly not that far. Not sure how I found you before you found us. Another couple minutes and you would’ve been smack bang right into the side of our wall.” And by wall, he meant a mishmash of assorted barbed wire, sandbags, logs, and abandoned and broken vehicles. A circle of the aforementioned military vehicles was soon visible through the brush. It was a small circle, but it looked pretty damn secure from out in the woods. “Lucky too…guy at the front is a little trigger happy.”

               “I guess i’m pretty lucky i bumped into you then,” she replied, the words being more truthful than she would have liked. “well, i’m hoping you’re telling the truth. i wouldn’t mind some hot food and a bed right about now. my feet are killing me.” she complained.

[alive-not--dead]

"We got some hardboiled eggs in our pot. I only planned to grab some firewood, so we put the water on and made some soup and put some eggs in after we washed the pot. Hopefully that'll be enough for you." He whistled loudly through the trees and got a whistle back. "Alrighty, they know we're here." Pulling some brush aside, the distant crackling of a campfire and idle chatter was a welcome replacement for the fire. "Hey, Danny, put some more soup in the pot, I have a friend with an empty stomach. Tell someone to open the trunk to the jeep and put a couple blankets in there too." The kid at the front got off the car and yelled at his brother, who in turned yelled back and started squabbling with each other. "Oh jesus...they're twins. Ignore them." He climbed up on top of the car used as a gate and went through the top to unlock the door. "Climb through, and hey, welcome to Delta Four. Home to a few teens and a police officer."

[crevting-archive-blog]

memesfromstuff:

the walking dead starters ( s7ep7 - part two.)

!!! SPOILER ALERT !!! FOR THOSE WHO HASN’T WATCHED THIS EPISODE YET !!!

“ i want to get to know you a little better, ___”

“ work it out. you’re smart.”

“ you’re smart enough to know that i’m not gonna let this slide.”

“ ahh, i can’t – i can’t do it.”

“ it’s like talking to a birthday present. you gotta take that crap off. i want to see what grandma got me.”

“ do you really want to piss me off?”

“ christ! that is disgusting. no wonder you cover that up.”

“ have you seen it? i mean, have you looked in a mirror? that is gross as hell.”

“ i want to touch it. oh, come on. can i touch it?”

“ damn. holy hell, kid. look, i… i just… it’s easy to forget that you’re… just a kid.”

“ i didn’t mean to hurt your feelings or anything. i… i was just screwing around.”

“ just forget it.”

“ seriously? i NEVER do that.”

“ i guess a kid firing a machine gun is a little bit of a distraction.”

“ all jokes aside, you look rad as hell.”

“ i wouldn’t cover that shit up.”

“ i swear to you, NO ONE is gonna screw with you looking like that. no, sir.”

“ were you gentle? were you kind?”

“ i’m just screwing around, man!”

“ get the hell out.”

“ now, you see? that’s what i’m talking about. men breaking each other’s balls.”

“ what do you like to do for fun?”

“ i want you to sing me a song.”

“ i want something in return for that.”

“ do not let me distract you.”

“ weird, huh?”

“ damn. dead, huh?”

“ you see it happen?”

“ i shot him/her. before it could…”

“ damn, no wonder you’re a little serial killer in the making.”

“ that was an example of breaking balls, by the way.”

“ hold that for me.”

“ what’s about to happen is gonna be hard to watch.”

“ i don’t want to do it.”

“ i wish i could just ignore the rules and let it slide, but i CAN’T.”

“ rules are what make it all work.”

“ i know it’s not easy.”

“ if you try to skirt it, if you try to cut that corner, then it is the iron for you.”

“ on your feet.”

“ ah, that wasn’t so bad, now, was it?”

“ clean that up.”

“ i’m all done, do your thing.”

“ well, the pussy passed out.”

“ it’s settled, we’re square. everything is cool.”

“ i hope we all learned something today, because i don’t EVER want to have to do that again.”

“ some crazy shit, huh? you probably think i’m a lunatic.”

“ come on. let’s go figure out what to do with you.”

“ i didn’t want to come back here.”

“ i’m not trying to definitively stop ya. just maybe slow your roll.”

“ i’m not waiting.”

“ that’s just being stupid.”

“ you don’t know what the hell you’re talking about.”

“ it doesn’t matter if you’re stealthy, snipey, gun or knifey. they have the numbers.”

“ someone has to pay the price. even if you’re willing… from all we’ve seen, it’s not a lock you’ll be the one.”

“ will the man who killed the man who saved our lives die?”

“ you’re not talking me out of this, ___!”

“ you owe me, and you owe ___”

“ if there’s a price, i’ll pay it. but don’t you tell me no.”

“ you don’t know anything, you don’t DO anything.”

“ you’re a coward. and you’re weak.”

“ for once, do something useful.”

“ don’t beat yourself up.”

“ you sold ‘em out, right? you had to.”

“ it’s not what happened.”

“ whatever helps you sleep at night.”

“ how do YOU sleep at night?”

“ you should go. someone’s going to see us.”

“ no, you absolutely cannot.”

“ why the hell not?”

“ look at this badass.”

“ you can’t because i’m not done with you.”

“ what? you got something to say?”

“ why haven’t you killed me?”

“ you see, s/he thinks s/he’s holding it together, but you saw it.”

“ you on the other hand… we shall see.”

“ it’s more productive to break you. more fun, too. you thinking that’s stupid?”

“ i’m thinking we’re different.”

“ what do you think i should do? you know i can’t let you go.”

“ so, do i kill you? iron your face? chop off your arm? tell me. what do you think?”

“ i think you should jump out the window to save me the trouble of killing you.”

“ now, there is the ___ that impressed the hell outta me.”

“ i think you’re not saying what you’re gonna do to me, because you’re not going to do anything.”

“ if you knew us, if you knew anything, you WOULD kill us.”

“ maybe you’re right. maybe i can’t.”

“ let’s go for a ride.”

“ if you do anything to him/her…”

“ what next? you want my shoes?”

“ great, great, great, great, great, GREAT!”

“ dooooon’t care ~”

“ cool. i’ll wait.”

“ we’re practically starving here.”

“ starving? you? by ‘practically’ you mean ‘not really.’ ”

“ REALLY? you people seriously don’t have a sense of humor.”

“ excuse me. what’s your name again?”

“ i am sorry for having been so rude to you just now.”

“ it looks like i’m gonna be here for a while.”

“ i mean, y’know, if you’re agreeable to it.”

“ all right, well, i’m just gonna put my feet up and wait for my stuff to get here.”

“ would you be a lamb and make us a little lemonade?”

“ now, i know i left you some of that good powdered stuff.”

“ take me on the grand tour!”

“ how ‘bout this one?”

“ are you serious, ___? come on.”

“ oh-ho, my… look at this little angel.”

“ i’m sorry for what i said.”

“ i reject that.”

“ you meant it, you felt it, that’s your truth.”

“ i’d like to take it back to awkward silence now.”

“ find what you wanted?”

“ hey, neighbor. why don’t you come by later? we might grill out.”

“ oh, i like it here. i just might have to stay here.”

“ you know, i was thinking about what you said earlier, ___. maybe it IS stupid keeping you alive.”

“ i mean, why am i trying so hard?”

“ maybe i should just bury you in one of those flower beds? huh?”

“ what do you think about that?”

[alive-not--dead]

"Let's play 20 Questions, you first."

He squinted at the slightly older man, scratching his chin. “Wait, am I guessing or thinking of a thing first?”

[frecklednewsboy-deactivated2017]

“Yeah.. No. Paul and I are together.”

[alive-not--dead]

"Oh. Damn. My gaydar ain't workin' properly today I guess...um, ok. Is it alive?"

[allmonsters-blog1]

"Aren't you a little young to be out here by yourself?"

@aliveandead

           “i didn’t exactly CHOOSE to live in the woods. don’t you think i’d rather be living somewhere warm and safe?”

[allmonsters-blog1]

aliveandead:

“Kick my-hah!” He had to laugh just a little bit. Man, she was definitely a fighter. They’d get a kick out of her. “You make it sound like we live in a base with an army. It’s just me and a couple friends with a dog. And a small camp we fixed up. We got some makeshift tents and some make-shift beds. A shoddy roof but it works.” He chuckled again as he retraced his steps back the way he came. “Kick my ass, heh…you’re funny, you know? Not like I’m thinkin’ you wouldn’t fight me, I know you’d fight me. It makes me laugh to know there’s someone like me out here. Hell, I’d kick my own ass.”

         “well, you DID say it was a military camp, excuse me for making presumptions.” she retorted in her defense, looking down at her feet as they walked. “and yeah, i’d probably kick your butt pretty easily. all it really takes is for my foot to find it’s way to your balls and you’re down. i wouldn’t test me.” she wasn’t entirely sure what she made of him, but he seemed harmless enough.

[alive-not--dead]

“A well place nut-punt could probably take down any guy. Even my dog!” He chuckled again, absentmindedly stumbling over a branch. “Woops, a little sloppy today I guess.” He didn’t deem her a threat at all, which was surprising. Normally he’d be a lot more cautious, but he’d found some food for his people that would help them eat for the next week, so he was happy.

[allmonsters-blog1]

         “i’m almost afraid to ask how you know that but don’t worry, i won’t kick your dog in the nuts. maybe.” she said, allowing herself to smile lightly. “it’s you that i wouldn’t be so sure about. anyways, how far is it?“

[alive-not--dead]

"Surprisingly not that far. Not sure how I found you before you found us. Another couple minutes and you would've been smack bang right into the side of our wall." And by wall, he meant a mishmash of assorted barbed wire, sandbags, logs, and abandoned and broken vehicles. A circle of the aforementioned military vehicles was soon visible through the brush. It was a small circle, but it looked pretty damn secure from out in the woods. "Lucky too...guy at the front is a little trigger happy."

[alive-not--dead]

"Let's play 20 Questions, you first."

He squinted at the slightly older man, scratching his chin. “Wait, am I guessing or thinking of a thing first?”

[frecklednewsboy-deactivated2017]

“You have to ask me a question.”

[alive-not--dead]

"Oh ok...is it Maggie?" He smirked. Having only been in Alexandria for a little bit, he'd figured out pretty quick they were a thing.

[alive-not--dead]

‘hands up!’ - medecin-auxiliare

“You first!” His free hand went for the second gun at his hip, flicking off the safety. Hopefully, this conflict wouldn’t end in bloodshed.

[medecin-auxiliare]

NO WAY was this going to happen to Lilah again, first it had been with the group that had picked her up from the hospital, then terminus and now this kid thought he was going to be some tough guy with his hand guns and stolen gear. NO WAY, So, looking over to the car door to her side, she gave a slightly confident grin as she slowly opened the mini van’s driver side. Before hoping inside and locking the doors beside her. As sure, he MAY have had a vest, but SHE had a VAN. 

[alive-not--dead]

“Do NOT make me break the windows!” Dave was a bit of a wild child before the apocalypse…breaking and entering a car would not be his first offense. He really just wanted a ride home. They had stuff back there, he just needed a quick way back. Then, he had an idea. In his best whiny kid voice, he slumped, and whined “Come oooooon…I just need a ride home…I have friends that need me…” Maybe this would work. He even let his arms go limp at his sides.

[medecin-auxiliare]

Biting down HARD on her upper lip. Lily started the engine, as she was prepared to just RUN the kid off and go HOME. HOWEVER as he slumped against the passengers side, a whine only a child could make, it was CLEAR he had hit something primal within her. As she ADORED kids herself, their chubby faces to even their imaginative personalities. So as she heard his cries it set in he was only a CHILD, one with a horrible attitude but a child nonetheless. So with heavy reluctance, she answered back to the boy on the otherside. Knowing most likely how she was going to REGRET this decision. “ Alright! If you pass over your weapons to me, and I’ll get you home. ”

[alive-not--dead]

"Fine enough with me. Just please give them back. I like them because they've kept me alive." He handed all three of his handguns to her and put his hatchet on the floor. He had a feeling this would work. Certain women jus had that motherly nerve in them. He glanced back at the backseat. "You uh...don't look like you have a lot there. I can't give you much when we get there but how does a few bottles of water and a few cans of assorted goods sound...?" Hopefully she'd take the offer. She looked like she needed help as much as he did.

[alive-not--dead]

"Let's play 20 Questions, you first."

He squinted at the slightly older man, scratching his chin. “Wait, am I guessing or thinking of a thing first?”

[allmonsters-blog1]

"Aren't you a little young to be out here by yourself?"

@aliveandead

           “i didn’t exactly CHOOSE to live in the woods. don’t you think i’d rather be living somewhere warm and safe?”

[allmonsters-blog1]

aliveandead:

“Kick my-hah!” He had to laugh just a little bit. Man, she was definitely a fighter. They’d get a kick out of her. “You make it sound like we live in a base with an army. It’s just me and a couple friends with a dog. And a small camp we fixed up. We got some makeshift tents and some make-shift beds. A shoddy roof but it works.” He chuckled again as he retraced his steps back the way he came. “Kick my ass, heh…you’re funny, you know? Not like I’m thinkin’ you wouldn’t fight me, I know you’d fight me. It makes me laugh to know there’s someone like me out here. Hell, I’d kick my own ass.”

         “well, you DID say it was a military camp, excuse me for making presumptions.” she retorted in her defense, looking down at her feet as they walked. “and yeah, i’d probably kick your butt pretty easily. all it really takes is for my foot to find it’s way to your balls and you’re down. i wouldn’t test me.” she wasn’t entirely sure what she made of him, but he seemed harmless enough.

[alive-not--dead]

“A well place nut-punt could probably take down any guy. Even my dog!” He chuckled again, absentmindedly stumbling over a branch. “Woops, a little sloppy today I guess.” He didn’t deem her a threat at all, which was surprising. Normally he’d be a lot more cautious, but he’d found some food for his people that would help them eat for the next week, so he was happy.

[allmonsters-blog1]

"Aren't you a little young to be out here by yourself?"

@aliveandead

           “i didn’t exactly CHOOSE to live in the woods. don’t you think i’d rather be living somewhere warm and safe?”

[alive-not--dead]

“Aren’t you a survivalist though? You know how to build a shelter and stuff, don’t you?” He didn’t quite trust her. He just encountered her, after all.

[allmonsters-blog1]

                “i do.” she informed him, folding her arms, her eyebrows arching, “just because i’m capable of doing something doesn’t mean i have to do it. were that the case then i would have stabbed you by now as that’s certainly something i’m capable of doing if you try anything funny.”

[alive-not--dead]

A smirk crawled across his face. “I’m wearing a Bulletproof vest I found at a military camp. Where I live. That has some shelter. And a fire. And a spare bed. Wink wink nudge nudge.” If she was already that much of a fighter, maybe he could afford to give her some supplies before she headed out again. After all, they had to watch out for the not-so-generous survivors. “You don’t seem to have much, but what I’m asking, if you’ve already figured out, is do you want a place to hang for a couple nights before you set out again? I ain’t gunna do anything fishy. Got my own people to protect, what good would I ‘em dead?”

[allmonsters-blog1]

         “bullet-proof vest, you just happened to find a shelter with all that crap, AND you have more people in your group? yeah, i’ll believe it when i see it.” her smooth tone of voice was clearly tired, yet she was hardly going to pass up the opportunity to sleep in relative comfort. regardless, she made a curt ‘hmm’ sound, then reached over and pressed her hand up against his chest, feeling it and giving a slight squeeze. he wasn’t lying, he really was wearing a vest. “alright. i’ll head back with you, just no funny business. i could kick your ass if i wanted to.” she informed him, nodding at him to show her the way back to his camp.

[alive-not--dead]

“Kick my-hah!” He had to laugh just a little bit. Man, she was definitely a fighter. They’d get a kick out of her. “You make it sound like we live in a base with an army. It’s just me and a couple friends with a dog. And a small camp we fixed up. We got some makeshift tents and some make-shift beds. A shoddy roof but it works.” He chuckled again as he retraced his steps back the way he came. “Kick my ass, heh...you’re funny, you know? Not like I’m thinkin’ you wouldn’t fight me, I know you’d fight me. It makes me laugh to know there’s someone like me out here. Hell, I’d kick my own ass.”

[alive-not--dead]

‘hands up!’ - medecin-auxiliare

“You first!” His free hand went for the second gun at his hip, flicking off the safety. Hopefully, this conflict wouldn’t end in bloodshed.

[medecin-auxiliare]

NO WAY was this going to happen to Lilah again, first it had been with the group that had picked her up from the hospital, then terminus and now this kid thought he was going to be some tough guy with his hand guns and stolen gear. NO WAY, So, looking over to the car door to her side, she gave a slightly confident grin as she slowly opened the mini van’s driver side. Before hoping inside and locking the doors beside her. As sure, he MAY have had a vest, but SHE had a VAN. 

[alive-not--dead]

“Do NOT make me break the windows!” Dave was a bit of a wild child before the apocalypse...breaking and entering a car would not be his first offense. He really just wanted a ride home. They had stuff back there, he just needed a quick way back. Then, he had an idea. In his best whiny kid voice, he slumped, and whined “Come oooooon...I just need a ride home...I have friends that need me...” Maybe this would work. He even let his arms go limp at his sides.

[allmonsters-blog1]

"Aren't you a little young to be out here by yourself?"

@aliveandead

           “i didn’t exactly CHOOSE to live in the woods. don’t you think i’d rather be living somewhere warm and safe?”

[alive-not--dead]

“Aren’t you a survivalist though? You know how to build a shelter and stuff, don’t you?” He didn’t quite trust her. He just encountered her, after all.

[allmonsters-blog1]

                “i do.” she informed him, folding her arms, her eyebrows arching, “just because i’m capable of doing something doesn’t mean i have to do it. were that the case then i would have stabbed you by now as that’s certainly something i’m capable of doing if you try anything funny.”

[alive-not--dead]

A smirk crawled across his face. “I’m wearing a Bulletproof vest I found at a military camp. Where I live. That has some shelter. And a fire. And a spare bed. Wink wink nudge nudge.” If she was already that much of a fighter, maybe he could afford to give her some supplies before she headed out again. After all, they had to watch out for the not-so-generous survivors. “You don’t seem to have much, but what I’m asking, if you’ve already figured out, is do you want a place to hang for a couple nights before you set out again? I ain’t gunna do anything fishy. Got my own people to protect, what good would I ‘em dead?”

[alive-not--dead]

‘hands up!’ - medecin-auxiliare

“You first!” His free hand went for the second gun at his hip, flicking off the safety. Hopefully, this conflict wouldn’t end in bloodshed.

[medecin-auxiliare]

It had been a LONG run for Lily, when this kid had shown up. FIRST a drunken man setting AFLAME anything within throwing distance, and next an older woman with a head SO FAR up herself it was AMAZING she could even see enough to walk. And now as the punk tried to hold up Lily next to her own car. What little she had fight wise kicked it and so, she duct behind the side of her own car. Not AT ALL having any of it before she shouted. 

“ Put the gun down, or I will open fire! ”

[alive-not--dead]

“I’m wearing a standard issue US Army Bulletproof vest! That ain’t a good idea!” He loved to flaunt his gear to strangers, especially when they thought they were going push him around. “It ain’t every day I see a car go by!” He retorted, a gun in each hand now. He never carried less than three handguns and enough ammo for each. Those Army vests could hold a lot... “Gimme a ride back home! I won’t take any of your shit! I’m too far to make it back before dark and I ain’t got nothing but medical supplies and bullets!”

[allmonsters-blog1]

"Aren't you a little young to be out here by yourself?"

@aliveandead

           “i didn’t exactly CHOOSE to live in the woods. don’t you think i’d rather be living somewhere warm and safe?”

[alive-not--dead]

“Aren’t you a survivalist though? You know how to build a shelter and stuff, don’t you?” He didn’t quite trust her. He just encountered her, after all.