Princess on Hiatus

"The name is May Chang! I'm the 17th in the line of succession for Xing. I like practicing Alkahestry and spending time with my friend Xiao-Mei." {{ Roleplay account for May Chang from Fullmetal Alchemist. Mun is 18+ so there might be some nsfw stuff which will be properly tagged. }} body, a, a:hover { cursor:url(https://31.media.tumblr.com/5c6a432604ab0ece7f73b167521b3fc6/tumblr_inline_n2jlzuPNwn1rv5l4k.png), auto }

[alkahestry-xing-princess]

PSA from Mun: Hiatus

{Everyone I’m sorry to say that currently I’ll be putting this blog on hiatus. I still love FMA and May but right now other muse has sucked all my drive to be elsewhere.

BUT I am completely willing to roleplay with guys there. I even already am roleplaying someone there and made a verse for FMA which we can discuss if you want.

Where you can find me.

I love you all and hope we can talk there and roleplay until I return here. If not which I totally get, PLEASE take care of yourselves and stay well! >u< <3

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Psa from someone who studied both Sexology and Psychology about rape and triggering roleplays.

Alright, it’s nearly two am and I’m not native english so bare with me for this.

First and foremost, roleplaying rape or triggering topics does not make anyone a sickfuck or someone who condone the themes in real life.

I went to university for four years and studied sexology, which is a program offered here in Quebec, Canada. I learned many things about the human psyche as well as sexuality in general. I also have a minor in psychology and am currently studying to become an author. Because I have many interest, yes, I have spent many years in school for. And all of my programs and studies can relate to this.

Some humans are interested in taboo and triggering topics because it pushes the limits of the human psyche. Some people are interested to see what would happen if their characters would be pushed in the most extreme situations. Whether they are playing a victim or an abuser does not matter. For someone like me, who roleplay as both, I can tell you that I like, revel even in the despair of my muses when they’re victims of something. And as someone who roleplays a villain, I like to explore the darkest part of the human mind that pushes someone to the most heinous acts possible.

There is nothing sick about this. It’s in human nature to be curious and it’s actually completely healthy to explore those topics. My studies in sexology made me learn that having phantasms, however perverted they are, as long as they remain in a fantasy setting, there is nothing wrong about it. As a writer, I can also tell you that the dichotomy between author and muse is INCREDIBLE. If you roleplay a self insert, it might be different, but when you roleplay a muse that is apart from yourself, then it automatically becomes FANTASY. You wouldn’t tell the actor that roleplayed Hitler in the movie “The Fall” that he’s encouraging nazism by playing the role of the leader of them, so why would you tell an author that they’re condoning rape or triggering topics by writing them? Did you ever read an horror book? A suspense with lots of murders and crimes? What about jigsaw? Or even the human centipede? You cannot judge of the weight of a crime that happens in fiction the same way you would a crime in reality. The author knows that. The author isn’t their character. Stop associating the two and shaming people for what they want to write.

Some people wants some vanilla fluff poneys rainbows and flowers, some wants blood gore guts and vile, unfathomable things. Both are healthy outlets.Neither are sick.

As someone who studied psychology, sexology and is currently completing literature studies, I am disgusted that such things are still shamed among the roleplaying community. There are tags you all can block to not see those triggering topics, but you have no right as an author to call out someone who writes about heavy topics because you think it’s wrong. You are no professional critique neither are you a psychanalist. You are a fucking tumblr roleplayer for christ sake.

Block the tags. Shove your disgusting shaming up your ass without lube.

Thank you. 

[memes-for-muses]

Send me 'confess' and I'll generate a number from 1-20 to see what my muse will confess to yours:

1. “I masturbated while thinking about you.”

2. “I never brush my teeth.”

3. “I didn’t shave for months.”

4. “I cried while reading a book.”

5. “I always forget your name.”

6. “I stole something from you…”

7. “I never loved you.”

8. “I love you.”

9. “I don’t feel attracted to you.”

10. “I was jealous.”

11. “I didn’t change my underwear for weeks.”

12. “Your presence arouses me.”

13. “I am sweet on someone else.”

14. “I’m afraid of the dark.”

15. “I killed a spider and I cried for twenty minutes.”

16. “I stalked you for weeks.”

17. “I wet my pants.”

18. “You disgust me.”

19. “It was all a lie.”

20. “I feigned illness.”

[readyforyours-archived-deactiva]

Casual reminder to all my partners;

                                    I am not fast.

[technynerd-blog]

¥ Steal Mustang's gloves and walk around the office doing your best impression of him.

“I do hope Colonel doesn’t catch me….But…Here we go…”

Puts the other’s gloves on and poses placing one leg on top of the chair and smirking.

“I am the Flame Alchemist, I’m the most handsome man! Hahahaha! So many women to date, Havoc will lose them all to me! I have a big crush on my Lieutenant but can’t do a thing because of Military code! Snap snap! Fire! Boom! Oh no, the rain! So useless! Kaboom! More fire! Lieutenant of my heart, yeah! I’m the best!”

Stop looking completely red.

“…Um, hope that was okay.”

[sidestuiff]

Go into my inbox and kiss my muse however you want and see how they react!!

[rpmememaker]

Send me a ¥ and a command and my muse has to obey.

Take advantage of this…….

[theionianmedic]

[nameless-killer-deactivated2016]

Doitdoitdoitdoit

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reblog-Your Muse and Mun Current Mood

[alkahestry-xing-princess]

Muse:

Mun:

[long-arm-ivory-deactivated20150]

“My pleasure.” Ivory said smiling brightly. Yes now she can get away from work a bit. And id the colonel asked anything she had the perfect reason. When asked if she needed to prepare anything she rubbed the back of her head thinking to herself before saying, “Well it all depends. Do you want me to go in my military uniform or should I change?” She knew that this girl was a princess so something could happen. If she wanted her to change she could still have to bring her stuff along anyways.

[alkahestry-xing-princess]

“I don’t mind either way, Ivory-san!”

She was a Princess but she had never lived in luxury or even had servants like Ling Yao. Her clan was the one with the least power and so she was used to simple things and didn’t expect much from others when it came to making things easier for her or giving her things. That didn’t matter all in her opinion. After all, for example, Alphonse and Edward weren’t princes or even aristocracy and they were both strong and noble like many of her siblings would never be.

“Whatever makes you most comfortable would be best.”

[alkahestry-xing-princess]

{I think I replied to everyone but if I owe you a reply or starter tell me! Better if you link me your latest reply in case of an already going roleplay!}

[ohlookitscazz-deactivated202512]

For the various Al/Mei anons I’ve gotten… here’s some Al + baby that I drew during work study today. (And I just colored it now because I needed take my mind off of literally everything…) 

[alkahestry-xing-princess]

So May is 14 and people rightfully want to protect her innocence and hate any adults dating her which is very good. But Ed even when he was only 15 (a year guys, only a year) is fair game? Double standards for adults having intercourse with kids. I might be too old for this fandom after all. I just don’t get it.

[almei]

Decided to compile my Earthbender Alphonse and Firebender Mei pieces into one post.

More to possibly come later.

Commission me!

[fortis-puellae-blog]

alkahestry-xing-princess

Controlled breathing, precise movements and a flowing rythm. It’s what made up the normal findings in the dojo where Tatsuki practiced her part time job. It was quite exhausting at times, and the resposibilities were tiring more often than not. But it was always satisfying in a way as well. Seeing her students pick up on things they had trouble with before regularly brought a surge of joy. Watching them grow and get better every step along the way made her proud.

When younger the notion of teaching her beloved self defence classes had never crossed her mind. So when the teacher she looked up to so much requested her aid a couple of years ago it had thrown her for a loop. Now she couldn’t be happier about the fact that she had been so quick to say yes. It was beautiful to see others immersed in the one thing you love with all your heart. To see more and more people find their love for it as well.

The thoughts bringing a warm smile to her lips while cleaning up the last of the equipment, a chuckle resounded in the empty room. She was being silly, reminiscing all on her own. Years ago, spacing out like that would have gotten her a lecture. And now, she was the one giving them if needed. How things had changed..

A soft shuffling not too far off soon caught her attention, bringing her back from a flurry of memories. Spotting a girl that seemed quite young still, confusion surfaced. Was she here to wait for someone? Maybe she’d gotten lost? Whatever it was, she didn’t seem all that familiar with her surroundings either, making her appear as quite uncomfortable.

“Aren’t you a little too young to be here? You lost? Classes are over so if you’re looking for anyone, they’re not here anymore. ”

[alkahestry-xing-princess]

Moving to a different country was always a complicated thing. The language, the food, the laws, the costumes, everything was different and all had to be learned quickly if one wanted to interact with the people of that country and create new bonds. Since moving to Japan from China, May Chang, a 15 year old, had yet to meet someone around her age. But now that she was finally going to enroll in a Japanese school she was eager and determined to make friends.

‘Wow she’s quite good.’

Her eyes followed the movements of a girl that should only be a couple years older but was a lot taller and had already the body of a young woman. It wasn’t her that was strange but the Chinese girl that seemed to still be waiting for the puberty to move her from a child to a teenager at the very least. Martial arts were a passion to her and she had won several titles back in her home country. Perhaps joining this club was the best way to meet more people.

“I’m not young or little!”

May puffed her cheeks but then sighed, getting more and more used to that mistake. Specially in this town there weren’t girls her age with that height or with that sort of child-like body.

“I’m 15 years old!”

She added before shaking her head, determined to not let bad feelings get her down.  There was something she had come there to do and she was going to go through with it. She made her right hand into a fist that she pressed against her left palm bowing down her head in a respectful way.

“I want to join your club, sensei!”

[alkahestry-xing-princess]

“Adults are gross!”

[carbonclaws-blog]

          “My policy is to never tell lies, so you’ll have to deal with the painful truth.” Perhaps he was enjoying her realization a bit too much but he couldn’t help that reaction of humans when it came to mass genocide when all they did was wage war. 

He allowed himself to watch her a bit longer before he turned to seemingly leave the hut, since he had fulfilled his part of the deal. On midway he stopped however. The sin lifted a finger, as if he had just remembered something important to add to the information he had just given her.

  “You know, all these people are dead and nothing can change that. They just squirm about the power they are fueling now but that doesn’t mean letting their sacrifice go to waste, does it?” 

He placed his hand back onto his hip. “There are six other homunculi who have a philosopher stone inside them. Your chances of taking one of them are still high enough - it’s entirely up to you if you use this opportunity though.” 

[alkahestry-xing-princess]

May bite her lower lip. What was it she could do now? The realization of what it meant to have one of the stones that granted immortality was like a weight in her back that made it seem as if she was sinking.

“...No...This...I can’t....I don’t...Killing people...No...No...”

A little squeak close to her ear brought her back to her senses. Xiao Mei was there and seeing her she remembered all her clan that she had left behind. The clan with least power in all of Xing was counting on her. The stones had been made, they couldn’t return to the people they once were. But the people of the Chang family could avoid annihilation.

“I suppose you have one too.”

Her face was showing a frown as she threw kunais in his direction. But her aim was awful completely unlike herself. Maybe even though he was a homunculus, she couldn’t hurt him like that. Her arm dropped down and the tears began dropping, wetting her face and clothes. 

[alkahestry-xing-princess]

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